Chapter 20 - Unpleasant to Look At

My heart jumped. It was like I was having a heart attack.

There was something in his eyes that I couldn't decipher while he looked at me.

I did not dare to speak.

I know with my fast beating heart, my voice would likely tremble.

That would just give away how nervous I am.

I don't want to hear from him that I was acting as if I was still a virgin.

My innocence was taken by this man while I was under the influence of drugs.

I don't even have a single memory of that night I slept with him.

"Good night," he said and turned his back on me.

What a relief!

However, I was saddened that he slept with his back facing me.

Didn't he like to face me?

Am I unpleasant to look at?

Dismayed, I covered myself with the comforter and turned my back on him.

I didn't know how much time I spent sulki