ESMERAY
I watched as my father raised his right hand to signal orderliness in the chamber, and everyone became calm.Then afterward, he read the rules that must be followed in the battle of the Alphas on the other side of the wall.I stood beside my father, my arms wrapped around his, wondering who among these Alphas would come out victorious and claim me as his fated mate as my gaze circled the dozens of Alphas.Oh, how long I have longed to meet the one Alpha for me.I couldn't remember the exact day I started yearning for my mate like a breath of life. Although I knew my mother's beautiful story she told me every night when I was much younger about how my father claimed her had a hand in it.I was a bit anxious amidst more than 200 Alphas, and my mate is staring at me right now."What will my mate be thinking of me as he watches me stand right here?" The thought ran freely in my head.My curiosity about that question made me scream joyfully in my belly while I tried to control my emotions from showing too much on my face.I couldn't help it. I had been looking forward to this day for a long time. All my neighboring princesses already found their mate at a much younger age than me.Some at age 16, others at age 15, but the majority of them I knew found theirs at age 14.I recently turned 18 years old, and I haven't the slightest idea who my mate is, although my wolf, Fox, has been awakened since I was 14 years old.The reason for this was that centuries ago, our kingdom needed an Alpha king. However, the princess never found her mate, and then they met with the Moon Goddess to prevent the kingdom from perishing without an Alpha king.A Moon pact was formed between the Moon Goddess and our kingdom. Whenever the princess turned 18 years old, a battle of the Alphas would be held to choose the next Alpha king.That was how it had been done for centuries, and my case was no different.My father was finally done with his speech, and the mighty gate to the wilderness where the battle would take place was now declared opened.I watched from my father's arms as the Alphas shook the ground with their steps, dashing toward the opened gate while creating sounds like earthquakes.Their movements were frenzied, like a swarm of scattered ants as they collided with each other.I tightened my grip around Father as their sudden movements frightened me. I certainly wouldn't want to be down there while they ran at such a pace for my safety.Suddenly, my gaze landed on him.This Alpha simply stood there while the others ran towards the gate. I caught his gaze, which was also fixed in my direction, and our eyes locked."Mate!" Fox howled with joy and confusion.My eyes widened upon hearing Fox's words in my thoughts, and I still didn't take my eyes off the mysterious Alpha.My heart started pounding right where I stood. I froze, my eyes still locked on my supposed 'mate' as he stood there like a motionless statue, devoid of any emotion."What do you mean, mate?" I asked Fox."He is our mate.""But... But... but the battle of the Alphas is yet to begin. That shouldn't be possible," I said to Fox, my voice stuttering slightly.Now, my attention was fully focused on this Alpha. I didn't understand why he had been marked as my Mate, something I had long awaited—to find my mate. And now, he was standing in the same building as me.This wasn't how my predecessors had found their fated mates, and I wasn't sure whether to feel joyful about my newfound mate or see it as a curse. Despite my uncertainty, a wave of joy washed over me like never before.My legs started moving before I even realized it, and I felt my hands slowly slipping away from Father's arms."Where are you going, my daughter?" Father asked."I have a slight headache. I'll go to my room and rest for a bit," I replied to Father while walking away from him without glancing in his direction.Lying to my father broke my heart, but it was the only excuse that came to mind in that moment—it slipped out of my tongue before I knew it. What was I doing? I didn't know.I found my footing and stepped out of the chambers the same way I had entered, with my palace guards escorting me. I was now heading in the direction where I had seen my fated mate, walking fast enough to catch up to the Alpha before he proceeded to the battlefield.What was I going to do when I stood in front of him? Would my anxiety overwhelm me, despite having looked forward to this moment all my life?"No, you'll be just fine," Fox tried to calm me down, but I could sense her own anxiety.Just a little while ago, I had wondered what my Alpha would think of me as I stood beside my father, and now I was about to find out.My heart soared with joy as I closed the distance in the direction where I had spotted him earlier, and my heart raced faster.I had instructed my personal guards to wait for me at the entrance of the chambers before proceeding alone down the hall to have some privacy with him.I didn't plan on rushing through the throng of Alphas to reach him, but rather to find a way to make him come to me.Lost in my thoughts as I walked down the hall, a hand suddenly grabbed my wrist with firm yet gentle force.Before I could comprehend what was happening, my back came kissing the wall in an intimate position, and the hand still didn't release its grip on my wrist.My eyes opened wide to meet his enchanting pale green eyes, staring directly into mine. It captivated my wolf as much as it captivated me. He had the most perfect face.The jawline of a god, with eyes so clear I could see myself in them. And his skin, oh, his skin reflected diamond-like sparkles from the gentle rays of the sun that streamed through the side window of the hall and kissed his skin.He stood right in front of me, so close that his wrist lightly brushed against mine, being careful not to hurt me. He was my mate.All the words I had meticulously planned to say to my mate over the years vanished from my mind, and I found myself simply gazing into his captivating eyes, just as he did with me."I reject you as my fated mate. You are free to choose another," his husky voice descended, crushing my hopes. And as if that weren't enough, he went even further."I have no interest in this mate nonsense. You are merely a distraction; do not obstruct my path, princess."And at that moment, my wolf, Fox, howled...ESMERAY"I have no interest in this mate nonsense. You are nothing more than a distraction. Do not get in my way, princess."As my wolf, Fox, howled mournfully, I felt a wave of sadness wash over me.My legs trembled, and I couldn't feel them anymore.It was a miracle that I still had the strength to stand on my own two feet after hearing those words from my mate. They crippled me from within.His rejection shattered the daydream I had been lost in, imagining us together, simply by locking eyes with his mesmerizing crystal green gaze.I wasn't sure if I had heard him correctly or if I simply couldn't accept the fact that my mate had rejected me without even getting to know me.We remained in the same position, but the only change was the transformation of the colorful smile on my face into a sorrowful expression.He refused to let go of my wrist even after those hurtful words he just spoke to me pierced through my wolf. Was he waiting for my response, or was he not finished rejecting
ESMERAY"Hope I'm not bothering the ladies," he said, a smirk now on his lips.It was Beta Leon of the Blue Rock Pack from the west side, and my heart sank."No, of course not. I was just about to leave," Miriam answered in one breath as she rushed out of the room, leaving me with a mischievous wink for some reason as she shut the door behind her.Leon's parents and mine were allies and good friends to the core.My father had met Leon's dad during the battle of the alphas, although they weren't from this kingdom. Ever since they met, their friendship grew stronger, and of course, it made sense for Leon and me, who were their children, to be close as well.The silence in my room persisted for a while before the handsome Beta standing by my bed broke it."Well, someone has been a crybaby," he said, chuckling as he approached to sit beside me on the bed."Get out." On a regular day, I wouldn't struggle to make that funny, although he chuckled at my words again."I would, but I can't miss
ESMERAYA firm hand grasped my waist, holding me tightly. The next thing I knew, I was in the arms of my Alpha, who was still naked. We stood there in silence as his captivating eyes gazed upon my frightened expression, soaked in tears."Hush, kitten," he finally broke the silence, lifting me from the ground and carrying me to his bed.I believed time stopped in that instant as his firm hands slowly caressed the side of my thighs, making me let out a soft moan in his hands.My Alpha was on top of me now on his bed as we locked gazes closely. I could swear to the goddess it was so magical; I couldn't believe he was the one who had rejected me earlier.My mind was lost in his now. There was tense silence rushing over us as we maintained the same position, and his face was devoid of any emotions, so I couldn't read his thoughts.Was my fated mate feeling the sparks I was feeling in that instant too? He wasn't inside me yet, but my defenses had already given up. I wanted my Alpha now.My h
ESMERAYThe first rays of the new dawn felt gentle on my skin through my window, as did the lingering troubles from last night.I took a deep breath and cupped my hands around my face, lazily lying in bed.My fingers tingled around my lips as memories of last night with my friend flashed through my mind, and I was overcome by a wave of surreal emotions.Just as I was lost in thought, the door to my room swung open, and Miriam entered with my breakfast, snapping me back to reality.This morning, I decided to have breakfast in bed because I didn't feel like going downstairs just yet. Plus, I wanted to avoid a certain someone who is probably at the dining table right now."Here's your meal, Esmeray," she said, placing it neatly on the bed and sitting beside me, her eyes fixed on me."What?" I asked, spooning some food into my mouth.She remained silent, rolling her eyes and propping her hands beneath her chin.I put down the spoon and crossed my arms over my chest, still in my nightwear.
CAESARThe night before, as she left her alluring scent on my bed, she also forgot her bracelet there.I clenched it in my fist, bringing it close to my nose, and I could smell her on it—a mixture of caramel and vanilla. The thought of losing control to such a small kitten made me tremble within. And now I was on my way to the king's chambers to confront the same face that threatened my quest for revenge.*******Mordax and I had arrived, along with all the surviving alphas scattered around the chambers.The king was not far off, accompanied by his Luna, the queen, on his right hand side. On his left hand side stood Princess Esmeray, and I could bet that just staring at her made Zion growl.I could also spot her lover, who had attacked me, dressed in a blue royal gown at her side. Of course, the king allowed him to remain close to his daughter as much as he liked.I was clearly uninterested in what the king was about to say. It would be his usual nonsense, meant to motivate the survivi
ESMERAYTime flew by quickly, and before I knew it, the sunny noon had turned into a dark evening illuminated by the moonlight, creating a fantastic atmosphere.Miriam had witnessed my Alpha kissing me earlier today at the chambers, and surprisingly, it was the first time she had seen his face.Since then, she had been unable to contain her excitement, gushing about how incredibly attractive he is. She also praised me for the success of my plan, which had brought the once ruthless Alpha within my reach.Miriam's decreased worry mirrored my own relief, as things were finally progressing for the better. I couldn't even fathom the thought of things being the opposite of what they are now, as it would devastate me. I expressed my gratitude to the Goddess for answering my prayers.Miriam offered to help me choose an outfit for the evening, and we ended up spending quite some time on it due to her overwhelming enthusiasm for our progress. We ended up trying on almost every item of clothing i
ESMERAYMiriam had wished me good luck as I entered the warriors' chambers to see my mate. I wasn't dressed formally or wearing my princess crown, and to top it off, I had a hoodie on to conceal my identity. However, I sensed alpha gazes following me as I walked through.I was certain they had already caught the scent of a female and it piqued their interest, as usually only she-wolves who had been intimate with them came and went as they pleased.They must have assumed I was the she-wolf assigned to Caesar for his pleasure as I approached his tent.For some reason, my heart started racing faster than usual as I stood in front of his tent. I had butterflies in my stomach and clenched my fist, summoning the courage to enter.When I stepped inside, my gaze landed on him as he lit a candle. Thankfully, he was wearing something underneath this time, or my racing heartbeat would have overwhelmed me."I see you've developed the habit of barging into my tent without asking for permission firs
MIRIAMMy hands felt uneasy as I clapped them together, pacing back and forth in the large corridor on the top floor of the royal palace. From there, I could see everything except for Esmeray.The night had grown darker, and it was past the appropriate time for the princess to be out in the woods by herself. Well, not entirely by herself... She had Caesar, whom I had encountered earlier in the chambers.He seemed affectionate, the complete opposite of ruthless. Considering what Esmeray had told me about him despising her earlier, I couldn't help but worry that she was taking too long in his company.By this time, everyone else was already asleep, but not a trace of sleep dared to enter my eyes. My heart was restless. We had never discussed her spending the night at her mate's tent.I approached the edge of the corridor and gazed into the distance, hoping to find any signs of her or her mate out there, but nothing appeared, and I sighed.----------------CAESAREven though I was still i