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Impotenza ~ Helplessness

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Raffael

I was utterly and incredibly helpless.

She was going to go with Adrian. And there was absolutely nothing I could do about it.

“Raffael, could you please tell Ronan I just want to learn how to use his gun?” Emilia said from in front of me.

I gave Ronan a look. He sighed before placing his Glock 19 in her hands.

Ronan had a dramatic, sentimental attachment to his guns, something I didn’t understand and definitely found concerning, especially when I caught him talking to them while he c
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