Chapter Five- Hard times we faced
The air in the hospital felt heavy, like the walls were soaked in pain and anticipation. I wasn’t planning to run into Nathan today. After everything that happened between us, I told myself I needed distance. I needed space to figure things out. But fate, as always, had other plans. I had just stepped out of the ICU after donating blood. My legs felt like jelly, but my heart was calm. Knowing that I helped save someone’s life, even if it was someone I didn’t know, gave me a strange sense of peace. I was about to find a seat to gather myself when I heard the sound of panicked footsteps. "Where is my sister?!" a familiar voice boomed, cracking with emotion. My heart skipped. It was Nathan. He looked nothing like the Nathan I knew. Gone was the intimidating CEO who spoke like his words could slice through steel. Standing before me was a man crumbling under the weight of fear. His designer coat was unbuttoned, his hair tousled and his tie hung loosely around his neck. He looked as if he had run a marathon from hell. "Mr. Nathan, you are here," the doctor I had spoken to earlier said as he approached. "Yes, doctor. I received a call about my sister being involved in an accident. Where is she?? Doctor, please... I hope she is alright. She is all I got..." I watched as Nathan’s voice broke and he covered his face with one hand. His personal assistant stood a few steps behind him, looking helpless, unsure of what to say or do. "Mr. Nathan," the doctor said gently, placing a hand on his shoulder, "you do not need to be worried. Yes, her life was in danger, but she was saved by an angel." "What do you mean by she was saved by an angel? Who is this angel?" The doctor turned slowly and pointed at me. Nathan’s head turned, and for the first time since he stormed into the hospital, his eyes met mine. His expression was of shock, gratitude and remorse. They flickered across his face like an unfinished painting. "She is the angel," the doctor said. "Your sister's blood type is B-negative. It wasn’t in the blood bank, and time was running out. Your sister would have died if she hadn’t stepped up." Nathan looked at me like he was seeing me for the first time. His steps were hesitant and his voice so.. fragile. "Elena... You saved Bella?" I nodded. He didn't say a word. He just stared for a long time, then the doctor added, "You can see your sister now, though she's still unconscious." He nodded at the doctor and turned to me again. "I... I'll be back," he said softly, like it hurt him to tear his gaze from me. As they disappeared into the room, I sat on one of the hospital benches, resting my head against the wall. I could've left. I should've but something in me told me to stay. Minutes passed then hours and when he finally came out, his eyes were red-rimmed and his steps were slower. He stopped in front of me. I stood up to speak, but before I could say a word, he pulled me into a hug. The hug was tight, raw and unspoken. His entire body trembled as he buried his face in my shoulder. "Thank you, Elena. What would have happened if you weren’t here today? I have been nothing but cruel to you, and still, you... you helped me," he whispered. I could feel his tears soaking into my blouse. "It's alright, Nathan. What matters is that your sister is safe. I'm glad I could help." He pulled back slightly, still holding my arms. "Come with me........ please. Let me treat you to something special. No expectations. I just... I need company right now." I hesitated. But something about the vulnerability in his voice, the ache in his eyes, made me nod. "Okay. Let’s go." "Aiden, stay here and look after Bella, call me if anything comes up" "Yes boss." ................................... The ride to the hotel was quiet, except for the hum of the engine. Soft jazz played in the background, his fingers tapping anxiously against the wheel. When we arrived, the staff greeted him with bows, ushering us through a private entrance. The hotel was grand. It looked so modern with a touch of classic elegance. Gold trimmings. Velvet drapes. O.M.G............ Everything screamed luxury. We settled into a private suite. A bottle of wine was served as he ordered dinner. The room was filled with the gentle aroma of sandalwood and the lights dimmed to a warm amber hue. "I needed this," he said, breaking the silence. "Not the wine, not the room. Just... someone who gets it." "You don't seem like the type who talks about feelings," I said with a smile. "I’m not," he admitted, chuckling. "But today... I can't bottle it in. I thought I was going to lose Bella." His voice broke again, and I reached out, gently placing my hand over his. "Tell me about her." To my surprise, he did. He even told me more. He told me about his mother. How she was thrown out when his father remarried. How Jasper's mother manipulated her way into the family, and his father fell for it. Nathan's mother was pregnant with Bella at that time and after giving birth, she raised both him and Bella on her own, struggling, sacrificing and surviving. "I had a choice to live a lavish life, because as my father’s first child, he gave me a chance to stay with him and be his heir or go with my mother and suffer. I couldn’t bear to leave my mother on her own so I chose my mother’s side." "I had to grow up fast," he said. "I became her protector and her wall." He looked at me, his eyes shimmering. "And that hardened me. It made me shut people out." I listened attentively. Then I told him about myself. How I always visited my mother, Maya in the hospital who had been in a coma for nearly twenty years. How Mrs. Rivers and Cas treated me badly and how I always lived every day with hope that things would get better, one day. He sat back, stunned. "Wait, your mother’s name is Maya?" I nodded. "My father also knows someone named Maya. He never talks about her, but sometimes... sometimes I caught him staring at her picture in his old album." My chest tightened. "What if..." I began, but the thought was too wild to complete. Dinner arrived. We laughed, talked and connected to an extent. I felt something bloom in the spaces between our words. After dinner, I excused myself to use the restroom. I stared into the mirror, wondering if this was real. If this new version of Nathan was real. If the soft smile I wore was allowed to stay. I opened the door. And there he stood. Not Nathan. But Jasper.Chapter 107Carmen’s povBut instead, I let my lips tremble, my eyes soften, rehearsed vulnerability slipping easily into place. “Because I care about you,” I whispered. “Because we’re… us. Don’t you feel that, Nathan? Even if your mind doesn’t remember, your heart does. I am here to take care of you so, I won't leave you all by yourself, I will stand by you.”His expression faltered, a flicker of conflict passing over his features. He didn’t argue, but his silence spoke volumes.I led him upstairs, careful to match his slower pace. “There’s something else you should know,” I began, watching him out of the corner of my eye.He glanced at me warily. “What?”I steadied my breath as I led him up the staircase. His steps were slower than before, but his grip on the banister was strong, deliberate. I knew the question was coming even before his lips parted.“In a few days,” I said gently, “we’ll have to attend my company’s board meeting together.”He frowned slightly. “A board meeting? Why
Chapter 106Carmen’s povMy heart leapt, relieved he’d stumbled onto something softer. “Yes,” I lied smoothly, letting warmth colour my tone. “You used to tease me about it, saying it made the car smell like a spa.”That drew a soft chuckle from him, his first since we left the hospital. “Sounds like me.”I smiled, but my pulse raced. He was reaching for memories, and I had to be the one to give them shape.“Do you know where we’re going?” I asked gently, steering into the long drive toward my estate.He shook his head. “No.”“To my home,” I said. “It’s safe there. More secure than anywhere else. There are some people who want to hurt you, Nathan, but with me, you’ll be untouchable.”He turned, studying me again. “Will I live there now? With you?”“Yes,” I said firmly, glancing at him just long enough to let the words sink in. “With me. We’ll face everything together.”For a moment, he simply stared. Then, slowly, his lips curved into a fragile smile. “That doesn’t sound so bad. Livin
Chapter 105Carmen’s povI wrapped my arm gently around Nathan’s as I guided him toward the waiting car. He didn’t resist, but his silence pressed on me like a weight. He climbed into the car slowly, like every motion required thought. Once he was seated, he leaned back and stared out the window, as though the passing world might answer the questions he couldn’t form. I got into my seat and started the car.The city lights blurred across the windshield as I steered us through the evening traffic. Nathan sat in the passenger seat, his gaze drifting from the window to the dashboard and back again, as though trying to stitch together memories from the shadows outside.For several minutes, silence filled the car, thick and heavy, broken only by the hum of the engine and the occasional hiss of passing tires on wet pavement.Finally, his voice broke through, soft but weighted.“Why does everything feel so… strange?”I tightened my grip on the wheel, careful not to let the tension show in my
Chapter 104Carmen’s povDr. Hanley gave me a look that seemed to linger, testing whether I was as dependable as I appeared. I softened my smile, leaning into Nathan’s hand as though to show our unbreakable bond. “I promised him I wouldn’t leave his side,” I said, the lie slipping off my tongue like silk.Something in Nathan’s eyes flickered then, something warm, something believing.“Good,” the doctor said, finally convinced. He lowered his tone slightly. “One last thing. Amnesia patients often grow restless. Their instincts tell them they should be elsewhere, doing something, seeing someone they can’t name. If he experiences this, don’t dismiss it, but don’t feed it either. Just… ground him. Remind him he’s safe.”“I understand,” I murmured.The nurse entered then, cheerful in her scrubs, holding a brown packet. “Alright, Mr. Nathan,” she chirped, setting it on the bedside table. “Here are your medications. There are clear instructions on the labels, but Miss Elena” She looked at me
Chapter 103CARMEN’S POV It's been some days and it was time to discharge Nathan. The discharge papers rustled in the doctor’s hand as he entered the room, his white coat flaring just slightly with his brisk stride. Nathan sat propped up on the bed beside me, looking healthier but still pale, the hollowness in his cheeks proof of how close death had brushed him.Dr. Hanley cleared his throat softly, giving me that professional, measured smile doctors wear when they know the family is fragile. “Mr. Nathan, Miss… Rivers.” His eyes flicked between us. “I’m pleased to say Nathan is well enough to be discharged today.”Well, before this, I already discussed with the doctor that I was pretending to be the woman he had been mentioning in his unconscious state, Elena and I didn’t want Nathan to start thinking too much so that was why I was pretending. The doctor gave me a go-ahead, but he didn’t know my true intentions.Nathan blinked slowly, as though the word itself carried weight. “Discha
Chapter 102CARMEN’S POVHis eyes searched mine, wild, frantic, full of a pain I couldn’t name. “I thought I’d lost you,” he breathed. “Everything is… broken inside my head. I don’t remember where I'd been or who I could trust, but your name, it’s all I have, Elena. It’s been echoing, like the only thread keeping me alive.”My heart twisted, tightening painfully. He meant her. The real Elena. The one whose absence still bled inside him, even now, stripped of memory.But I buried the truth deep. I couldn’t let it show.“I never left,” I whispered, curling my fingers around his. “I stayed. I’m here now, and that’s all that matters.”His chest heaved with uneven breaths. He closed his eyes briefly, and when he spoke again, his words hit me like a blow.“I remember… leaving you once.” His voice cracked. “I don’t know why. I can’t see the moment. But the guilt… the guilt is heavy. Like it’s carved into me. Like I betrayed you, and it’s still here, burning me alive.”My breath caught.He re