Mag-log inTHALIA POV
It’s past seven when I finally win. Now he’s handing me his bag, rattling off his schedule: warehouse, shipments, meetings, I ignore all as we wait for the elevator. “What am I expected to do at this job?” “Be you.” I snort. “If I’ve heard of ways to get killed quickly, it’s by being yourself.” He respond with a chuckle “Think ahead. Be discreet. Intelligent. Comfortable around the men and woman I meet.” Woman. Singular. Not women. Maybe that’s why he needs a female PA. "And most importantly, don't let your mouth get you in trouble" I don't dignify that with an answer “What’s my pay?” “Enough to ensure you never need money again.” “Like a billion dollars?” “Yes.” Of course he has that kind of money. “Can I have my phone now?” “As my PA, it’s being checked for security” “As my PA, it’s being checked for security. You’ll get it back later,” I mimic under my breath. Finishing the response I've heard twice. His mouth twitches as he presses his car key. Surprise: he exchanged the color of his soul for his car: white. No driver. I slide in, hyperaware I haven’t contacted my team since last night. My smartwatch is gone too. Carlos starts the engine. “Where are we going?” “Your apartment.” My head whips toward him as I grab his wrist with force that could’ve caused an accident. “NO.” Every surveillance photo is in that apartment. Every note. Four years of intel hidden behind a false panel. My TV connects to field cameras. If he walks in, goes to the wrong room, presses my TV remote… Six years of work. Gone. “We can’t go there.” He drives, ignoring me. “We can’t,” I repeat, desperate. He doesn’t respond. Just pulls out and heads toward the exit. No watch. No way to signal Marcus. No way to warn him Carlos is about to walk into evidence of my obsession, my hunt for revenge. My heart hammers in my throat. Live to kill Carlos. But right now, I’m not sure I’ll survive the next hour. Less than two minutes and we arrive at what he calls “my apartment.” He simply drove us behind his building-a route I’ve never been able to track because I always lose him at some point during my surveillance. Standing outside this so called apartment, with a garden situated at the corner, his penthouse looms just across a stretch of manicured trees and rooftops. Close enough to watch. Close enough to control. He’s putting me in a cage and calling it a job. “How is this my apartment?” I question, but like earlier, he ignores me and heads inside. The building is compact but luxurious. A mini-duplex with clean lines and a pool that overlooks the city. I hate pools, especially large ones. Their vastness always reminds me how alone I am. But this one is different: contained, controlled, like everything else in Carlos’s world. I scan for cameras while he’s not looking. Three visible: one by the entrance, one covering the living area, one aimed at the pool. Standard security. Another reason this PA job is a hard no. “The intercom by the gate connects directly to my building.” He runs his fingers along the marble countertop. “When I call, you answer.” He’s nuts. “If I was meant to be a slave, I’d have been born in the 1600s.” He doesn’t acknowledge my insult, just continues. “New clothes will be delivered in.... ” he glances at his Hublot watch “.. fifteen minutes. Select what you want and return the rest.” “Can I say no?” But he’s already moving deeper into the apartment, inspecting every corner. Currently, I’m drowning in his shirt and jeans. A humiliating reminder of last night. The jeans hang loose despite the tie he provided as a belt, and his shirt drapes over me like I’m playing dress-up. I had demanded my own clothes back, his stupid response was- “dry cleaning”. With the kind of finality that welcomes no argument. My fingers find the third camera in my pocket. Still there. I need to plant it somewhere, definitely not here. Maybe the VIP club or his warehouse. “I can’t be a personal assistant.” I lament to his back as he examines the security panel by the door.. “You need someone submissive.” He opens cabinets, checks the refrigerator that’s already been stocked. Everything planned, everything controlled. Just like him. “That’s not me. But I can cook, supervise, any w…” He turns so suddenly I don’t have time to balance myself before his hands close around my waist, lifting me onto the kitchen island in one fluid motion. The marble is cold against my thighs, but his hands burn through the fabric. I’m tall, but perched here with him standing between my legs, he towers over me and my stomach lurches. Not from the height but from the proximity. My mother’s throat. My father’s chest. My brother’s... “What’s in your apartment that made you almost kill us getting away from it?” His voice cuts through the spiral. I force myself to breathe. In through the nose. Out through the mouth. Marcus’s training: Stay present. “My husband.” The lie comes out steadier than I feel. His eyebrows draw together, and something dangerous flickers in his dark eyes. “Husband.” He repeats it with a deep tone and furrowed brows. “He doesn’t like other men around me. If he sees you…” I let the sentence trail off, watching his eyes narrow. Carlos steps closer. Close enough that I can feel the heat radiating from his chest. His hands are still on my waist, thumbs pressed against my ribs. 𝘗𝘶𝘚𝘩 𝘩𝘪𝘮 𝘢𝘸𝘢𝘺. 𝘙𝘦𝘢𝘤𝘩 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘛𝘩𝘦 𝘨𝘶𝘯 𝘢𝘛 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘢𝘯𝘬𝘓𝘦. 𝘋𝘰 𝘚𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘛𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨. But all I can think about is Vaughn. My first love. The boy who taught me what it meant to want someone, to trust someone. The man who still knows exactly how to make me feel safe even though we’re not together anymore. Carlos’s touch feels nothing like Vaughn’s. Vaughn’s hands were always gentle, even when we trained together. Even when we fought side by side. But this monster caging me with his body, his hands feel like a threat wrapped in heat. Dilemma “If he sees you, it won’t end well.” His already dark eyes deepens as he glares, making his face a mask of something raging. He lets go of me, but I can still see his neck veins protruding as he walks over to the mini-bar in the living room. He rummages for few seconds. He doesn’t find what he wants causing him to slam the table,making me jump.Heat and want spread like wildfire in me. My eyes catch sight of people moving nearby but all I care about his Carlos fucking my pussy while rubbing my clitoris. I push his head further down, clamping my knees on either side of his neck. He digs a finger, then two into my ass. Heel of my feet dig into the leather sit of his car, mindful that we’re in public. I hear him unbuckle himself and I watch his pant pool down. Then, I feel him thrust into my ass.“Carlooosss!”I didn’t mean to moan aloud, but I can't help it as the pleasure renders me useless. Every part of me is coming alive under his touch, his thrust."You feel so fucking good" H grunts loudly, his balls hitting me. "Don't stop fucking me" I plea, my voice barely a whisper w it's lost in the wave of desires and sex filling my body. Carlos grab my breast, bend his head down and tug hard at my nipple. Fuck me! I thrust my hip, matching his rhythm- his ferocity meeting my hunger. Each move is a gusto I can’t resist.“I’ve
Thalia POVI don’t go home straight. If I go home, I think about Marcus's words. Which totally backfired. I shouldn't have mentioned what I heard from Carlos's bedroom mic. Instead, I headed to the cinema, just to watch the people in it. People who are living the life I would have lived if Carlos hadn't ended my family.Carlos.The thought surfaces without forewarning and my eye sting immediately. “Why! Why does it have to be him? Why am I horny for him?”“Horny for who?”My head whips back and someone grips my waist as I stumble the moment I hear my worst nightmare. His body colder than the temperature in the air. That all-too-familiar voice. Apart from the shock, a different urge rises in me: to hug him or pull him into a kiss.Maybe both. “Carl…” I stumble again, but he tighten his grip, pulling me steady by the waist.My mind fire warnings to desist and resist butmy body is already rising with the desire to lean into him instead of away from him“I better be the one you’re ho
CARLOS POV. SIX YEARS AGOShe was seventeen. Living with her grandmother in a house that smelled like grief and old wood, a girl who had lost everything and was still somehow upright.I kept her alive the way you keep an interesting thing — at a distance, for the entertainment of watching it move. A teenager plotting my murder. I gave her maybe three weeks before I got bored and had her handled.Then the school footage arrived.My men sent it without context and I watched a girl standing in a cafeteria while her friends peeled away from her one by one, faces doing that particular human thing of protecting themselves from proximity to suffering. She stood in the middle of it. Watched them go.Then she picked up a lunch tray and hurled it into the wall.“I’M THE ONE WHO LOST EVERYTHING. DON’T YOU DARE TELL ME I DON’T UNDERSTAND FAMILY.”Her voice raw. Her hands shaking. Everyone around her frozen.She didn’t cry. Not once in that footage.I cancelled the order.Three weeks later she was
I look past him to Marcus. He’s studying the feed of the figure at my door, face neutral. Still. The way he goes still when he’s doing actual thinking.That person moved my knife. Moved my gun. Came into my apartment and rearranged things to let me know they could. If Vaughn hadn’t flagged it I’d have missed it entirely. I’ve been ignoring Vaughn’s texts because he’s worried and I can’t afford to pull him into this any further than I already have.“Be careful.” Marcus speaks to the screen, not to me. “Carlos is more vile than you think.”“He can bare his teeth. We’re both ending in blood anyway.” I say it easily because I mean it and because I need to mean it right now, with whatever happened in that ring and that car trying to rewrite the story I’ve been telling myself for six years.Marcus’s jaw works. He looks at me then — really looks — and something crosses his face before he can stop it.“You just cost me a hundred million dollars.”The room temperature drops.“What do you mean?
THALIA POV. 5pm. Day 2“He’s fucking taunting me.”My voice cuts through the workroom, Marcus remains unmoving while ten heads lift from their laptops simultaneously. Nobody speaks. They know better.This room is a masterpiece of deception. It's decorated like a high-end technical workshop with sleek laptops and rows of focused specialists sitted in front of it. The windows and doors are glasses. Everything looks well and good but the large screen dominating the far wall tells the real story.It shows the silhouette of a man draped in a black trench coat, every inch of skin meticulously hidden. A face cap and mask obscure his features. The figure isn’t attacking; he’s doing something worse. He’s waving at the camera—waving at me.Like, what can I do? I can do worse! I helped built this room! And my ex boyfriend works in FBI. Six years ago this room didn’t exist.Rumor has it Marcus’s wife died from an overdose—some even whisper Marcus pushed her toward the edge, but I refuse to beli
He reaches into his jacket, pulls out a folded paper, sets it on the bed."When did you prepare this?"He looks at me with raised lashes"You asked Shadows to be attacked,I knew you'll need more""Go ahead"“Marcus needs to consolidate,” Damien starts and I sit back up“His clan took losses last year- people, resources, political standing. The Irish networks that were backing him have started pulling support. Quietly, but it’s moving.”I look at the paper without picking it up. “Why.”“In the mafia, you lead a home or you lead nothing. Since his wife's death, they think he’s weakened. Grief makes men reckless or makes them small, and Marcus has been both on alternating weeks.” He pauses.“He needs to either pay down significant debt to the Irish, or demonstrate stability by other means.”“Marriage.”“Marriage,” Damien nods in confirmation.I reach over and press too hard on the music box by the window. It shrieks once before settling into its usual tone.I head back out into the livin







