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The Choice Again

Author: smarto
last update publish date: 2026-06-28 05:55:06

The hospital room remained silent.

Heavy.

Painful.

Noah stood motionless.

Anna’s final words kept echoing in his head.

I needed you yesterday.

But you chose Clara.

Again.

And again.

And again.

The words felt like knives.

Sharp.

Cold.

Merciless.

Noah stared at Anna.

She had turned away from him.

Her face was calm.

Too calm.

Her eyes were closed.

She looked exhausted.

Fragile.

Small.

For the first time in years, Noah truly saw her.

Not as the woman who always waited for him.

Not as the wife who always forgave him.

Not as the woman who would always remain beside him.

He saw someone breaking.

Slowly.

Silently.

And he realized something terrifying.

He might lose her.

For real.

Noah’s chest tightened.

He lowered his voice.

“Anna.”

No response.

His jaw tightened.

“Look at me.”

Still nothing.

Anna remained silent.

Cold.

Distant.

Mia folded her arms.

“She told you to leave.”

Noah ignored her.

His eyes stayed on Anna.

“Anna.”

This time his voice softened.

Very slightly.

“I’m here now.”

Anna slowly opened her eyes.

Then she looked at him.

No warmth.

No pain.

No longing.

Nothing.

That scared Noah.

More than anger.

More than tears.

Anna spoke quietly.

“What do you want me to say?”

Noah froze.

Anna continued.

“You want me to cry?”

Silence.

“You want me to scream?”

Noah said nothing.

Anna gave a weak smile.

Broken.

Sad.

“I don’t have the strength anymore.”

Those words hit him hard.

Noah clenched his fists.

Anna looked at him calmly.

“I’m tired, Noah.”

Her voice was soft.

Too soft.

Like someone already giving up.

Noah hated it.

He hated hearing surrender in her voice.

His voice turned firm.

“You’re getting treatment.”

Anna’s lips curved into a faint bitter smile.

“You still don’t understand.”

Noah frowned.

Anna looked straight into his eyes.

“This was never about treatment.”

Silence.

Noah’s brows furrowed deeper.

Anna’s voice remained calm.

“This was about you.”

His body stiffened.

Anna continued.

“I called because I was scared.”

A pause.

“I called because I needed my husband.”

Another pause.

“I called because I didn’t want to be alone.”

Noah felt something painful twist inside him.

Anna lowered her gaze.

“But you weren’t there.”

Silence swallowed the room.

Mia looked away.

Even she felt the pain in those words.

Noah opened his mouth.

But nothing came out.

For once, 

He had no defense.

No excuse.

No justification.

Because Anna was right.

Completely right.

His phone suddenly vibrated.

The sound broke the silence.

Noah’s body stiffened.

Mia’s expression darkened instantly.

Anna’s eyes moved slowly to his pocket.

Noah already knew.

Clara.

He didn’t need to check.

The vibration stopped.

Then started again.

Mia gave a cold laugh.

“She never knows when to stop.”

Noah pulled the phone out.

Clara.

Calling.

Again.

And again.

Noah stared at the screen.

His jaw tightened.

Mia looked at him sharply.

“Well?”

Silence.

Mia’s voice turned icy.

“Go on.”

Noah remained still.

Mia continued.

“Choose again.”

The room fell silent.

Anna said nothing.

She simply watched.

Calm.

Expressionless.

That calmness made everything worse.

Noah hated it.

Because he couldn’t read her anymore.

His phone kept vibrating.

Clara was relentless.

Noah looked at Anna.

Then at the phone.

His chest felt tight.

Strange.

Uncomfortable.

For the first time, 

Choosing felt difficult.

Anna noticed his hesitation.

A bitter smile touched her lips.

Interesting.

Very interesting.

Now he was hesitating?

After years of choosing Clara without a second thought?

Too late.

Far too late.

Anna spoke softly.

“You should answer.”

Noah frowned.

Anna’s voice remained quiet.

“She might need you.”

Those words carried hidden pain.

Sharp pain.

Noah heard it.

Mia heard it too.

Mia shook her head in disgust.

“Unbelievable.”

Noah stared at Anna.

She was calm.

Too calm.

That calmness disturbed him deeply.

His phone stopped vibrating.

Then rang again immediately.

This time Noah answered.

Mia scoffed.

Anna simply looked away.

Noah placed the phone near his ear.

“Clara.”

Clara’s crying voice came instantly.

“Noah!”

Her voice shook violently.

“I’m scared.”

Noah frowned.

“What happened?”

Clara sobbed.

“There are reporters outside my apartment.”

Noah’s face hardened.

“They’ve been here for hours.”

She cried harder.

“I can’t leave.”

Noah’s expression darkened.

Anna quietly listened.

Clara continued crying.

“I need you.”

Silence.

Then those three words hit Anna like cold water.

I need you.

Funny.

Very funny.

She had said those same words.

Yesterday.

And Noah never came.

Anna slowly closed her eyes.

Her chest tightened.

Not from heartbreak.

That part was dying.

This pain felt different.

Numb.

Cold.

Final.

Noah glanced at Anna.

His grip tightened around the phone.

Clara’s crying continued.

“Noah, please come.”

Silence.

The room felt tense.

Heavy.

Mia watched him like a judge waiting for a verdict.

Anna said nothing.

She didn’t care anymore.

Or at least…

She wanted to believe she didn’t.

Noah’s voice came low.

“I’ll handle it.”

Clara cried softly.

“Please come now.”

Silence.

Noah stood frozen.

His gaze moved to Anna.

She still had her eyes closed.

Pale.

Weak.

Fragile.

The image disturbed him.

Then Clara spoke again.

“Noah?”

His jaw tightened.

His chest felt heavy.

Pressure built inside him.

Then Anna opened her eyes.

She looked directly at him.

Calm.

Empty.

And whispered, 

“Go.”

Noah froze.

Anna held his gaze.

“Go to her.”

Silence.

Her voice remained soft.

Cold.

“That’s what you always do.”

Those words struck hard.

Very hard.

Noah’s expression darkened.

Clara’s voice trembled through the phone.

“Noah?”

Mia folded her arms.

Waiting.

The silence stretched.

Then, 

Noah made his choice.

Again.

His voice turned low.

Firm.

“I’m coming.”

Mia’s eyes widened in disbelief.

Anna simply stared at him.

No reaction.

No tears.

Nothing.

Clara sounded relieved.

“Hurry.”

The call ended.

Silence.

Dead silence.

Mia exploded.

“You can’t be serious!”

Noah ignored her.

Mia stepped forward angrily.

“Your wife is dying!”

Her voice shook with rage.

“She has six months left!”

Noah’s jaw tightened.

Mia pointed at Anna.

“And you’re leaving her again?”

Noah’s expression turned cold.

“This doesn’t concern you.”

Mia laughed bitterly.

“Oh, it concerns me now.”

Her eyes burned.

“Because you clearly don’t deserve her.”

Noah ignored her.

His gaze remained fixed on Anna.

Anna stared back.

Expression unreadable.

Noah waited.

Maybe she would stop him.

Maybe she would cry.

Maybe she would beg.

Like before.

But Anna only said one thing.

Quietly.

Softly.

“Goodbye, Noah.”

Silence.

Noah froze.

His heartbeat skipped.

Goodbye.

Something about that word felt wrong.

Dangerous.

Permanent.

Noah frowned.

“What?”

Anna held his gaze.

Her voice remained calm.

“I said goodbye.”

The room turned cold.

Mia stared at Anna.

Noah’s chest tightened painfully.

He hated how those words sounded.

Final.

Like an ending.

His voice dropped.

“What does that mean?”

Anna gave a faint sad smile.

Then she whispered, 

“It means I’m done.”

Silence.

Absolute silence.

Noah stood frozen.

For the first time in years, 

Fear crawled into his chest.

Real fear.

Because something had changed.

Something irreversible.

Anna was no longer fighting for him.

And Noah suddenly realized, 

He might truly be losing her.

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