Walking out of my parents house ,I didn't know if I should go right or go left .
I had never felt this hopeless and helpless my entire life till this day.I couldn't understand what I have done to deserve this from the people I had showed nothing but love to .I knew that by now, my dad would have blocked all my accounts .I knew what he could do , I wasn't going to be surprised by it.I walked along the street without knowing where to go to.I felt devastated and broken , it was just one of the worst feelings that I had ever felt.Never had I felt this way my entire life till this day.I had nowhere to go, I had no friends, no one.All I have done was to make sure that my dad's company is in shape and this was what I got in return."Are you okay, miss ?" I heard someone ask me from behind.I turned And I saw a boy of about 18 years.He looked like a high school student."Am fine "I whispered to him, giving him the best smile that I could find on my lips."You know everyone is talking about you and most of them are taking video of you, I don't think that someone of your reputation should be walking around just like this, You know you would get it ruined before you know it, they would tag you mad on social media, "the little boy told me.I tried my best not to cry , the tears were threatening to come out while I tried my best to hold them."I would be fine, "I told him."Ok "he stated “ walking away without looking back.I let out the tears that I had Been holding for a while.I felt lost, broken, and devastated, I couldn't help but imagine what I was going to do with my life.I had nowhere to go and nowhere to lay my head onI had two friends , Rryan and Bella.The both of them had been my friends since childhood ,I met them at college ."Ryan was a lawyer while Bella was a nurse .The three of us had Been best of friends but what I didn't understand was why they never supported my marriage and relationship with Darren .The both of them never agreed to that relationship ,they said nothing good would come out from it and so it pushed us apart .Though Bella and I still kept in touch with each other ,Rryan totally cut me off the moment I got married to that man.I wished I had known, I would have listened to them.They warned me but I refused to listen , I was blindly in love with him.I could hear the sky roaring loudly, I didn't need anyone to tell me that it was going to rain soon.I picked up my card from my purse and tried the closest ATM to my right but only to find out that my card had been blocked, Dad had done it.I left the ATM stand dejected and waited for the rain to fall.The rain came down mightily and Hotly .I sat down on the Floor as the rain fell on me .I couldn't leave ,I just wanted this rain to take my sorrow away . I cried inside the rain hoping that my life could just end the next moment .Why was I always this unfortunate,I did literally everything to please them ,but yet they could still hate me this much"What have I done to deserve this?'' I yelled , letting out the tears in my eyes . It rained for more than four hours and by the time it stopped it was already dark .Anyone who passed me by at that moment looked at me like a mad person ,I was literally shivering from my knees down .The rain had really done Me dirty .My teeths were closing and I was shaking .I was freezing to death yet no one could help me ,not even a person .Is this how I was supposed to die? I thought about crying ."Valerie Valerie"I heard someone yell so loudly .I knew who that voice belonged to, but I didn't want to believe the fact that it was him.It could never be him and he would never come, Me. He told me he hated me .There was no way a man that hated me would come for me .It could never happen ."Valerie, what's wrong with you? How could you be so foolish? What are you doing Here "I heard Rryan yell when he approached me .It really was him .It's been three years since I last saw this man here. He was coming for me again. What could I really do without him?He will always being my knight In shining armor ."Rryan "I called crying and opening my arms to him ..He didn't bother to hug me ,but instead he just picked me up from the ground like I was just some kind of light stuff .Rryan didn't mind the stare that he got from others ,he grabbed me and put me inside his car. .I rested my head at the back of his car and I pressed My legs together ,I was still shivering. This was what I had to face just because of those monsters."Ryan "I called the moment he got into the car ."Don't say a word, Valerie, I know what you are going to say, If I was mad at you, there's no way that I would be here to help you, You just have to be calm I will get you home. I nodded my head like an obedient child and just watched him drive .I had so many thoughts going through my mind at the moment ,but I kept calm and watched him drive.I didn't know how I was going to be able to pay this man back.he has done so much for me and has sacrificed so much for me .I wish that I could pay him back ,he deserves every good thing in life .I exhaled sharply and with that I passed out .It’s been two month since I returned from that hospital back to Rico house and I still found it so hard to believe that all this whine I had been at peace without anyone giving me so much stress and so much headache .I knew that I thought that Rico would make me go through hell , but he shocked me by living the house and since that day that he dropped me , I never actually got to see him the next day abs that was it he was was gone .The way I felt at peace , I had never felt that way in a very long time and Rico going away for the two months gave me so much peace of mind much more than I could ever imagine .I hated the fact this had gotten something to do with ne , why did he had to leave , never really get to ask myself that questions but I know for sure that I didn’t care if he was here or not after all it wasn’t going to make any bloody difference so there’s no need of him being here , he should even stay 10 years away from me , I didn’t care , I just want to be at
I couldn’t bring myself to look at the man that was sitting right beside me at this moment .I knew that I still had to look at him even though I knew that I never loved to .The thought that he still got to take me home shocked me on how he was able to do that when all that he wanted was for me to be away .I still found it so hard to understand what this man really needed from me , he still haven’t made it clear and he keeps cloaking me back the moment that I walk out of his life .Was I going to be here with him all the time .I didn’t know why he had to act that way when he knows that he had nothing serious then he should just let me him.I wasn’t a commodity to be cliamed the way he was making me look like I was one .My heart was going so far , I wanted to just run out of this car and then scream the hell from anyone that I could see now and this moment .This man was no good for me , I knew that and i wasn’t going to stop saying it .I knew that in the next few minu
It’s been a month since I woke up and found myself at the hospital .I knew that i wasn’t meant to be here , but three months without me knowing and feeling what it was to pregnant was magnificent and I just can’t stop thinking about the fact that this had to be .Just a year ago I was just one single girl who wanted to explore life in the most possible way but today I was married to the worst man that I would ever wish for anyone .Our marriage anniversary had passed and it was just a week ago but not one of us saw the other and all that Rico did was post some picture though I never posted any pictures on my page and it was beginning to raise suspicions that something was wrong but my parents were so quick to cover up evrything like none of that ever happened making it really difficult for anyone to doubt if I was in some sort of troubles .I knew that I could never a reveal my pregnancy to the whole world since my husband was never in support if it , there was no
The sounds of machine were the only thing that I heard when I tried to open my eyes and when I finally did , I could see that I was in a white room .My head felt blank from everything and I couldn’t understand why I was in such a room , what was I doing here and how did I get here .Everything felt so strange to me and I couldn’t understand how I was here but I knew that I was here .The door to the room opened and a man in a white coat with a telescope around his neck walked in .I tried to think about where I had seen this man because his face looked very familiar and when I finally did , all the memories came rushing back like I was in some kind of dream .I couldn’t understand how I got here but then I was hereI looked at the man and forced out a fake smile from my lips .I never thought that you were going to be awake that quickly , but it’s a good thing that you are and I just want to say that you are a fighter and you are one of the best patient that we had ever gott
The looks on the faces of everyone as we sat here was one that I had never seen in my entire life and the more I kept trying to wrap my head around what was happening , the more confusing it was for me .The look on crystal face when she found out about what she had done , was one that I could never imagine .She was so angry disappointed and sad and she had quickly called the ambulance and she was rushed to a private hospital while I just stood there and watched .“Did you just sit your ass here and act like you don’t care”For goodness sake , I never gave birth to a monster but the way you have been behaving , I have no choice but to say that you are a monster and you deserve nothing but pains .That was somebody’s child for goodness sake and then you beat her up pump and act like you have done nothing wrong .For goodness sake Jericho , have you ever seen me raised my hands on your mother regardless and how rude and ill mannered she is , I have never done that because I do
After saying those words to Rico , I just walked back to my room and then shut the door ,.The moment that I was in , I let-out all the tears that I had been holding for so long .I just didn’t know why he had to be this cruel to me when he knows that I care so much about him .Did he hate me that much to the fact that he wants to force me to have an abortion .I didn’t know what led me but I suddenly cleaned my tears and walked out of the room .I knew that it was better that I apologized to him for what I had said Instead of making him more mad , I couldn’t risk that no matter what it was ,and I knew that .I watched him speak with the doctor , I couldn’t hear what they were saying but I saw him hand a drug over to him and then he took it , I didn’t need anyone to tell me that those were abortion pills .The moment he had took them the doctor left and eveb he did , I quickly raced back the stairs, I couldn’t risk him catching me here , he might kill me alive if he finds out t