FAZER LOGINCHAPTER THREE
Alex's Pov
Damien's fingers traced lazy patterns on my shoulder. "Monday morning, you walk in like always. Professional and distant"
I pulled back to look at him. "You can't be serious. After this?"
"I'm completely serious." His expression hardened into the CEO mask I knew from work. "What we do in private is ours. But at Cross Industries, I'm your boss and you're my employee. We keep them separate."
"That's insane."
"That's survival." He sat up, and I immediately missed his warmth. "You think the board won't use this against me? You think they won't claim I'm giving you preferential treatment or that you slept your way up?"
"I would never….."
"I know that. You know that. But perception matters in business." He stood and walked to the bar, pouring two glasses of whiskey. "I've already lost everything once because I trusted the wrong person with my private life. I won't make that mistake again."
The reminder of his ex stung. "I'm not him."
"No, you're not." He handed me a glass and sat back down, closer this time. "Which is why I'm willing to try this. But we do it smart. Carefully."
I took a drink, the burn matching my frustration. "So what, we're just supposed to pretend nothing happened when I see you in meetings?"
"Exactly that." His hand found my thigh, possessive and warm. "During work hours, I'm Mr. Cross and you're Carter. But after hours..." His grip tightened. "After hours, you're mine."
The claim in his voice sent heat straight through me. "Yours?"
"If you want to be." He leaned in, his breath ghosting over my lips. "I don't share, Alex. I don't do casual. If we're doing this, we're doing it right."
"What does right look like to you?"
"Exclusive. Discreet. No one at work knows. We meet here or at my private residence. You delete that app, I already deleted mine." He kissed me softly, different from before, almost tender. "And you let me take care of you."
"I don't need taking care of."
"No, but I need to give it." His hand slid higher on my thigh. "Let me spoil you. Let me show you what it means to be with someone who actually values you."
I should have argued more, should have demanded something less complicated. Instead, I set my glass down and straddled his lap, feeling him already hardening again beneath me.
"You talk too much," I said, grinding down against him.
He gripped my hips, controlling the movement. "Bedroom. This time we do it properly."
The bedroom was massive, dominated by a king-sized bed with dark sheets. Damien pulled me down onto it, his mouth finding mine again as his hands explored every inch of my skin. This time there was no urgency, just thorough discovery.
He kissed down my chest, paying attention to my nipples until I was squirming beneath him. His teeth grazed the sensitive skin, then his tongue soothed the sting. Lower still, across my stomach, my hip bones, everywhere except where I needed him most.
"Damien, please….."
"Patience." He spread my legs wider, settling between them. "I want to taste every part of you."
His mouth closed around me again, and this time he took his time. Long, slow pulls that had me fisting the sheets. His fingers found me again, stretching and preparing while his tongue worked magic. I was begging incoherently by the time he finally pulled back.
"On your hands and knees," he ordered.
I flipped over eagerly, presenting myself for him. His hands stroked over my ass appreciatively before I heard the sound of the condom wrapper tearing. Then he was pushing inside from behind, deeper than before, the angle making me see stars.
"Fuck, Alex." His voice was strained. "You're perfect."
He set a harder pace this time, each thrust driving me forward into the mattress. The sounds of skin slapping skin filled the room along with our combined moans. His hand wrapped around my hip, finding my cock and stroking in rhythm with his movements.
"You take me so well," he groaned. "Like you were made for this."
I could only moan in response, lost to sensation. He shifted slightly, hitting that spot inside that made my vision white out, and I cried out his name.
"That's it," he encouraged, stroking me faster. "Let me hear you. No one can hear us here. Be as loud as you want."
I stopped holding back, letting every sound escape as he drove into me relentlessly. The pleasure built impossibly higher, tightening every muscle until I thought I might break apart.
"Come for me, Alex. I want to feel it."
His permission was all I needed. I came hard, spilling over his hand and the sheets beneath us, my whole body trembling. He followed with a guttural groan, his fingers digging into my hips as he found his release.
We collapsed together onto the bed, both breathing hard. He pulled out gently and cleaned us both up before pulling me against his chest again.
"Stay tonight," he said quietly. "I'll have you driven home early tomorrow before anyone could see."
"This is crazy," I whispered. "Keeping it secret, pretending at work—"
"I know." He kissed my temple. "But you're worth the complications. We'll figure it out as we go."
I wanted to believe him. I wanted to believe we could really make this work. But a small voice in my head whispered that secrets like this never stayed hidden forever.
"What if someone finds out?" I asked.
He was quiet for a long moment. "Then I'll handle it. I promise you, Alex—I won't let anything hurt your career."
"What about Monday? How am I supposed to look at you in meetings and not remember this?"
His laugh was low and dark. "Who says I want you to forget?”
Alex's POVMonday morning Damien met with his lawyer about Trevor's book.I went to the office to handle client calls. Casey had scheduled three meetings back to back. I got through two before my phone rang.Victoria."Alex, there's been an accident. Damien's in the hospital."Everything stopped. "What?""Car accident on the way back from his lawyer's office. Someone ran a red light. He's conscious but they're running tests. Mount Sinai, emergency room."I was already grabbing my keys. "How bad?""I don't know. Marcus just called me. He's on his way there now."I hung up and told Casey to cancel everything. Drove to the hospital going too fast, not caring. Parked illegally and ran inside.Marcus was in the waiting room."Where is he?" I asked."They're doing a CT scan. Possible concussion, definitely bruised ribs. The airbag deployed so his face is pretty beat up." Marcus stood. "The other driver ran. They're looking for him now.""Can I see Damien?""Soon. They said thirty minutes."
Damien's POVSunday morning started with coffee and Alex planning his proposal.He'd been secretive all morning, making phone calls in the other room, typing things on his laptop he minimized when I walked by."You're being obvious," I told him."I'm being prepared. There's a difference." He closed his laptop. "Be ready to leave at two.""Where are we going?""That's the surprise part."At one thirty, Trevor called.I hadn't heard from him in months. Not since he'd called to apologize before his wedding. Seeing his name on my phone felt wrong."Don't answer it," Alex said, seeing my expression.I answered anyway. "Trevor.""Damien. I need to talk to you. In person. Today if possible.""I'm busy today.""It's about the book. The one I'm writing about our relationship and what happened." He paused. "My publisher wants to release it next month. I wanted you to know before it goes public."I went completely still. "You're writing a book about us?"Alex looked up sharply."About my life. O
Alex's POVDamien took me to the Brooklyn Botanic Garden Saturday morning.We'd never been together. It was quiet and perfect and he'd clearly planned this. We walked through the Japanese garden, past cherry trees that weren't blooming yet but would be beautiful in a few weeks.He stopped near a pond."This is where I'm supposed to get down on one knee," he said."Are you?""I'm thinking about it. Deciding if I'm that traditional." He pulled the ring box from his pocket. "I want to marry you, Alex. I want to make this official and permanent and legal. I want to stand in front of people we care about and say out loud that I'm choosing you. Every day. For the rest of my life.""That's a good speech.""I practiced.""I can tell." I stepped closer. "Yes. Obviously yes."He opened the box. The ring looked different in daylight. Still perfect. He slid it onto my finger and it fit exactly right."I love you," he said."I love you too."We kissed next to the pond while an older couple walked
Damien's POVI bought the ring on a Tuesday. I was walking past a jewelry store in SoHo and saw it in the window. Simple platinum band with a small diamond. Not flashy, not traditional. Just right.I went inside and bought it before I could overthink it.The jeweler asked when I was planning to propose."I don't know yet," I said honestly."Waiting for the right moment?""Waiting to figure out what the right moment looks like."She smiled and packaged the ring in a small blue box. I put it in my jacket pocket and carried it around for three days without telling Alex.Not because I was hiding it. Because I was waiting for something that felt right instead of forced.*************************Friday night we cooked dinner together. Alex was teaching me how to make risotto. It required constant stirring and attention, which I was terrible at. He kept correcting my technique while trying not to laugh at how bad I was at following simple instructions."You're impatient," he said, taking th
Alex's POVWe'd been in the new apartment for six weeks when Damien brought up marriage.Not a proposal. Just a conversation over breakfast on a Sunday morning."Do you ever think about getting married?" he asked, completely casual, like he was asking about the weather.I nearly choked on my coffee. "What?""Marriage. Do you think about it?""Sometimes. Why?"He shrugged. "Just curious. We've never talked about it.""We've been together less than a year, Damien.""I know. I'm not proposing. I'm asking if it's something you'd want. Eventually." He looked at me directly. "Because it's something I'd want. Eventually."I set my coffee down. "You want to marry me?""Not today. But someday, yes." He said it simply. Matter-of-fact. "I wanted you to know that's where I see this going.""That's possibly the least romantic way to discuss marriage I've ever heard.""Would you prefer I got down on one knee right now?""God, no. This is better." I reached across the table. "For the record, I'd wan
Damien's POVThree months after selling my shares, I woke up at nine without an alarm.Alex was already up, working in the office. I could hear him on a video call, explaining something about brand metrics to a client. I made coffee and sat at the kitchen counter, scrolling through emails that didn't require immediate responses.My calendar was empty. Again.It still felt strange. Three months in and I hadn't adjusted to having nothing scheduled. No meetings, no board calls, no crisis demanding my attention.Alex finished his call and came out looking frustrated."Client wants to change direction completely after we've already done three rounds of revisions," he said, pouring coffee."Fire them.""I can't just fire a client.""Why not? They're wasting your time. Time you could spend on clients who actually value your work."He considered it. "That feels too simple.""Business is simple. People make it complicated." I pulled him onto the stool next to me. "You're allowed to say no to b
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