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67. Don't touch me

مؤلف: Marlize Beneke
last update تاريخ النشر: 2026-01-31 16:33:06

Lena’s POV

Waking up feels wrong. It feels like being pulled up from deep water when my lungs weren’t ready yet. My chest feels tight, my head throbs and there is a steady beeping sound that won’t stop like it is reminding me that I’m still here whether I’m ready for that or not.

My eyes flutter open and the light hurts and I blink a few times trying to make sense of the shapes above me. White ceiling, bright lights and that hospital smell that always makes my stomach turn.

Hospital.

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