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To hell and back

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last update Tanggal publikasi: 2026-07-12 23:47:04

ZAYDEN

I had no idea how much time had passed.

The concept of time had long since dissolved into an endless cycle of pain.

Sweat drenched every inch of my skin. My hair clung to my forehead in damp strands, and even the towel tied securely around my waist wasn't spared. It was completely soaked, the fabric sticking uncomfortably against my body.

The overhead lights blurred in and out of focus each time my vision wavered.

Somewhere through the haze, I caught sight of the digital clock mounted on
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