Paula POV
I entered his office and kept my head down , the magnitude of the whole decor screams dark, evil master lord. His huge mahogany desk was so dark and full of arranged papers.I could see some of this things from my desk because of the glass doors but this; this is a whole different feeling. Standing inside of his office is a whole experience.There is a huge black colored leather couch placed at the center of the office, opposite it, is a huge tv on the wall.The wallpaper surrounding the office was also dark colored. The only thing I loved about this office is the great view behind my boss. Who by the the way was staring at me like I killed his cat some years back.Ethan always had this intense eyes that made me shrink, I shook the thought out of my head;steadied my breathe."Sir, you sent for me?" Oh Paula of course he sent for you."I know, miss rayes. First off congratulations on getting the job" I smiled widely and I hated it, don't appear to enthusiastic paula."Thank you Mr Eth" I didn't get to finish my sentence."This office, accepts no flaws , you must be here on time,move fast and you must be capable. I swear to you miss paula if you make one mistake , I will throw you out of this company." He said without breaking eye contact with me. I should feel offended , of course I am, but I'm also mesmerized by his whole demeanor and grace.Also, I have no other options. This is the only job offer I got, so might as well suck it up.Even when Ethan and his goons take shots at me in school, it made me sad but I still loved being under his gaze, the object of his attention.I just kept standing, looking at him, lost for words , he just threatened me and I just wanted to sit on him and kiss him. This is sick.Waiting for him to dismiss me , I kept standing."Well what are you waiting for , fill me in for today paula" he said my name like it was sour on his tongue .I rushed out to go get my file, My heels almost caused me to land on my ass but I held the door for balance. I rushed back in.I opened the file trying to steady myself and my breathe so I won't stutter when I speak."Sir, we have a meeting by 9 today at the museum, its almost time. We are meeting the engineers and the curator in charge of the art museum and library." He nodded.I kept staring at him." well, get the chauffer to come take us there." he snapped at me.I hurriedly scurried away to call the chauffer.Stupid stupid paula. I sat on my desk going through the phone book and finally I saw it company chauffer.I love you, who ever was working here before. So organized, she kept sticky notes at every turn. I do have a big shoe to fill.Few minutes later the chauffer arrived.The chauffer was down stairs so I had to go inform the boss. Just kill me.I have only started working here and I hated that office already.I summoned courage and knocked on the door , the door instantly opened and I was flustered. I wasn't expecting him to be by the door , I was waiting for a come in."Sir the chauff" he cut me off as usual" I know" then he walked past me making me dizzy with his cologne . His intense manly cologne sent shivers down my spine, all the way to my lady parts.I gathered myself and carried the necessary files and hurried after him .The car ride to the museum was so uncomfortable. He was seated at the back with me and was staring straight ahead, with his hands on his lap.I looked anywhere but at him. Out the window especially. He was suffocating me with his cologne and aura, my hands trembled on my lab. Why was I so weak for him?I turned slowly to look at him, he was currently on his phone. He's hair lazily falling to his face. I felt my cheeks heat up.We finally arrived and I almost breathed out in relive.I got down and rushed to his side before the chauffer was done opening his door. He walked ahead of me with so much grace and speed, I literally jogged after him in my heels.I'm going to have major injuries if I work for him for a year. He walked smoothly with his hands in his pocket but I was running after him, our height difference was much so I couldn't match his long strides.we stepped in the building and my breathe stopped.The brown colored theme caught my eyes.The museum was magnificent, artifact were scattered everywhere , it's a new museum about to be launched by the company soon.The preparations was in order and today we are to discuss the arts works that are to be displayed. We met up with the building agency and some curators.The meeting started and I wrote down everything not leaving a single information out. I don't want ethan to find another reason to reprimand me.The museum was ready to be launched two weeks from now, the only issue is a particular painter refuse to sign the papers giving them authority to display his paintings.I wondered why a young artist would want his work at a museum in the first place. But then they said it was their family ancient pieces. The paintings are priceless and will do wonders for the standards of the museum. If they don't get it, they will have to delay the opening of the museum.Ouch, maybe he doesn't want to sign because ethan is a douche back. Trust me that will be the reason.Soon the meeting was done and ethan was in a more foul mood. I don't understand why though, the meeting went smoothly and especially for me.The cute engineer , Mr davis gave me so many compliments and looked at me, every opportunity he had. He was so tall and cute, he made me blush at every turn.Ethan literally flashed out of the meeting as soon as it was over so i had to run after him.God, save my ankles.God!! Now davis couldn't get my number.Ethan!!!The ride back to the office was more uncomfortable I felt like choking him. The look on his face says the same thing.He wants to choke someone. Well that makes both of us.He rushes out of the car, yet again I had to run after him in the company.He entered his office and made the glass doors go opaque. Good for me I use the chance to pull my heels and check if my ankles are broken.I sighed and continued working, I had to call over ten investors today and I felt tears forming in my eyes.God I need a coffee or I'm going to pass out.I walked down the stairs to get coffee, an espresso will do.I hummed as I made my coffee, they were healthy snacks and well hunks. I grabbed a donut and was headed to my desk, then I felt a light tap on my shoulders which startled me a little . I jumped back and almost spilled my coffee. I looked up at the stranger and oh my!Well what a surprise, its him. How did he get here?Ethan POV“I am not letting my trauma rule me!” I screamed for the third time. “Are you sure? You seem to angrily yell at any slight discomfort. You still have episodes.” My therapist adjusted her her glasses around her big brown eyes. “I must say; you are the slowest patient I have ever encountered.” I slammed my hands on her big mahogany desk. “Are you trying to piss me off?” I screamed running my hands through my hair. “You seem to be catching on mr Andreas.” She dropped her pen and book. “Do you see how easy it is? You haven’t been doing what I asked you to do. If you had, they would have been some improvements by now.” “Or maybe you’re not doing your job well. I payed you to fix me!” I snarled at her “Fix you? I can’t fix what doesn’t want to be fixed. You are hiding your trauma ethan.” She poured a cup of coffee and pushed it my way. “I signed up for this lady, it clear I need to fix whatever causes the episodes I have.” I said between clenched fists. “ then communica
Paula POV Never in my whole twenty two years of existence have I seen mom like this, she was so furious and so was Mrs Andreas. I stilled after hearing the voice, all turned to Ethan's sister Dorothy, I haven't met her in person neither have I had a conversation with her. I have only seen her in one of their family’s photo and her name on some documents in the office. Ethan calls her dolly which suits her as she looks innocent and cute. "What is going on here?" She asked tiredly. She looked exhausted with bags under her eyes and her hunched posture. The office is taking a toll on her, I mean she just graduated highschool. Ethan's job in the company is very vital and even with the help of a skilled secretary its still going to maim her. Everyone stilled returning to a more pleasant posture. She tilted her head to me and knotted her brows. "Paula?" I didn't know what to say , it sounded like a question so I simply nodded. I wasn't expecting the beautiful smile she gave me. "Hello, I'v
Paula POV The next day swung by so quickly I hated it. I was so nervous I didn't want to get out of bed. The thought of going to his parents scares the shit out of me, but mom came and made me go shower. Mom said it would be better to go in the evening that way the chances of meeting both parents will be higher. So here I am slumped on the couch watching N*****x. The series I was watching is so alluring and erotic ' Bridgerton' I find myself wishing I was fucked. I got more sexual cravings as the months go by___ and indeed I needed to be touched, loved and worshipped. Ethan is the only man I'll allow touch me especially in my state. He is the father so it's natural to allow him___ I would not allow other man close to me, violating me and my baby. After watching episode six my panties where so soaked I had to take another shower. I made lunch for dad because mom went to work. Dad owns a small bookstore and it was doing so good and I loved Esther his employee, she held it down when da
Paula POV Staring directly at an unapologetic Olivia was breathe taking. She wasn't sorry for what she did to Ethan and honestly I'm not mad. I would do the same for my friends but the crazy thing is, Ethan went through hell and I watched it all. Shivers went through my spine when I think of his bloody body, when he was being beaten. I forced Clara to tell me about it and on getting to the room Olivia didn't deny and wasn't sorry. "Its fine baby, thanks for sticking up for me" I smiled and her eyes lit up and she nodded like a cute little rascal. “I honestly didn’t mean to scare him, if he is man enough then he’ll come back.” “You and I know Ethan is every bit of a man” I said proudly before catching myself. Clara looked at me, she was smirking. I bit my lips. “We know, he got you pregnant didn’t he?” Clara said. “Only a man , a real strong man can” Olivia added I blushed at their indecent remark. “Stop it both of you!” They kept raising their brows and making faces. My face
Ethan POV I was running through the halls clueless as to where Paula was, I felt my body boil and the heat come up my skin. She has to be okay, i cant loose her and the baby or either of them!. I'd forever blame myself. I couldn't turn back to ask Olivia and Clara where she was, the fear made me run like a raging beast. I stopped a few nurses to ask and finally one directed me to her room. I stalked the room preparing myself for whatever news I was to hear. I couldn't help it as I badged into the room. I found a sleeping Paula. The machines where aiding her and she didn't seem to have woken up. I knotted my brows in confusion as realization dawned on me. Olivia! I turned and saw olivia watching me with venom in her eyes. "How does it feel huh?" She barked out. I stared blankly at her. "How does what feel?" I asked irritated."How does it feel to be helpless, does it feel good ? Tell me you sumbag! That's how she felt every time you called for her. She runs with no break, desperatel
Ethan POV My heart left my body when I saw what happened next...Regina fell from Paula's body while Paula raised her upper body and blood painted her face. I was scared was she the one hurt? I couldn’t really tell. Mr delvon let out a huge ugly cry running over to Regina's body on the floor who I just noticed isn't moving. "Wake up baby, common for daddy" he cried aloud. He continued shaking Regina while placing his head on her chest. Paula crawled away from them with her mouth opened wide. At least my baby is moving. Regina was bleeding from the mouth, Paula had a clean shot to her gut. "Shoot that girl!" Delvon screamed over to one of his men. What! I struggled with everything I had but it was useless. I was held down by four men and was already beaten to a pulp. I have never felt this helpless. I've never felt this way. Vulnerability is something I never felt till now. And like when I was kidnapped, my chest stopped moving, I was having a panic attack, not now! I scold myse