Mag-log inElena’s POV
I nearly dropped my phone when I heard the dread in the maid's voice. "Miss Elena, you need to come home now! Your mother just fainted!" The maid panicked, sending a chill down my spine. "What?" I stood straight, ignoring the people and the passion, heart racing . ""What do you mean she fainted? How? She was fine earlier. We-we spoke this morning!” "I don't know, miss. Please come quickly, I don't know what to do!" The maid kept panicking. The line went dead before I could ask anything more. I stood for a moment, shock. My mom? Fainting? Did not add up. Very fit. Jogged each morning, ate healthy food, avoided sugar. She was as fit as a horse. But thought the maid's voice sounded real. What could have changed from the moment we spoke to now? I grabbed my purse and started walking out. I heard people mumbling behind me. Ryan called out, sounding unsure. "Elena, wait—" I turned back to Ryan and Mia, who stood there looking guilty. I gave them a cold smile. ""Don't let me stop the party. I mean, I’m just a figure in your past, you two enjoy your future.” I turned to leave, ignoring the whispers. For me, the drive to my mother's house took longer than at other times, my heart beating against my chest as it pounded hard. I held tightly to the steering wheel. I was imagining her lying down on the floor, maybe in a pool of her own blood. The maid trying to help her, perhaps waiting for an ambulance. I got scared. "Please let her be okay,"" I whispered, parched throat. ""Please, Mom, be okay." Already getting out of the car when I reached the driveway. Running to the door, pushing it wide open and halting when the stark contrast to my imaginations hit me. The house was quiet. Too quiet. No nurses doctors, paramedics, or commotion. In fact, the air was filled with the aroma of beef stew. The table was set, candles were lit, and music was playing softly fron the kitchen. "What…" I said, looking around. “What the actual fuck?” I went on to the hallway, shouting, “ Mom! Hello! Is anyone home? Where's my mother? What happened?" The maid appeared then from the kitchen; it was the same one who called me, sounding worried. She looked frightened to see me and she attempted to make a u-turn. "Miss Elena-" she said as she quickly turned on her heels. "You called me! You said she fainted! Where is she?" I said as I quickly moved forward to grab her arm before she fled and left me with more questions than answers. "Miss, I..." she was saying, with dread in her eyes. “Your mother, uh, she-“ I was losing my patience. "Where is my mother?" And then I heard a voice behind me. ""Let her go, Elena. She didn't do anything. You are scaring the poor maid.” I turned around, and there she was: in the hallway looking fine, in a beautiful robe, with styled hair. And not an inch of sickness on her face. I couldn't believe it. "Mom? Oh mom, thank Goodness you are fine. I was worried sick! What happened?” Victoria smiled. "I'm sorry, dear. I just needed you to come home." "What?"I held the maid's arm. “What’s happening?” "Let her go,"she said. "It's not her fault. I told her to call you." I let go of the maid, who fled. My heart was still beating wildly , but for other reasons. "You told her to lie? You made me think you were dying, Mom!" Victoria sighed and came toward me sounding sorry. “I didn't mean to worry you, but I wanted you home. You haven't been around me for weeks, and I knew you wouldn't come if I asked." I stared at her. "So you acted like you were dying to get me here? Is this a joke?" "I just wanted us to have dinner,"she said. "We haven't talked in a long time." Angry, I turned away. "Talk? Now you have something to talk about?" "Elena—" "No,"I said, turning to her. "You ignored Dad until your marriage fell apart, and everyone saw your scandal online. You think I can forget that?" Pouting, she looked sad. "I've made mistakes, but I've been trying—" "Trying?"I laughed. "Your trying is having the maid fake a medical problem? I don't believe you." She looked down, feeling guilty. "Please don't leave," she said. ""Just stay for dinner. I cooked everything. I wanted tonight to be nice." I looked at her with a tilt of anger and weariness. ""Nice? Why?"" ""Because I wanted you to meet someone,"" she smiled. I felt scared. ""No way. I'm not meeting anyone."" ""Elena, please,"" she said. ""You'll like him. He's different."" ""I'm not interested,"" I said, grabbing my bag. ""I won't get involved in your love life. Because only Heaven knows what would happen in this new relationship. Sorry, but I am not interested.” And then the sound of tires crunching on the gravel on the driveway outside. ""He is here!"" said Victoria and smiled. I didn't like it. ""Who's here?"" She turned to the door, fixing her hair. ""Your future stepfather."" I stopped. ""You are engaged?"" ""Surprise,"" she said, walking to the door. I shook my head. I would not want to meet some man who'd probably hurt her. I heard the door open and her happy voice. ""Honey!"" I turned to leave. I didn't want to see him, but then I heard his voice. A deep voice I knew. ""Sorry I'm late. The traffic was bad." I started to freak out. I slowly turned. Victoria was in a man’s arms, smiling. I’ve seen this man twice! Once in a hotel room. Once at the office. It couldn't be. But it was. Adrian Vaughn. The man I slept with. The man who interviewed me. And now… my mother's future husband. I stood there, scared. Victoria moved away from him, still smiling. ""Elena, meet Adrian — the man I told you about."Elena’s POVThe second day of the conference was worse than the first.Maybe because I’d spent all night listening to muffled sounds through the walls. Not loud. Just enough to remind me that my mother and Adrian were in the next room. Together. Doing things I couldn’t let myself think about.I’d put in headphones and turned the music up until my ears hurt.Didn’t help.By morning, I looked like death. Dark circles under my eyes. Skin pale. I covered it with makeup as best I could, but my mother noticed anyway.“Honey, are you feeling okay?” she asked over breakfast in the hotel restaurant.“Fine. Just didn’t sleep well.”“The jet lag,” she said sympathetically. “It always hits me hard too. Maybe skip the afternoon sessions and rest?”“I’ll be fine.”Adrian said nothing, just sipped his coffee and read something on his tablet. But I caught him glancing at me when he thought I wasn’t looking.The morning sessions dragged. I sat in the back again, pretending to take notes while my mind
Elena’s POVThe next three weeks were torture.Not the obvious kind. The subtle kind that eats away at you slowly.Adrian kept his distance at work. Professional. Cold even. Like that kiss had never happened. Like his hands had never been on me, his mouth never against mine.I should have been relieved.Instead, I felt hollow.We’d see each other at family dinners. My mother insisted on them twice a week now. Building bonds, she called it. Building her perfect little family before the wedding.And every single time, I had to sit there and watch them. Watch him touch her hand. Kiss her cheek. Whisper things that made her laugh.Watch him be the perfect fiancé while I died a little inside.Marcus called three times.I ignored all three calls.My mother asked why I wasn’t giving him a chance. Said he was such a nice man. Said I was being too picky.I told her I was focused on work.She believed me because why wouldn’t she? Her daughter wouldn’t lie to her face. Her daughter wouldn’t have
Elena’s POVI didn’t go back to the office right away.Instead, I drove. Just drove with no destination, windows down, music too loud. Trying to drown out the noise in my head.Marcus’s business card sat in my cup holder. I grabbed it at a red light and tore it in half. Then in half again. And again. Until it was just tiny pieces of paper that I threw out the window.Littering. Great. Add that to my growing list of bad decisions.By three thirty, I couldn’t avoid it anymore. I had to go back. Had to face whatever lecture Adrian was planning about professionalism or boundaries or whatever excuse he’d come up with for summoning me to his office.The building felt emptier than usual. Most people left early on Mondays if they could. I took the elevator up, each floor making my chest tighter.His door was open when I got there.I knocked anyway.“Close the door,” he said without looking up from his computer.I did, then stood there waiting. He kept typing. Making me wait. Power play.Final
Elena’s POVMonday morning I woke up with a headache that felt like someone was driving nails into my skull.I called in sick.Not because I was actually sick, but because the thought of seeing Adrian in the office before lunch made me want to crawl under my blankets and never come out. I needed a few hours to pull myself together. To build up whatever armor I had left.My phone rang at nine. Adrian’s name flashed on the screen.I let it go to voicemail.He called again at nine fifteen.Again at nine thirty.Finally, he texted.I know you’re not sick. We need to go over the Henderson file before lunch. Call me back.I threw my phone across the bed.Professional. Right. We were supposed to be professional.I dragged myself to the shower and stood under water that was too hot, letting it burn against my skin. Maybe if I scrubbed hard enough, I could wash away the guilt. The wanting. All of it.By ten thirty, I was dressed and heading to the office.The elevator ride up felt like slow to
Elena’s POVSunday felt like waiting for execution.I tried to distract myself. Cleaned the apartment again even though it was already clean. Watched three episodes of some show I couldn’t even remember the name of five minutes later. Made coffee, didn’t drink it, poured it down the sink.The text kept replaying in my mind.We need to talk. Privately.What could he possibly have to say that we hadn’t already covered? We’d established the rules. Keep it professional. Keep it secret. Keep lying to my mother until we all suffocated under the weight of it.Simple.By one thirty, I gave up pretending I wasn’t going.I threw on jeans and a sweater, nothing fancy. This wasn’t a work meeting. This was something else entirely, and I didn’t want to think too hard about what that meant.The office building looked different on a Sunday. Quieter. Most of the lights were off, and the lobby echoed with my footsteps. The security guard barely glanced at me as I signed in.I took the elevator to the t
Elena’s POVI changed my outfit four times before settling on a simple burgundy dress. Not too fancy, not too casual. The kind of dress that said I’m making an effort without trying too hard.My hands shook as I applied lipstick.This was just dinner. Just my mother and her fiancé. Normal. Completely normal.Except nothing about this was normal.I arrived at the restaurant five minutes late on purpose. Let them get settled first. Let them have their couple moment before I crashed in and ruined the vibe just by existing.The hostess led me to the rooftop terrace, and I spotted them immediately. Corner table, city lights twinkling behind them like something out of a movie. My mother looked radiant in a cream colored dress, laughing at something Adrian said.He looked good too. Dark suit, no tie, top button undone. Relaxed.They looked like they belonged together.My stomach twisted.“Elena!” My mother spotted me and waved, her face lighting up. “Over here, sweetheart!”I plastered on a







