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EVA.
I slam the door shut as I pace to my bed, slipping out of my slippers before I climb on it and slide under the duvet.
I pull it up to my chest and turn to lie with my back against the bed as I stare up at the ceiling and Emerson's words flow through my mind.
I shake the voice off my mind and try not to think of the commotion that the topic has caused between the two of us as I stare at my door; half expecting Emerson Ford to walk through it, and half wanting him to not.
I know I won't sleep well without Emerson's arms around me and his body pressed to mine, but I force my eyes closed as I turn on my side, knowing confronting Emerson again is the last thing that I want to do, because things will be said and more damages will only be done.
One angry word will lead to two and two will lead to several. Several words will lead to unthoughtful decisio
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