เข้าสู่ระบบELAINE. “Stay longer” Nik's deep, groggy voice muttered against my temples and I let myself relax in his arms. Last night was a long bout of lovemaking and thinking about the things we did, the things he made me do, made me feel like getting dunked in holy water. The soreness between my legs was a testimony. I stayed there in his arms watching him fall back asleep. I stayed there for a while, before I finally fell back asleep. I finally woke up past noon, and gently detangled myself from his embrace which ended up waking him. “What's the time?” He asked, his voice still muffled. “1pm.” Looking anywhere but at the stark naked man lying beside me. “What?” He shouted, and I couldn't help the laughter that bubbled out of me. His shocked expression looked so comical. “I can't remember ever waking up this late in a long time” he sat up and stretched his torso and I couldn't help licking my lips. He truly had the body of a super model. All his dieting and exercise truly paid off
Nik“Eva.” The name rolled off my tongue with so much disgust and I hope she could tell how much it was that I hated her, that I still hate her. It’s a present continuous forever tense. She smiled, her bloody red lips parting to reveal pearly white teeth that could have been fangs for all I care. Because she might look the same as years ago, barely aging on the surface but she was a blood sucking demon underneath. I took great care to school my expression into a mask so that she couldn’t tell how much she affected me. “It’s been ages.” She drawled. “You have less than a minute to say what it is you want to say. Once the Valet gets here and my car is outside, best believe I’m done with this conversation.” She sighed and dropped the mask and for a split second, I could see the woman I loved underneath the Botox and layers of makeup. The woman I gave my heart to for the first time. “Nik, I’m sorry.” Her eyes watered and I’m not sure if it was to trap me again. “Me too.” I whispe
Nik. I watched as she fed my son, and I started to wonder how that tasted. “What?” She asked, squinting her eyes and I shrugged not looking away. “It tastes just like what I ate for the day most times. Sometimes sweet, or even salty.” I chuckled in amazement, “how do you know what I was thinking.” She only rolled her eyes, “ hello, I know you a little better each day.”The way the words rolled off her tongue just made me adjust in my chair, watching her breastfeed didn’t turn me on, but this turned me almost immediately. I didn’t expect what she did next. But she got up and put Daniel down in the cot beside our bedI watched from my position on the bed as she called the housekeeper who came and took the baby to play with them and when they were finally gone she smirked at me. Fuck this can’t be what I think it is. It’s been 6 months post partum now, and for most people maybe it was too long but for us, I wanted to only try again with sex when I was sure that she was ready. I
Elaine I stared at him as his nostrils flared in anger and it was immediately clear that what I said had hit a nerve just like I expected it to.He stared at me for almost a full minute, trying to decide what he should do, or how to express himself, I expected him to lash out not reach out to me and haul me into his laps. “I kind of remember that sex is covered in the package too right?”his face carried a sneer which only made my blood boil. “Ahhh yes it is. But I hope you’re going to be satisfied with a one sided love making, as your whore isn’t in the mood to further perform for you tonight.” I had barely finished my sentence when he thrusted me away from him unceremoniously that my head hit the other side of the vehicle and I cried in pain. He tried to control himself by taking deep breaths, and when it looked like he had, he finally spoke. “I didn’t mean to hurt you,” referring to the bump on my head. “Yeah whatever.” My eyes watered and I winced in pain before fixating my
Nik I watched as she walked before me, her hips swaying side to side in a rhythm that could make a priest change religion. I picked my pace, so that I could slide my finger into hers and hold her hand as I led the way. She stiffened a bit when my hand met hers but relaxed once we came into the clear view of the restaurant and I let out a breath I didn’t know I was holding. Even if just for tonight, it will be nice to be on great terms again. We were early, so it was a surprise when we found out that the older couple were already here, seated at the far corner to the left. “El,” I opened my mouth to say, to remind her that this actually wasn’t all pretense. “Come on, let’s just get this night, over with.” She whispered underneath her breath and I plastered a fake smile on my face. “Nik,” the older man greeted and I took his hand in a warm shake as his wife kissed my wife’s cheeks. “Dios mio..” she fawned, staring at Elaine who blushed and smiled shyly, “your wife is s
Nik I watched as she walked before me, her hips swaying side to side in a rhythm that could make a priest change religion. I picked my pace, so that I could slide my finger into hers and hold her hand as I led the way. She stiffened a bit when my hand met hers but relaxed once we came into the clear view of the restaurant and I let out a breath I didn’t know I was holding. Even if just for tonight, it will be nice to be on great terms again. We were early, so it was a surprise when we found out that the older couple were already here, seated at the far corner to the left. “El,” I opened my mouth to say, to remind her that this actually wasn’t all pretense. “Come on, let’s just get this night, over with.” She whispered underneath her breath and I plastered a fake smile on my face. “Nik,” the older man greeted and I took his hand in a warm shake as his wife kissed my wife’s cheeks. “Dios mio..” she fawned, staring at Elaine who blushed and smiled shyly, “your wife is so beautif
ELAINE. “What do you want?” Nik asked, relaxing back in his chair staring at me with a lazy smile. I know he was asking about food, but it felt like it had a different meaning when he asked it and I shifted in my seat. I looked down at the menu on the tablet which was in front of me, and instant
. ELAINE. Truce: An agreement between enemies or opponents to stop fighting or arguing for a certain time. Nik and I were presently in a truce. We called it last night at the hotel lounge and even though he didn't come to bed last night and had sent a hurried text this morning that read- I h
ELAINE. I press my ears to the door to be sure that there is no sound of anybody walking before opening the door and peeping before padding softly to the room. He was outside on the balcony leaning over still in his robe. A cold shower must have reset my brain a little because I somehow had my s
One day you will get asked about your wedding day. It's important that you tell them that you wore the most beautiful dress your eyes have ever seen. That even though you held tears all day and hid it behind a smile, that you felt truly miserable. And when they ask you why you tell them that it's







