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EMERSON.
Her juices coat my fingers, and her chest rises and falls in rapid beats. Sweats cover her brows and forehead, and the shadow cast through the window makes the skin glint in the darkness of the car. Her hair sticks to her cheek and I reach out to tuck it from her face, pressing my lower body against her core. In this position with her beneath me, I know fucking her once wouldn't be it. Whatever has caused my sudden obsession with her body from that night, it's something I have to do repeatedly to get over.
"What proposition?" Carson asks, her voice coming out rough and I increase the pressure on her nipples, basking in the way she pushes barely closer.
"It's obvious another fuck won't cut this, so let's make a deal. A sort of arrangement. "
"No. " She's quick to say and I laugh. "Do you know what I'm about to say?"
"I'm not dumb. And no, I'm not m
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Hatred With Benefits S E V E N T E E N
EVA."The fuck is wrong with you?" He bellows as he moves to his feet and I take my eyes from his lower body to his face covered with an angry expression."You were cuddling me. " I complain as I extend my hand to grab my sweater from the carpet when Emerson's gaze gets too overbearing."Cuddling you?" He scoffs as I throw the material over my head and raise to my feet with a smirk covering my face. "Yes, Ford. You had your arms wrapped around me and your head on my chest. What the fuck do you think I was gonna do? Let you stay there?""I wasn't cuddling you. " He argues, moving towards me to grab his shirt. "Even if I was. We just had sex, Carson. You think a cuddle means anything compared to sex?""A cuddle is intimate and intimacy is the last thing I want to have with you. " I tell him, and he cocks his head, his famous smirk appearing on his face. "And why's
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