So nervous

Jace

It feels so good to have Roxy's hand in mine and just walking along with her so normally. It's freeing to know she feels it too, she's calm and relaxed enjoying the stroll through the woods and looking around at the nature.

God she's so beautiful... I wish I'd seen her before. I mean I used to see her all the time but not like this, not in this kind of light. I wish I'd known the depths of her beauty were beyond the physical but at that point in my life I was just a moody teen looking to get laid, I wish I'd waited. For my first time to have been with Roxy and not some one night stand I barely remember. I know it was terrible because hey are first times ever that good? I guess I'll never know but for Roxy? God I want her first time to be something she remembers and remembers for the right reasons, not the pain or not finishing or finding a release. I want it to be good for her and when she's ready, I want to be the one to give her all of that. I just hope that when she really see