Paula pov
“Uuuhhh look at me I'm so flawless and I don't eat any fat" Olivia mocked Clara as soon as we got into the apartment. I laughed lightly as I followed behind her."Let's just stop talking about clara , I'm still tensed about the job" I placed our shopping bags on the chair and then headed for the orange juice in the fridge."I know, but she's just so annoying, swaying her annoying figure in our faces " oliva grabbed the glasses and I poured her a glass."I know but clara will always be clara and we know better. " She nodded.We talked for a while and I finally retired to my room. I grabbed my laptop to check for any feedback , I was shaking as I made my way through my mail. you got this paula , don't cry , don't cry.I couldn't believe my eyes immediately I saw the mail from andreas enterprise, blinking twice and cleaning my eyes but the message was still there , I almost fainted. I screamed for oliva and she came running in with a dildo in her hands."Eww, oliva , what is wrong with you?" I closed my eyes at her naked form and dildo in her hands.She quickly grabbed my towel and wrapped it around herself whilst holding her dildo. She rolled her eyes at me while I made faces staring at the dildo in her hands."Stop giving me that look, I was pleasing myself when I heard your scream, I had to rush all the way here to you, I thought you got hurt" she fired at me."I'm sorry," i turned my laptop so she can see the message and she almost dropped her dildo. "Oh my God! I'm so happy for you girl!!"She rushed in my arms and we hugged."Eww," I remembered the dildo in her hands."Oh shut up and let's celebrate , I'm going to go take a shower and then we'll have a little fun , just a little so you can make it to work early. I love you girl""I love you too." I screamed after her as she made her way to her room.I fell on the bed, staring at the ceiling. I don't even know what I'm feeling right now. I'm going through so much emotions I'm about to loose my senses.Why did he give me the job?, My grades are good yes, but I lacked in the experience department .Did he by chance remember me?Hell no, Ethan.The Ethan I remember will never give me the job because he remembers me if anything; he wouldn't even give me.Why then?, well let's just say he bullies girls that looks like me. So I don't understand how I got the job. Throughout highschool i ignored him , actually anyone who's not in his squad ignored his squad .They are fulll of blondes , hot guys and of course Ethan , I feel so annoyed just remembering how they would humiliate me in front of the whole school.Do I even want this job?Would he treat women like me right?Well I have evolved from the naive girl in highschool , and I hope he has matured over the years."Paula get out of that room let's party" Olivia screamed."Coming bow!"We had our little party, Danced and Danced and literally eye fucked hot guys on the internet. I know , we are perverts.I couldn't fall asleep , my mind kept drifting back to a particular hot man. Ethan......I woke up early, I was too excited I couldn't sleep.I used that to my advantage.Dressed in a white body con straight gown, reaching my knees with pink bamboo heels to compliment my pink suit jacket hanging on my shoulders. Olivia helped pick my outfit.I walked into Andreas company trying to be confident but I was shaking uncontrollably.Everyone was staring at me and I couldn't understand why. Did Olivia over do the dressing?It was her idea for me to dress like this. I'm going to kill her, I'm going to kill her.I walked into the elevator filled with people and by people I mean, the exact type of women that talked down to me all my life.I breathed in and tried to remain calm."Ouuu, it seems someone is dressed to impress. The new secretary yeah? The boss doesn't go for women twice his mother size" a brown haired petite lady said. The group laughed.I tried to remain calm , ignoring usually works right?why do people think they can just bully people randomly. This isn't high school. Grow up!" save your strength darling and do what you're here for , this is not a fashion house" they laughed again."Ding"The elevator doors opened and they walked out and I was alone, or so I thought.I breathed out in relieve , some bitches can be so nasty. I mean I just started working here and I've met the bullies. Such grown dummies.I tried to adjust myself by turning;I jumped not expecting the blonde petite woman standing at the back."Oh my, God! You startled me " I calmed myself waiting for her to spit some nasty things to me, but she just smiled."I'm sorry, I'm Anne and I didn't mean to scare you" she said.I was shocked but I didn't show it."Paula, paula rayes. I'm new here" I pulled out my hands to her and she accepted and smiled.I turned to face the door."Don't listen to them, they talk down to anyone that's not them. Besides rejection can be a bitch. The boss will never look at any of them. They will be intimidated by a pretty woman; that gets to be beside him everyday."The doors opened again and we both walked out. The last floor. She left me and immediately i looked away from her I was out of breathe.This place was just magnificent.A lot of offices with its secretary in front with their frontal desks.I looked and I was shocked beyond words.A roll pattern stairs leading to the biggest office in view. It was sited at the center of the place. People moved around working but it was just 6:46 am . Jesus this people really don't sleep.I asked around and I was directed to the only office with big transparent glass doors.Ignoring the stares I made my way up to my new working area.I dropped my bag on a desk I assumed to be mine. It was a nice looking desk with an office chair . it was at a corner , everyone down stairs can't see me at this corner neither will I see them and I liked it.The only issue is sitting at my desk, I can't hide from ethan. He will see me from any area he is seated in his office;I hated it. How will I work like this?Thank God the doors can be made opaque , hopefully he would close them all the time.I got to work, arranging the few papers reading and trying to get the hang of things.its not easy but I can definitely kill it around here.The last secretary really kept it simple and planned for some weeks , His meetings and appointments all properly drafted out. I don't even need training I can get around just fine.Looking at the schedule he has a meeting by 9 am today and it says I'm going to go with him. we are going together. I looked into the details.You are here to work paula , get it together.After much arrangement , I looked at my watch. 7:30am.I guess the high and mighty doesn't keep to time. I was so highly warned about punctuality and here my boss is thirty minutes late and he hasn't even showed up.I continued with my work, some minutes later. I heard some noise down stairs. Like people are trying to collect themselves to order.I heard someone lightly working up the stairs. My ears are really great. I'm far from the stairs.I looked up and he came into view. Thank Goodness i was sitting, i would definitely fall on my ass. Ethan in all his glory.He was dressed in a blue suit , hugging every inch of his slender toned muscular arms, His jet black hair styled to perfection. He was stunning like he walked out of a magazine.I quickly got my big butt off my chair to greet him." Good morning , Mr Andres "He just stared at me for a while and walked into his office. His cologne so muscular , I almost wet my panties.Get it together.Rude much he didn't even reply , he could have at least nodded. Damn you ethan.I sat down and continued working in pain because every time i looked up , I locked eyes with ethan and he was staring at me with an unreadable expression on his face.I'm I irritating him? Honestly I just bent my head and continued my work. Curse those glass doors. I sighed but didn't look up.The glass doors turned opaque instantly and I let out the breathe I was holding.I breathed out in relieve. Only for it to be short lived.The telephone on my desk rang out stealing me from my joy, today every thing startled me. I'm jumpy and its all because of this company and him.I picked up the phone."Hello, you've reached Mr Andreas office, how may I help you?""Its your boss paula , get in my office now" I felt my cheeks heat up at his velvet voice. God it has matured since highschool.I breathed out. Control yourself paula , damn it!His office now?What am I going to do?I silently stood up and walked over to the door. I knocked on the door."Come in" his voice was soft and hard at the same time.What did I do ?Hello lovelies ❤, hope you love this chapter.Ethan POV“I am not letting my trauma rule me!” I screamed for the third time. “Are you sure? You seem to angrily yell at any slight discomfort. You still have episodes.” My therapist adjusted her her glasses around her big brown eyes. “I must say; you are the slowest patient I have ever encountered.” I slammed my hands on her big mahogany desk. “Are you trying to piss me off?” I screamed running my hands through my hair. “You seem to be catching on mr Andreas.” She dropped her pen and book. “Do you see how easy it is? You haven’t been doing what I asked you to do. If you had, they would have been some improvements by now.” “Or maybe you’re not doing your job well. I payed you to fix me!” I snarled at her “Fix you? I can’t fix what doesn’t want to be fixed. You are hiding your trauma ethan.” She poured a cup of coffee and pushed it my way. “I signed up for this lady, it clear I need to fix whatever causes the episodes I have.” I said between clenched fists. “ then communica
Paula POV Never in my whole twenty two years of existence have I seen mom like this, she was so furious and so was Mrs Andreas. I stilled after hearing the voice, all turned to Ethan's sister Dorothy, I haven't met her in person neither have I had a conversation with her. I have only seen her in one of their family’s photo and her name on some documents in the office. Ethan calls her dolly which suits her as she looks innocent and cute. "What is going on here?" She asked tiredly. She looked exhausted with bags under her eyes and her hunched posture. The office is taking a toll on her, I mean she just graduated highschool. Ethan's job in the company is very vital and even with the help of a skilled secretary its still going to maim her. Everyone stilled returning to a more pleasant posture. She tilted her head to me and knotted her brows. "Paula?" I didn't know what to say , it sounded like a question so I simply nodded. I wasn't expecting the beautiful smile she gave me. "Hello, I'v
Paula POV The next day swung by so quickly I hated it. I was so nervous I didn't want to get out of bed. The thought of going to his parents scares the shit out of me, but mom came and made me go shower. Mom said it would be better to go in the evening that way the chances of meeting both parents will be higher. So here I am slumped on the couch watching N*****x. The series I was watching is so alluring and erotic ' Bridgerton' I find myself wishing I was fucked. I got more sexual cravings as the months go by___ and indeed I needed to be touched, loved and worshipped. Ethan is the only man I'll allow touch me especially in my state. He is the father so it's natural to allow him___ I would not allow other man close to me, violating me and my baby. After watching episode six my panties where so soaked I had to take another shower. I made lunch for dad because mom went to work. Dad owns a small bookstore and it was doing so good and I loved Esther his employee, she held it down when da
Paula POV Staring directly at an unapologetic Olivia was breathe taking. She wasn't sorry for what she did to Ethan and honestly I'm not mad. I would do the same for my friends but the crazy thing is, Ethan went through hell and I watched it all. Shivers went through my spine when I think of his bloody body, when he was being beaten. I forced Clara to tell me about it and on getting to the room Olivia didn't deny and wasn't sorry. "Its fine baby, thanks for sticking up for me" I smiled and her eyes lit up and she nodded like a cute little rascal. “I honestly didn’t mean to scare him, if he is man enough then he’ll come back.” “You and I know Ethan is every bit of a man” I said proudly before catching myself. Clara looked at me, she was smirking. I bit my lips. “We know, he got you pregnant didn’t he?” Clara said. “Only a man , a real strong man can” Olivia added I blushed at their indecent remark. “Stop it both of you!” They kept raising their brows and making faces. My face
Ethan POV I was running through the halls clueless as to where Paula was, I felt my body boil and the heat come up my skin. She has to be okay, i cant loose her and the baby or either of them!. I'd forever blame myself. I couldn't turn back to ask Olivia and Clara where she was, the fear made me run like a raging beast. I stopped a few nurses to ask and finally one directed me to her room. I stalked the room preparing myself for whatever news I was to hear. I couldn't help it as I badged into the room. I found a sleeping Paula. The machines where aiding her and she didn't seem to have woken up. I knotted my brows in confusion as realization dawned on me. Olivia! I turned and saw olivia watching me with venom in her eyes. "How does it feel huh?" She barked out. I stared blankly at her. "How does what feel?" I asked irritated."How does it feel to be helpless, does it feel good ? Tell me you sumbag! That's how she felt every time you called for her. She runs with no break, desperatel
Ethan POV My heart left my body when I saw what happened next...Regina fell from Paula's body while Paula raised her upper body and blood painted her face. I was scared was she the one hurt? I couldn’t really tell. Mr delvon let out a huge ugly cry running over to Regina's body on the floor who I just noticed isn't moving. "Wake up baby, common for daddy" he cried aloud. He continued shaking Regina while placing his head on her chest. Paula crawled away from them with her mouth opened wide. At least my baby is moving. Regina was bleeding from the mouth, Paula had a clean shot to her gut. "Shoot that girl!" Delvon screamed over to one of his men. What! I struggled with everything I had but it was useless. I was held down by four men and was already beaten to a pulp. I have never felt this helpless. I've never felt this way. Vulnerability is something I never felt till now. And like when I was kidnapped, my chest stopped moving, I was having a panic attack, not now! I scold myse