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A Little Less Than Nine Years AgoLaila had stopped by Jordan's place after her appointment, her heart pounding with a mix of excitement and nerves the entire ride over. Her mother had gone with her to the doctor since Jordan couldn't make it—football practice ran late, and the coach was strict—but he had promised to call. She wanted to tell him in person instead. The moment her mom dropped her off, Laila walked up onto the porch and took a seat on the old wooden step once she realized no one was home, drawing in a slow breath. She traced the grain of the wood with her fingers, imagining his reaction, imagining their future. Would he be scared? Happy? Both?After nearly ten minutes, she saw him walking up the street, sweaty from practice but smiling the moment he spotted her."Lai, what are you doing here?" he asked, surprise tugging up the corners of his mouth.She sprang up. "I told you I'd stop by after the doctor, and I have news," she said, unable to contain her bubbling excitement.Jordan's smile faltered as he glanced nervously toward the house. "Lai, let me take you home. My grandpa should be coming any minute."She crossed her arms, brow raised. "Jordan, we have been dating for three years. You've been living with your grandparents for six months. And we're going to have a baby. I think it's time we tell them. My parents said they'd help us.""Laila, we can't. Not yet," he insisted, panic creeping into his voice.Before she could argue, a car pulled into the driveway, neat and deliberate. Laila's stomach tightened. She had only met his grandparents once, and it had been rushed—just polite hellos. She had always wondered why Jordan never let her come over, why he avoided the topic of his family entirely.George and Pauline Hall stepped out of the car. Pauline smiled warmly the second she noticed Laila."Jordan, I didn't know you were having guests today," Pauline said in her soft, sweet voice."Um, yes… this is Laila," Jordan said, rubbing the back of his neck.Pauline's smile widened. "My son and daughter have said wonderful things about you, Laila. And Sammy seems to be quite taken with you."Before Laila could respond, George slammed the car door and glared at her like she had personally offended him."Why is she here?" he barked.Laila straightened her shoulders. "I'm here because Jordan and I needed to talk to you about something important."George snorted. "I don't see what you need to talk to me about. Jordan, see your friend home. Now.""Girlfriend," Laila corrected, her voice cool but sharp. "Not friend. And it's important that we talk."George eyed her up and down with disgust. "Girlfriend? No. Jordan wouldn't date someone like you."Laila blinked. "Someone like me?""George, please don't," Pauline whispered, wringing her hands."Yes, someone like you," he spat. "My father would roll over in his grave if he saw you with her."Jordan stepped forward. "Grandpa, that's enough! Laila is amazing, and I love her!""Love!" George scoffed. "You're seventeen! What the hell do you know about love?""I'm almost eighteen," Jordan argued. "And I know enough."Laila instinctively placed a protective hand over her stomach, her heart pounding. She wasn't ashamed of her pregnancy—not for one second—but the way George's gaze slid to her hand made her skin crawl.His eyes widened with fury. "Jordan… tell me she's just gaining weight, and that is not a baby bump."Laila's voice dropped into a cold, steady tone. "Wow. You aren't just ignorant—you're rude as hell.""Grandpa, I wanted to tell Mom and Dad before—""Before what!? You ruin the Hall name by breeding with the likes of her!?"Laila's jaw dropped. "Breeding? What am I, cattle?"George sneered at her. "Isn't that what animals do?"Pauline gasped, covering her mouth. "George!"Laila's anger burned hot. "So because I'm Black, I'm an animal? It's 2016. What century are you living in?""I don't care what year it is," George snapped. "No grandson of mine will father a mixed-breed child! You are ruining your life. Seventeen years old, still in high school—how do you think you're going to raise a baby?""I don't know! But it's my choice!" Jordan shot back."You don't even know if it's yours!" George hissed. "Her kind likes to sleep around. I bet your mom has five different baby daddies, right?"Laila stepped forward, shaking with fury. "Excuse you? You, racist, misinformed jackass. Jordan is the father. And my mom has ONE husband and ONE father to all her children. I love Jordan, and yes, this is hard, but we'll get through it. Together."George leaned in so close she could smell his aftershave. "Jordan, end this relationship now, or you are cut off. From us. From your future. From everything."Pauline's voice trembled. "George, please. This isn't how—""Pauline, stay out of this!" he roared. "Jordan, say goodbye to this harlot."Jordan's voice cracked. "Grandpa…""Fine. If you won't do it, I will!" George snapped, stepping toward Laila again. "Jordan has a future. A real one. And you? You'll drag him down. Scouts will be watching him this year. Do you think he'll get into a college program with a baby on the way? He'll end up flipping pizzas, working nights, barely scraping by.""It will be hard," Laila said, voice trembling but fierce. "But we can do it. Together."George's eyes narrowed. "Do you think your father is going to take this well? No. You either come inside and pretend this never happened… or you walk away now. And never come back. Make your decision. Now."The world felt painfully still. Laila looked at Jordan, tears gathering. "Jay… please."Jordan's face contorted with anguish. "Laila… you should go."Her heart shattered so loudly she swore she could hear it crack.George smirked triumphantly and waved Pauline inside."Just—just give me a minute," Jordan whispered. He turned to Laila, desperation in his eyes. "I'm sorry. Let me talk to them. I'll call you. I promise.""Jordan, don't leave us," she begged. "Your daughter… she needs her father. I need you."He stopped in his tracks. "Daughter?"Laila nodded, wiping her tears. "Yes. A girl."Jordan squeezed her hands, torn between love and fear. "I'll call you this weekend. I swear. I… I love you."She watched him walk away, her legs trembling until she collapsed onto the porch step.She cried the entire drive home—silent, aching sobs that made her chest hurt. She cried for herself. For the little life inside her. For the man she loved who wasn't strong enough to choose her.When she finally walked into the house, Amelia Jones rushed to her side immediately."Lai? Baby, what's wrong?"Laila broke down. "It's horrible, Momma. He… he just—""He what?" Amelia asked softly, guiding her to the couch."His grandfather is a racist," Laila choked. "He threatened to cut Jordan off if he stayed with me. With us. I've never—" She couldn't finish.Miles, Mariah, and Link burst into the room, protective instincts flaring."What happened?" Link demanded.Amelia stroked Laila's hair. "Jordan's grandfather said terrible things to her. Belittled her. Threatened him." Link's nostrils flared. "Okay. I'm going over there. Miles, let's—""No," Amelia cut in sharply. "Jordan has to make his own decision. We can't force this."Laila wiped her cheeks. "I just… want to go to bed."Her siblings escorted her upstairs like a shield.Downstairs, Link paced back and forth, fists clenched.2 Weeks LaterLaila sat curled into the corner of her sofa, a soft cream-colored throw blanket draped across her lap as Laya leaned heavily against her side. The Christmas lights she hadn’t quite found the heart to take down yet glowed softly around the living room, casting warm gold and red reflections across the walls. The tree was gone, the ornaments packed away, but the lights remained—small reminders of a season that had changed more than just the calendar.Her phone, propped up against a candle on the coffee table, rang, vibrating slightly against the wood.Jordan’s face filled the screen.“Daddy!” Laya squealed, scrambling forward on her knees and nearly knocking the phone over.“There are my girls,” Jordan said, his smile stretching wide across his face. There were faint shadows under his eyes, but his expression lit up the moment he saw them. “How was school, Laya?”“Boring,” she declared dramatically, flopping onto her stomach. “Daddy, I miss you. When can I see you again?”
Laila loaded the last of the dishes into the dishwasher, lining the plates up with more precision than necessary, as if perfect rows of ceramic could quiet the storm building in her chest. The hum of the appliance filled the kitchen's silence, warm light casting a golden glow over the countertops. She closed the dishwasher gently, pressing her palm against it for a second before straightening.Just then, her mother stepped into the kitchen, wiping her hands on a dish towel."Hey, baby. How are you?"The simple question unraveled her.Laila let out a long, shaky sigh and leaned back against the counter. "Hey, Momma. I am… Lord, I am so confused and conflicted.""Uh oh." Amelia arched a brow and leaned against the opposite counter, folding her arms across her chest. "Come over here and talk to me. The last time you felt this way, you chopped off all your hair in my bathroom and instantly regretted it."Despite herself, Laila laughed softly. "Thank God for wigs." She shook her head. "But
The ride home carried a quiet that didn’t need explaining.Not awkward. Not strained. Just the natural hush that follows a full day—when everyone is too tired to pretend and too content to fill the space.The roar of the stadium had faded into memory, replaced by the low hum of the engine and the soft rhythm of passing streetlights. Outside the SUV, the city blurred in streaks of red and gold—traffic lights, storefronts, strings of white icicle lights clinging to rooftops. Inside, the world felt smaller. Warmer.Malaya had fallen asleep somewhere between the stadium exit and the highway.She’d tried to hold out—talking about ice cream, reenacting Jordan’s last pass with dramatic arm movements, insisting she could “totally throw like that.” Jordan had laughed. Laila had warned her gently not to knock herself into the door.But exhaustion won.Her words dissolved into a yawn. Her head tipped forward, and Laila guided it carefully to her shoulder.Now she slept deeply, one hand curled in
“Daddy, I don’t like her!” Malaya burst out, her voice trembling as she clung to Jordan’s leg, fingers fisting in the fabric of his pants. “She kept yelling at me for no reason!”Jordan’s body reacted before his mind could fully catch up. He dropped instantly, one knee hitting the carpeted floor of the box as he pulled Malaya against his chest, one large hand cradling the back of her head protectively. His jaw clenched so tight it ached as he looked down at her, then slowly lifted his gaze to Laila.Laila didn’t hesitate. She stepped forward, placing herself half a step in front of her daughter without even realizing she’d done it. Her voice was steady, controlled—but her eyes burned with fury. “She’s out of control. We were waiting for you, exactly where you told us to be. She came barreling in, bumped straight into Malaya, and then started calling me a liar.” Her lips pressed together briefly before she finished, her voice dropping into something sharp and dangerous. “And then she c
Jordan changed quickly, adrenaline still buzzing through his veins as he made his way toward the box seats. Sweat cooled against his skin as the roar of the stadium dulled behind him, replaced by the quieter, insulated hum of the private corridors. He was smiling—already replaying Malaya’s grin from the stands, the way she’d jumped when he waved—until raised voices cut through the hallway.His steps slowed.Then he heard Malaya’s voice—small, shaky, threaded with fear.Jordan’s heart dropped.He pushed through the open door of the box and froze.Malaya stood half-hidden behind Laila, her little hands clutching the back of her mother’s coat like it was the only solid thing in the room. Laila’s body was angled protectively in front of her, shoulders squared, jaw tight, eyes sharp and unyielding. She looked calm—but Jordan knew that kind of stillness. It was the kind that came right before something snapped.Across from them stood April—red-faced, furious, and shrieking loud enough that
Jordan barely felt the exhaustion as he headed into the locker room; adrenaline still thrummed through him, loud and electric beneath his skin. His muscles ached, sweat clung to him, and his chest heaved with every breath—but none of that mattered. He felt alive in a way he hadn’t in years. Focused. Grounded. Certain.Tonight hadn’t just been about football.It had been about proving something—to himself most of all.All season long, he’d been playing with a weight on his shoulders that had nothing to do with playbooks or pressure from the front office. Headlines. Whispers. The constant hum of speculation about his personal life. Every snap had felt like he was trying to outrun a past that refused to stay buried. But tonight? Tonight he’d played free.As he crossed the threshold into the locker room, the noise hit him all at once: laughter, shouting, the sharp hiss of showers turning on, cleats hitting concrete. The Bengals logo gleamed under the fluorescent lights, and for the first







