February 10, 1810
Today I received the tragic news that my dear sister Abigail and her husband Arthur have succumbed to some terrible illness while traveling through Egypt. The news greatly disturbed me as Abigail and I have shared a bond so much stronger than sisterhood all our lives. I took ill upon hearing the tidings and when I awoke my dear Charles was sitting next to me, holding my hand. He has been such a comfort to me, such as I can not put into words.
It was he who suggested, before I could even collect my thoughts, that my niece Fallon should immediately be brought from Egypt and live with us.I can only imagine how bereft the poor girl must be.Only sixteen years old and already an orphan.My heart breaks for her. Thank heavens Charles is such a compassionate man.
May 1, 1810
Fallon has been here a while now and it concerns me that she is not the young girl I had known. She has turned from a lovely, energetic and friendly child into a sullen and dare I say it, miserable young woman.
She spends her days attending her lessons and what free time she has is occupied by painting. She does not speak unless spoken to and volunteers very little information about what happened in Egypt.I am deathly scared that the poor thing might be going insane.
What if her parents death had triggered some mental breakdown?Charles assuages my fears, but I have my doubts.She is not the same.Not the same at all.
May 15, 1810
What a lovely surprise I had today!My dear childhood friend Henry Fitzroy showed up out of the blue to pay me a visit.I have not seen him since my wedding 15 years ago after which he and his wife had left to travel the world, much like Abigail and Arthur had done.Mathilda has taken ill and could not accompany him but both Charles and I sent our warmest regards to her.
One thing about his visit gave me food for thought.He said that Fallon scares him and that scares me.Henry has always been an excellent judge of character and for him to say such a thing about a child no less is not to be taken lightly.
He did apologize to me for speaking so frankly as he saw how much it upset me. What affected me in truth was the fact that he had spoken something I too have felt, something I have been too afraid to say even to Charles.
June 10, 1810
Finally, today my beloved Charles returned from his business trip.I have been miserable without him.The servants I think have been living in fear of me.I have the most vile temper when separated from Charles for any length of time.I suppose it would have helped if the days without him were not so utterly lonely and endless.
Fallon barely speaks to me.I swear its time for that girl to get a husband, although I pity the poor fool who marries her.Eventhough she is very beautiful with her thick dark tresses and blue eyes, her moods are even worse than mine.Her abuse of the servants is something I have spoken to her about but she pays no heed to my words.She has no respect for them.
The other day I overheard her threaten to slap Mr Jones who has been our groundskeeper forever.
Anyway,my Charles returned as dashing and handsome as ever and I could swear that when she saw him, her eyes lit up.She actually spent about five whole minutes speaking to him!
Odd girl, truly odd.
Beth Collins regarded her best friend with an exasperated expression from across her kitchen table where they were having tea.She knew Emma meant well,but sometimes it got to be a bit much. For once,could she just give it a rest?“I mean,I know the divorce was hard on you,”Emma continued,”but really,it’s been eight months.Your life must go on.”Beth smiled tiredly.”When I’m ready Em,I’m sure I’ll start dating again.What's the hurry?” “You’re not getting any younger.34 is practically ancient in today’s world.”Beth gave up trying to change Emma’s opinion as her friend rambled on.Yes,the divorce had been hard on her,but surely it was her prerogative to take as much time as she needed to heal.When Edgar walked out on her,her whole world had shattered.10 years of marriage had gone down the drain with no warning whatsoever.Husbands leaving their wives for younger women was a staple of soap operas and the wealthy.Never in a mi
“So how did you track him down?”Emma asked,from where she was sitting on Beth’s bed,who was taking a bath.“Through his law firm,”Beth replied,remembering how surprised Ethan had been to hear from her.“Beth?”he’d said over the phone.”This is unexpected.”For some reason,she’d sat on her bed,twirling the telephone cord like a teenage girl at the sound of his voice.“Ethan,forgive me for phoning out the blue...its just...I think you gave me something of your mother's by mistake,something that might have sentimental value.”They’d agreed to meet at a coffee shop in town,in about an hour's time.“So,besides being rich,is he cute?”Emma asked.In the bath,Beth smiled.Good old Emma,probably planning her wedding already,to a man she had known all of two days,a man whose only interest in her was in regard to his mother.“He's very distinguished,”Beth replied.”I'd
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“You don’t have to look at me like I’m crazy, Em,“Beth said, as Emma rolled her eyes and gave her numerous ‘poor you' looks.“I know what I saw.”Then again, the entire evening had been so completely bizarre, she guessed she could understand why her best friend was about ready to cart her off to the looney bin.How was she supposed to make Emma understand when she herself was so lost on the topic?She had seen herself in a casket for heaven’s sake!“Beth,”Emma said ever so sweetly,“honey,are you totally sure you weren't having a dream?You must realize how this sounds!All this talk of caskets and corn children giving you ominous warnings….did you watch a horror movie before bed?You know how those upset you.”Beth composed herself as best she could.”No, I didn't watch a horror movie Em.I came downstairs thinking I’d left the telly on and there in my living room was a casket with me in it!And a choir of childre
“Bethany, my dear, how lovely to see you!”Mrs Feeney held her in a tight embrace as they entered her warm and comfortable cottage in the countryside.She’d moved here 8 years ago after her husband had passed on.After his death, Emma had made her the kind offer of staying with her in the city, but Mrs Feeney had decided to continue with the dream she had shared with her late husband, of eventually retiring to the country.By doing that she was honouring his memory as best she knew how.Beth smiled, feeling the most amazing sense of peace in the familiar embrace. Mrs Feeney was the only one who ever used her full name.“I’m so pleased to be here Mrs Feeney,”she said as the embrace ended.”It’s been so long since our last visit.”“Too long,” Mrs Feeney replied.“I’m an old woman you know.Sometimes I forget that you young people don’t write letters anymore.It's all these e-mails and text messages, none of which hold any interest f
Mrs Feeney backed away as the stench of death emanating from the vile spirit became too much to bear.Dear God,the evil of this was overwhelming.“So you asked who I am and now you know old woman,”the spirit said,as the shadows drew closer to her.Mrs Feeney saw this.The dark spirit was exerting herself,getting weaker and drawing strength from her guardians.“I asked for your name spirit and you have yet to answer me,”Mrs Feeney said,bile rising in her throat.”You play games,nothing more.”The spirit smiled,showing her decaying teeth once more.“Why is it so important for you to know who I am?So you can find a way to stop me?”“I will stop you regardless.You will not hurt Bethany!”“Really?”the spirit asked flippantly “Then how about your dear Emma.”Momentarily Mrs Feeney felt a shudder go through her.The spirit would be capable of anything once her full strength was restored.Emma was as precious as Bethany to her.She
From his bedroom window, Ethan watched Beth emerge from the car he had sent for her, a vision of elegance in a simple white dress, showing her figure to perfection.Her beauty was breathtaking to say the least and yet again he was overwhelmed by the rush of emotion she was able to awaken in him by her mere presence alone.For so long he had denied himself the pleasure of sharing his life with a woman, especially one as enchanting as Beth Collins, but now, no matter how difficult it would be, he found himself wanting that more than anything in his life.Beth was the woman he could build a future with, of that he was certain.From her radiant beauty, to her dignified demeanor, to the way she carried herself so proudly and with such strength, all of these things fascinated him and sent all reason flying out the door.He made his way downstairs to meet her in the hall.Seeing her standing there, it took everything he had within him to stop himself from sweeping her in his
The young man sleeping peacefully on the spacious bed could not have been more than 18.Handsome,with dark spiky hair, he looked like any teenager taking a nap.His bedroom walls were adorned with posters of his favorite musicians and the comic books tossed casually on the nightstand along with his cd’s was typical of a carefree young man.The only thing that belied this image was the wheelchair standing next to his bed.Beth peered through the open bathroom door.Like the wheelchair, the shower too had been adapted to his special needs.“This is Marcus,”Ethan said,as Beth put her hand in his, her heart breaking for the young man before her.”My stepson.”“What happened to him?”she asked.”He’s so young.”Ethan’s eyes misted over.It was obvious he loved the boy very much, as if he were his own son.“There was an accident,”he said in a broken voice.”Marcus is now tetraplegic.”Beth was shocked beyond words.Tetraplegia was paralysis of all four limbs, usu