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Mistakes Badly Chosen
Four days.
That was my longest relationship if that is what you could have even called it. It was perhaps the best four days of my life and will probably be my last.
Love damn hurts; no wonder there are so many stupid songs about it. If it were not for my last bit of sanity, I would probably have been listening to it.
It has been a day since our big fallout, and it's been a day since the world has seen me. I have not tried contacting her, and neither has she tried contacting me.
I am standing in the kitchen having my third cup of coffee for this morning. Yes, I had maybe one too many whiskeys last night.
My plans for today, remaining right where I am, under my duvet with Bella, watching reruns of my favorite TV series.
That's until Maggie shows up.
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