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Chapter 3

Penulis: Echo
I turned off my phone and barely slept a wink.

Rowan’s obsessive, possessive threats echoed in my head all night.

My mind raced. I was terrified he’d just show up at my door.

The next morning, my mother’s impatient knocking rattled my door.

“Carrie! Get out here and try on your gowns! The designers are here!”

I rubbed my sore eyes and forced myself out of bed.

As I reached the turn of the stairs on the second floor, I froze.

It was Louis.

He was wearing a black silk robe, a cup of black coffee in his hand, leaning against the railing.

A dark, heavy mood radiated from him. He looked pissed.

I could smell the faint, sharp scent of gunpowder on him.

The butler once told me that when Louis was in a bad mood, he’d spend all night at the shooting range.

Looks like he had a rough one.

I instinctively tried to detour around him, but he’d already looked up.

His eyes, usually so cold and arrogant, were bloodshot. He looked exhausted and irritable, like he hadn’t slept.

He shot me a cold glance, said nothing, and turned back to his room with his coffee.

I clutched my chest and hurried downstairs.

I spent the entire morning trying on an endless parade of elaborate gowns under my mother’s critical eye.

“Stand up straight! A lot of important people will be at the dinner on Friday. You have to be at your absolute best!” she scolded.

When I finally got a break for lunch, I collapsed back in my room, exhausted.

After a long hesitation, I couldn’t resist turning my phone back on.

The inbox was empty. No more domineering threats from him.

But when I checked my email, I found one that had arrived in the middle of the night.

I clicked it open, my heart starting to race.

“I’m sorry, Carrie. I lost my temper last night.”

“I’m used to giving orders, and I forgot you’re not one of my men. I shouldn’t have spoken to you like that. I’m sorry if I scared you. That was my fault.”

“We don’t have to meet yet. If you feel pressured, I can give you space.”

“But I will not accept breaking up. Please don’t ignore me.”

I stared at the email, stunned.

This man, always so dominant and proud, was carefully crafting an apology to me at four in the morning.

He held all the power. He could find out who I was whenever he wanted, but he chose to back down for me.

Something soft and aching tightened in my chest.

An image of Louis’s bloodshot eyes and his foul mood from this morning flashed in my mind.

I shook my head, trying to clear the random thought.

Rowan’s retreat made me soften. I sighed and slowly typed out a reply, testing the waters:

“Why do you keep giving in? You don’t even know the real me.”

“The internet is a filter. What if in real life, I’m just an ugly, pathetic liar? Would you still be this persistent?”

I sent the email.

I stared at the screen, my heart pounding, waiting for him to finally back off.

But just a few seconds later, a new email popped up.

He didn’t answer my question. Instead, he asked, “Are you feeling any better now?”

My eyes suddenly burned.

The reason I’d started this online thing with him in the first place was because I was drawn to the rare moments of gentleness beneath his cold exterior.

The pressure in my life was immense. Back then, I really needed that.

His next message came right after:

“I don’t care what you look like. I trust what I feel. I’ve seen more than my share of beautiful faces, but you’re the only one who’s ever gotten to me.”
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