Chapter 17

Running away from my problems was all I did throughout my life. I had no guts to fight for myself, not now, not in the past.

Living with you was the only choice I had; misunderstanding you were the biggest mistake I did and punishing you was the heartless sin I committed. Knowing the consequences, I left without any explanation. I deserve every bad treatment you did. But seeing you with someone else hurt a lot.

I can't stop you from moving on from me, as I myself pushed you away, but I also can't see you being a distance away from me.

Thinking all of this, crystal cried, sitting on the beach with her leg pressed on her chest, hand-folded. Her eyes on the waterways. She didn't want to go back to her apartment. She doesn't want to be alone. It was 2 Am no one around her, only the dark clouds and noise waterways.

She wanted to go back to her previous life. A carefree girl who loved her life, so cheerful and funny, had a lot of friends. She was a good little