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CHAPTER 4 - THE OATH

Penulis: Bianca Cabelari
last update Tanggal publikasi: 2026-04-28 01:24:23

POV: Lisa

The ring left Lisa’s apartment on a Tuesday morning.

Not Monday. Monday had the weight of beginnings. Not Friday. Friday felt like surrender postponed.

Tuesday was anonymous enough for an ending.

The jewelry box was unbranded. No note. No explanation. Nothing but the ring inside and Ethan’s name on the label, because even silence required a decision.

Three weeks had passed since the Waldorf.

Three weeks of sleeping badly, eating mechanically, and building a routine with the precision of someone constructing scaffolding around a collapsing building. Civil Procedure. Criminal Evidence. Calls with Hamilton. Visits to her father. Searches through hotel policies. A list of every person who had access to the private wing. A second list of everyone who should not have had access and somehow did.

Every night, the same question waited for her:

Who used my credential?

The delivery confirmation arrived at 10:42 a.m.

Package received.

Lisa looked at the notification for five seconds, then placed the phone face down and opened her evidence notebook.

She did not imagine Ethan opening the box.

She tried not to.

Across the city, Ethan Elsner opened it alone.

The diamond rested where it should be, bright and silent in the black velvet.

He stared at it longer than a man with four meetings before noon should stare at anything.

Then he closed the box and placed it in the right drawer of his desk, beneath quarterly contracts and a folder labeled URGENT.

Not the trash.

Not the safe.

Not anywhere final.

He told himself that meant nothing.

Before opening his first email, he opened the drawer again.

Three seconds.

Closed it.

Opened the email.

Worked.

Because work had one mercy: it did not ask him whether grief had made him a coward.

The county correctional center smelled of disinfectant and time that had stopped moving.

Lisa had visited correctional facilities before as part of her studies. Those visits had forms, protocols, instructors, the clean distance of the academic.

This had none of that.

The metal doors closed behind her with a sound she felt first in her chest. The plastic chair in the visiting room was cold. A crack ran across the upper right corner of the plexiglass partition.

Lisa catalogued it all because data could be held.

Pain could not.

Edward Hasse entered wearing a jumpsuit two sizes too large.

He had lost weight. His hair was not perfectly combed. The skin beneath his eyes looked bruised by sleeplessness.

But his back remained straight.

His composure was intact, and somehow that hurt her most.

—How are you? she asked.

—Better than you look. Have you slept?

—Enough.

—That is not an answer.

—It is the answer I have.

He sat across from her. For a moment, father and daughter looked at each other through scratched plastic like two lawyers assessing damage before opening statements.

Then Edward’s gaze softened.

—Lisa, I do not want you wasting your life on this.

Silence sharpened between them.

—Wasting my life?

—You have school. Exams. A future that should not become a prison sentence because mine has.

—You are in prison for something you did not do.

—That is for Hamilton to fight.

—I am going to be a lawyer.

—Not yet.

—Then I will become one faster.

Edward sighed, but there was no anger in it. Only fear dressed as discipline.

—I am asking you not to destroy yourself.

Lisa placed both hands flat on the table.

—I am more worried about your life than mine. So we are tied. And in ties, I make my own decisions.

For a second, pride moved across his face before he could hide it.

—And Ethan?

The name entered the room like a third person.

Lisa did not look away.

—Ethan is not relevant to what I just told you.

—That means he is very relevant.

—He made his choice.

—People in shock make bad choices.

—So do people who decide their pain matters more than the truth.

Edward studied her.

—Do you still love him?

The question was gentle.

That made it cruel.

Lisa’s throat tightened once. She controlled it.

—I do not have time to love him.

Her father closed his eyes briefly, as if that answer confirmed exactly what he feared.

—Lisa.

—No.

She leaned closer.

—Listen to me. I am going to finish school with honors. I am going to find out who used my credential. I am going to prove the evidence was placed. And when I become a lawyer, I will have the tools to get you out without leaving a crack for them to shove you back in.

—That is a lot of future tense.

—It is all we have.

The guard announced five minutes.

Edward lowered his voice.

—Hamilton found something. He did not want to tell you until he verified it. I told him you had earned the truth.

Lisa’s body went very still.

—What?

—The service corridor camera failed for seven minutes.

—During the shooting?

—Before it. From 1:34 to 1:41.

Lisa’s mind moved quickly. Too quickly.

The credential log: 1:37.

The shots: approximately 1:42.

Her missing access card.

Her father seen with Senator Vale at the same time.

A camera failure that was too convenient to be accidental.

—Who reported the malfunction?

Edward’s expression changed.

That was the answer before he spoke.

—Elsner Security.

Lisa’s pulse climbed.

—Ethan’s company controls the hotel’s private-wing security contract.

—Yes.

The room tilted, but Lisa did not let it show.

Not now.

Not here.

—Does Ethan know?

Edward looked through the plexiglass at his daughter with the sadness of a man who understood what the question cost her.

—I do not know.

The guard called time.

Lisa rose.

She did not cry in the visiting room. She would not give this place that piece of her.

But as she walked out, one thought beat under every step.

If Ethan knew, he had abandoned her.

If Ethan did not know, someone inside his world had framed her father.

Either way, Ethan Elsner was no longer outside the case.

Victor Elsner’s wake took place three days later in an Upper East Side chapel filled with white flowers and people skilled at making grief look elegant.

Lisa did not have to go.

Every rational part of her had made that argument and won.

Then she went anyway.

Victor had been kind to her. Not performatively, not because she was Ethan’s fiancee, but with the understated warmth of a man who listened when she spoke about law and never once treated her ambition as decorative.

She owed him a goodbye.

Last row. Black dress. Hair pinned back. No jewelry except small pearl earrings her mother had once said made her look untouchable.

Lisa sat through the service and thought only of Victor.

Not of the murder. Not of the accusation. Not of what his death had cost her.

Of him.

When the priest finished, mourners moved toward the family.

Lisa calculated the fastest path to the side exit.

Three steps left.

Two rows back.

Door.

Then she saw Ethan.

He stood beside the casket in black, posture straight, eyes hollow. Mary Elsner stood beside him, accepting condolences with surgical grace.

Ethan was not looking at the people approaching him.

He was looking at Lisa.

Her body betrayed her first.

It stopped.

For one second, she forgot the ring, the corridor, the sentence that ended them.

She saw only the man who had lost his father.

Then Ethan took one step toward her.

Just one.

Mary’s hand closed around his arm.

Lisa could not hear what she said, but she saw what it did to him. His face changed into something she had never seen before: the look of a man choosing between two griefs and failing both.

Lisa turned and left.

Outside, cold November air hit her lungs.

She made it to the corner before she had to stop.

If she had stayed to see whether Ethan took a second step, she might not have been able to walk away.

And she had already sworn too much to herself to become weak now.

That night, Hamilton sent the first still image recovered from the corridor camera before it failed.

The photograph was grainy.

A figure in black moved toward the private wing, face turned away, Lisa’s missing credential in hand.

On the wrist: a silver cufflink shaped like a wolf’s head.

Lisa had seen that cufflink before.

At the Waldorf.

On someone standing beside Ethan.

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