My fingers tapped against my desk. My impatience is growing by the second.I feel like a jerk, a truly deserved a-holl. Having Ethan follow Lucy the entire day was a wrong idea. But it was also a necessary one as the thought of Lucy doing anything deceiving against me was making me loss sleep.I don't know what to expect from this. Do i expect her to have a lover on the side, some one from her past? Do i expect her to have another color when she's not with me?I don't know. Even half of the things going through my head confuse me.Ethan had called earlier to tell me that Lucy had excited the building once to meet someone infront of the company. From the looks of the car, he'd told me that it might me a very important person that had business with the Davis Company.I'd told him to keep his eyes on her and inform me of her every move, especially on her lunch break.God, i feel like a jerk.Blowing out a breath, i forced mt focus away from my phone and looked at the documents my PA gave
Lucy Chaw....Another awkward night of dinner.I take a bite out of my home made pizza and silently chewed.I don't look at Karl or even try to start a conversation. What's the point?We've been like this for about a week and a half now and neither of us seem to want to talk about what happened in that hospital.That day was a disaster.Not only was Karl having me followed because he thought i might be up to no good, he'd barged into Dr. Goodman's office and interrupted my session.I hadn't been able to talk after he left. Even though Dr. Goodman tried to give me time to dry my tear and continue with what i was telling her, i just couldn't. I wasn't able to utter a single word as the tears silently rolled down my cheeks. The other woman didn't try to force me to continue. Instead, she sat there and kept me company, a very quite company. My next session with her was exactly the same. Ethan had drove me to the hospital, but I wasn't able to talk.It's
I stare at the woman infront of me, sitting in a wheelchair with her arms cross across her chest.The man that had pushed her in had left the two of us to seat at another table with a clear view of Abriana Santos.It's been almost ten minutes since the man had pushed her infront of me and I'm still unable to say a word.Abriana, just like me, doesn't seem to know what to say."Wow, this is awkward." She breaths out, breaking the silence.I look at her again. Abriana has cut her blond hair short, highlighting her green eyes. She looks at me with curiosity, not disgust or judgement."Did i..." I started, wondering what the hell i would do if what i think actually happened. "Did i do this?" I asked.I can already feel my eyes sting and my neck burn from the panic that was threatening to get through my chest."Do what?" She asked.I looked down at my hands on my lap, realizing that i was playing and twisting the wedding band on my left ring finger.I heard a soft chuckle coming from Abria
I rub my hands against each other to warm my palms. The air is getting chilly by the day and tonight, on Thanksgiving, the air is uncharacteristically cold. I'm bad with cold weather and even the warm car does little to stop my body from shivering. Once the cold has sipped into my body, it's always difficult to warm it back up."Ethan, turn the heat up, will you." Karl commented and i watched Ethan do as he was told. The car heat rushed to my face and i can tell it is hot as hell in here. But my hands are still cold. I glanced over at Karl and then at Ethan. Both if their cheeks look red and i know the heat of the car was too much for them."You should turn the heat down, Ethan. It's too hot."Ethan doesn't even argue with me or wait for Karl to tell him it was okay. He immediately turns the heat off.I glanced at Karl again and saw that he was glaring at Ethan."It's fine. I'm not that cold." I said.A total lie.Karl turns his eyes over to me before he looked at my hands that we
I stand at the corner of the large office, looking around the employees of the Davis Company celebrate Christmas and their last day at work until New years.It still surprises me how the company can give almost all of their employees a week off without losing profits. That's how legit the Davis Company is.Wearing a very thick jacket and blue jeans matched with some chucks I borrowed from April, i kept my distance from everyone and just observed.My boss is dancing with his wife around the heavy decorations of the office while other dance, drink or simply chat with their plus ones or other employees of the company.I sighed as i tried to come up with a reason as to why i came here today when i could have been in my home wrapped with some thick blankets ... Or my husband's arms.Instead, i only remember using this Christmas part as an excuse to not be alone at home on Christmas as Karl's work was pulling him to the company more these days.I will stay for a few more minutes and then I'
I look down at Abriana's photo on the year book with a little smile and a huge relief.Clicking my pen open, i put a small tick next to her name and moved on. On to the next mend.I flip through the pages. The next few students on the year book were either people i called friends or people i knew but barely talked to. I kept on going until i reached a face i know I've washed with tears.Felisha Andrews.This girl was actually my best friend turned into my worst enemy.I'd known her since middle school and I'd shared some of my problems at home with her but she's "unintentional" shared my secret with some people who'd tried to mess with me.The hate I'd felt for her at such a young age was more than the hate I had for my parents and my family name. So,i made sure the secret i shared with her never left the lips of the people she shared it with, along with making her life miserable.The attack towards her was more personal.It was never to earn attention or get a spot light. It was fr
I look at the sign of the studio, wondering whether or not i should get out of the car or just tell Ethan to dive away.Ethan sits in the drivers seat and waited for my next instructions without asking me why we've been sitting in the car outside of a small studio when we can be in our warm house sipping hot coco.Tucking my hands into my mittens, i blow out a big breath before opening the back door.Stepping out of the car, i quickly walked up to the door and pushed it open. The tiny bell on top of the door rang when i opened it and I don't wait a second before i rushed in and closed it behind me.I shivered a little before turning my back to the door and looked around the studio.It's empty considering it's Christmas and almost new year. But there is an elderly woman sitting behind a desk right infront of the door.The woman looked up at me and adjusted her glasses while leaning forward to get a better look at me."Hi. Umm.. I'm Lucy Chaw." I said as i walked closer to the woman.
"lift you arms up." April commanded and waited for me to do as she said so she could take my measurements.She already had all of my measurements but she wanted to film every step of her process so she had to measure me again infront of the camera she'd set up in Zeus's room.Zeus is on the phone talking with Alice, his secret girlfriend, while April and I talked about the dress designs, colors and fabrics for my next hoody dress."Yeah... Okay, Love. I'll see you tomorrow at work. I'm coming in to finish up the preparations for Saturday's launch party so I'll be there the whole day. Maybe... We could have lunch together..."Zeus stopped for a few seconds before he sighed."Okay, Alice. I understand, you know i do. And i respect your decisions. So... I guess I'm just going to have to eat lunch with another woman."I have no idea what Alice said to Zeus after his little comment but he was smirking and smiling like an idiot."Of course. We'll eat like two professionals who happened to b