I turned 18 over the weekend. I had really hoped to meet my mate on my actual birthday, but that didn’t happen. Anders and I had gone out both Friday and Saturday nights, hoping that I would find her. Since it didn’t happen, I had settled on the idea that Anders and I would have to travel around to find her. He turns 18 in a couple of months but he’s already feeling a pull to Calista Johns. He thinks she is his mate. He’s been pursuing her but she’s completely uninterested.
It’s frustrating him because he’s never had to pursue a love interest. Women usually fall at our feet. It doesn’t even matter how old they are, we’ve both had women old enough to be our mother that have found their way into our beds.
I found the entire situation hilarious until Monday morning, when I showed up at training and smelled the most delicious scent of orange blossoms and ginger. I followed the scent and found Lily Raines sparring with Lucas, Anders future Lead Warrior. He’s already decided that Lucas will take that position, and I agree. Next to me, he’s the strongest warrior in the pack. At least I thought he was until Lily pinned him.
Seeing Lily sprawled on top of Lucas, even if his face was to the ground had Donovan snarling in my head. He didn’t like seeing her touching another male, much less straddling one. Her long, curly brown hair was up in a ponytail, and when she looked up in triumph, I could see her eyes are a stunning azure blue.
I knew she was good, Anders and I have been training her for years, but I didn’t realize she was that good. Maybe I just wasn’t paying attention, but I am now. Both Donovan and I are proud that our mate is strong.
What I wasn’t expecting was for her to give me the same cold shoulder that Calista was giving Anders. Now it’s not nearly so funny. What’s worse, it’s pretty apparent that she doesn’t even like me.
Donovan needs to be closer to her, so I switch partners with hers in Chemistry. I realize quickly that she’s not just beautiful and strong, she’s intelligent. And thankfully, I take Chemistry seriously. It’s something that, as a Guardian, I feel I need to have knowledge of, whether it is to save my life or Anders, you never know what type of concoction other supernaturals or worse, hunters will try to inject in you.
When she tells me she thinks I’m after her only to sleep with her, I know I’ve got my work cut out for me. Yeah, I’ve been pretty indiscriminate with my bed partners, but I’ve never given any of them any reason to think that they were anything more than a short-term good time. I’ve always wanted my mate, I just didn’t really think about the need to wait for her, or how she might feel about me given my extensive history. Honestly, none of the other women I’ve been with cared that I’d slept around. I guess that’s why Lily is my mate, she does care and now I need to do some damage control.
First and foremost, I need to figure out when she turns 18. Then, I need to woo her until then so she’s willing to accept our mate bond when she finally feels it.
Two classes later, I’m sitting in Literature. I could care less about books written hundreds of years ago. It will do nothing to make me a better Guardian, but it’s required to graduate, so I’m here. I’m lounging in my chair, my eyes closed and contemplating a nap, when I smell her scent. My eyes snap open as she walks past my desk and sits three seats in front of me. How have I never realized that she was in my class?
‘Because you’re an idiot.’ Donovan says to me. ‘Move closer to her, change seats with that girl behind her.’
I stand, grabbing my bag. “Hey Anna.”
“Hey Clint.” She looks up at me and practically purrs. Damn, I didn’t think this through. I’ve slept with Anna and unlike Lily, she doesn’t seem to mind being my bedwarmer.
“I was hoping I could get you to switch seats with me.” I give her my best smile. Out of the corner of my eye, I see Lily’s body go rigid.
I watch Anna’s face go from excited to confused before she looks at the back of Lily’s head. “Oh, uh, sure.”
She grabs her things and goes to move past me, placing her hand on my waist and sliding it across my abs. What would have once had me going hard and making plans for tonight, now is just aggravating me. I don’t want Lily getting the wrong idea. “Maybe I’ll see you later?” She asks, her hand sliding to the edge of my jeans.
“Uh, yeah, maybe.” I say getting more and more uncomfortable.
Our teacher comes in and Anna moves to my seat, while I sit in hers. I look at Lily, her back is ramrod straight.
The teacher begins discussing whatever novel we’re supposed to be reading. I lean forward when the teacher’s back is turned. “Hey Lily.” I whisper quietly. The teacher is a werewolf just like everyone else in the class.
She ignores me, so I reach out and begin to tug on her hair. It’s really soft and all I can think about is wrapping my fingers in it while kissing her.
Lily reaches back and pulls her hair out of my hand, glaring at me over her shoulder. I smirk at her and do it again.
“Mr. Nelson, perhaps you can focus more on the class and less on Miss Raines’ hair.” The teacher calls me out. I hear the class snicker, but I don’t care.
“Sorry Mr. Roberts, but Lily’s hair is like silk. It’s hard to resist.”
“You’re a Guardian Mr. Nelson, I’m sure you’ll find a way.” He says before turning back around.
Lily grabs her hair, pulling it over one shoulder and glaring at me before turning back around. I’m lost in her scent and have no idea what the teacher is saying. Lily on the other hand, seems to be totally unaffected by my presence and is asking and answering questions.
When class is done, Lily grabs her bag and tries to move past me, but I stand up and get in her way. “What are you doing after school?” I ask her.
“Going home.” She tells me, her head tilted up so she can glare at me, as I'm nearly a foot taller than her. I get lost for a moment in the blue of her eyes.
She goes to push past me, when I remember my point. “Anders and I can drive you and Calista home.”
She steps back and looks up at me again. “No thanks, now move out of my way.”
I lean in toward her. “And if I don’t?”
In one second, I went from feeling in total control of the situation to the next where I am completely at her mercy. Without a care in the world, she reached up and grabbed my balls in her hand, twisting it just to the point of pain. “If you don’t, I’ll make sure that you and Anna can’t have any fun tonight. MOVE!” She demands, and I step out of her way.
I watch her walk out of class without a backward glance.
‘Smooth move idiot. You pissed off our mate. Fix it!’ Donovan growls in my head.
‘Do you have any bright ideas?’ I ask my snide wolf.
‘Yeah, stop trying to coerce her and get her to like you.’
Easier said than done.
What an arrogant asshole! If he thinks because he’s bigger than I am that he can intimidate me, he’s got another thing coming. Did I feel badly that I basically threatened to rip his balls off, not even a little. Did I happen to feel the large bulge in his pants at the same time? Yes, and wow! That’s all I can say, wow.I find Calista at lunch and we decide to find a private place to eat away from either of the men who have decided to pursue us relentlessly. We settle in and I listen to her vent about how Alpha Anders is doing basically the same thing as Clint, moving to sit next to her, trying to talk to her in class, constantly asking her out. It’s maddening. I tell her about Clint and what happened in Chem and Lit classes.“Do you think they’ve set up some type of competition between them?” She asks me.“What do you mean?”I watch as Calista stares thoughtfully out over the track field where we decided to have our lunch. “Well, you and I are basically the only hold outs in the pack
My name is Lily RainesI’m 17 years oldI’m 5 foot 6 inches tallI have brown hair and blue eyesI want to be a warrior when I graduateI will not sleep with you, so stop pursuing me.That’s what I read on the paper that she handed to me as she walked out of class. I read it again and then look at the place where she walked out. This is going to be harder than I thought.First of all, every time she looks at me, I get so lost in her blue eyes that I can’t even remember my name, much less what we were talking about. I’m guessing by now she thinks I’m an idiot.‘You are an idiot.’ My unhelpful wolf tells me.And now she thinks I just want to sleep with her. When she asked me why I’m suddenly pursuing her, I didn’t have a good reason. I don’t want to tell her that we’re mates. I obviously have some damage control to do before we get to that point. And while I was getting lost in the never-ending blue of her eyes, she apparently took my lack of response as me wanting to get in her pants.
The nerve of this guy. I’ve told him I’m not sleeping with him, basically kicked him to the curb and he still wants to try to intimidate Lucas for asking me out. Okay, I hadn’t planned on going out with Lucas. His approach was lame, but I needed a quick excuse, and he presented one when he walked by. I hear Clint growling as I walk away. Take a hint buddy and then you won’t keep getting turned down. I walk over to where others are warming up and begin stretching, preparing for training. Alpha Patrick and Beta Calvin call us to order. We’re to start running 5 miles before begining the team obstacle course. We all take off and I get into my groove. I enjoy running. It’s my time to clear my head or would be if I didn’t have someone interrupting my peaceful time with the annoying buzz of their voice. “What will it take Lily bug?” “Lily bug?” He gives me his cocky smile. “You need a good pet name. Would you prefer Lady bug? Little Lils? Lily of the Valley? That one is awfully long. I t
I thought I had made some progress with Lily, only for it to all go down the drain when Jules showed up calling me Big Daddy. I never cared about the name before. It started all kinds of fun sex play in the past. But now, I’m trying to erase that memory from Lily’s mind and here it is, being rubbed in her face. Jules is so far beneath my ability that I don’t even have to pay attention to spar with her. Unfortunately for me, she’s more interested in finding a way for us to roll around on the ground together, rather than learning new techniques. After I pinned her to the ground for the second time, face in the dirt, I realized her intentions were not focused on sparring. As I leaned over her, pinning her to the ground, she lifted her hips and rubbed them against me. While I’m not attracted to her anymore, my entire focus and mind now on my mate, I can smell Lily’s scent from here, so the friction she provides causes me to have a reaction that she mistakes as a response for her. Jules
My wolf has no problem submitting to Donovan, but I refuse to submit to Clint. Before my harlot of a wolf decides she wants to mate with Donovan, I take control and force her to shift. ‘I wouldn’t have let him mate us, not yet anyway.’ She purrs, and I roll my eyes at her. ‘What? He caught us. I was running full out and he still caught us. He’s a strong and powerful wolf.’ ‘Yes, you’ve mentioned that before, stop purring. He’s a Guardian, he’s supposed to be top of the wolf hierarchy. Made by the Moon Goddess, remember?’ ‘Yes, he was.’ She says, still purring. When I shifted, I hadn’t thought it through that I would be giving Clint quite a show, but it’s not like he’s never seen a naked woman. If the rumors are true, he sees a different one almost every night. I wait for Donovan to shift back to Clint, but he doesn’t. He sits and stares at me. “Donovan? I’m assuming Clint wanted to talk to me?” I ask, wondering why Donovan was chasing us if it wasn’t to catch us for Clint. He s
YES! Success! Lily finally agreed to go out with me, but now I need to convince Anders to let me spar with her and I have to tell him why Calista won’t go out with him. I’ve never hated my reputation as much as I do right now. I wait until I see Lily grab her clothes and walk into her house before jogging back to the packhouse. It’s dinner time and I divert up to my room to take a quick shower before heading down to the main dining hall where most of the pack house eats as well as many other pack members that come here after training. I find Anders sitting with his parents and the Beta family. Charles is Calvin’s son and has been training to be Anders Beta since I got my Guardian spirit at 10. He’ll make a good Beta for Anders. I grab some food and take a seat across from Anders, saying hello to everyone at the table. “So, how’d it go?” He asks me, referencing my escape from Jules. “Actually, it went well. Andra was out running, and it gave me an opportunity to finally get Lily to
Every time I think that maybe Clint is being genuine, he proves me wrong. Why in the world did I agree to go out with him on Sunday. What a terrible idea. I need to figure out a way to cancel. I get ready for school and walk outside to meet Calista. “Morning Cali.” “Ok, don’t hate me.” That’s her opening statement. Not a good way to start the day. “What did you do?” She gives me her ‘I’m sorry’ face. “I sort of agreed to let Anders drive us to school.” “You WHAT??! Why would you do that?” “I didn’t have a choice. He literally showed up at my door last night. I thought my parents were going to fall over themselves when they saw it was him. Then when he asked if he could take me to school today, my parents told him yes!” I throw my hands up in the air. “That must be why Clint said something about giving us a ride to school today. Ugh, Cali! I do NOT want to ride to school with them. Clint was already finding a quickie right after training this morning and if we show up together, p
Anders asked me earlier to find another way to get Lily home so he could have some alone time with Calista. Since I didn’t bring my car, I decided that a ‘warm up’ walk home would have to do. But in truth, I’m glad to have the time alone with Lily too. I feel her body stiffen as we walk out of the school. Yes, I’m making a statement. I don’t really care if everyone knows that I’m interested in Lily. In a couple of months, they’ll all know that she’s my mate. Until then, I could care less what they think. I decide to keep the conversation focused on our sparring session today. “So, tell me where you think your strengths and weaknesses are in your training?” I have my own ideas based on the obstacle course yesterday, but I want to know what her thoughts are. As we walk, I realize she’s very aware of her strengths and weaknesses. It’s not always something that warriors recognize or are willing to discuss about themselves. They usually can identify their strengths but not their weakness