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EVA.
A groan leaves my lips as my eyelids flutter and I open my eyes to the familiar ceiling before I drop my eyes to the space next to me, and move back a bit at the sheets that are not mine.
Sitting up on the bed, I glance around Emerson Ford's familiar room and down to the book that's by my side before the memories of last night come crashing down.
"What the fuck are you doing, Eva?" I mumble under my breath as I swipe my hands down my face before letting them stay on my lap.
With a sigh, I start to climb off his bed and straighten his sheets before I grab his copy of the book to return to the shelves.
With my hands on the edge of the shelf, I stare around his room– one which still holds his smell and wonder why the fuck I left mine to sleep here? Have I grown so used to having Emerson right next to me that I felt something wasn't right
MercyCrownI apologize for the late update on this one. I got caught up with some things. I'll be uploading another episode soon (two if I go faster). Thank you for waiting, and for reading! And thank you for the comments, the reviews and the gems so far. They're well appreciated and doing an excellent job in ranking the book higher>.<
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