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58. Dress Decently
The front door opens and Miss Jones greets them. “Welcome, Mrs. Raptis.” Then, she looks at Cassie to give her a formal nod.
The woman has no cracks in her face despite being in her forties and Cassie admires how flawlessly her dark skin gleams.
“Hi, Mary.” Emily enters the house and hands her purse to the maid without a single glance, which Cassie finds snooty. She follows the woman in timid silence and Emily’s phone rings when they pass the entrance.
“Just a second.” She murmurs and answers the phone with exaggerated pleasure. “Hi, ma chérie. What a lovely surprise!” She walks into the living area with Cassie behind her, then disappears into an adjacent room.
The first thing Cassie notices in the living room is a blur of blue tulle fluttering at the top of the stairs. Then, tiny fingers grip the railing and she realizes it’s Lena wearing a costume.
“Sisi!” The little girl shouts, bubbling with joy like every time she sees Cassie. She comes down the stairs with rapid steps and runs toward her with cheerful giggles.
“Oh, hi sweetie.” Cassie can’t hold her own giggles back and kneels as Lena launches herself into her arms. She catches her easily and hugs this cute little girl before picking her up.
“Look! It’s sow beautiful!” Lena plays with the hem of her tulle dress. “We bought this dwress from Dizneyland!”
Oh, so Mathias sent Emily to Los Angeles with their daughter. It was Cassie’s dream place like every child when she was a little girl. However, her parents had never been able to afford a Disneyland tour.
“Oh my God, Disneyland?” Cassie feigns excitement to make the little girl happy. She immediately recognizes the Elsa costume thanks to her cousin who is a little older than Lena. “It’s such a gorgeous dress for a princess.”
The little girl squeals with joy and covers her mouth with both hands. Then she kisses Cassie’s cheek before wrapping her arms around her neck. Even her own cousin doesn’t show Cassie that much attention.
She suspects that Lena is unconsciously seeking more affection that her mother doesn’t show. Even though the little girl has a devoted father, the void of maternal love has to be carved into her. Is that why Lena gravitates toward older girls so heavily?
Cassie slowly strikes her back and the little girl looks up. Then she gasps with surprise as pointing to her T-shirt. “Stiich!”
Cassie smiles at her reaction. “Oh, do you know Lilo and Stitch?”
“Yes!” Lena bounces. “Daddy took me to the cinema. There was popcorn and candies.”
She must be mentioning the live-action movie that recently came out. “Do you know the old ones?” Cassie asks.
Lena blinks her big brown eyes. “Old ones?”
Oh, crap. That’s unacceptable.
Cassie can’t hold her nerd side back. “They are cartoons. I like them more than the one you saw.”
Lena gasps again with surprise. “I want to wotch the owld ones!” Then she suddenly leaps to her feet before Cassie sees it. Lena’s little hands grab her right wrist and pull on it. “Come on, Sisi! Let’s go wotch them!”
Cassie would love that but she isn’t here for this. “I’m sorry, Lena. We can’t right now, but I promise-”
“No, no!” The little girl looks sad with disappointment and tugs her wrist harder. “Pleez Sisi, pleez!”
“Helena.” Mrs. Raptis’s authoritative voice comes from their back. “She said no, didn’t she?”
Cassie looks at Emily’s stern cold face and gets annoyed by her eyes barren of warmth.
“But…” Lena’s lips quiver. “Mommy…”
Emily rolls her eyes as sighing in annoyance. “Mary.” She gestures to the maid and folds her arms. “Take Helena to the bathroom first, then dress her up with normal clothes.”
“Yes ma’am.” Miss Jones comes closer to the little girl and Lena clings tighter to Cassie’s wrist.
“I don’t want normal clothes.” Lena looks at her mother with sad eyes. “I want to show my dwress to daddy.”
So, Mathias isn’t home. Cassie’s shoulders relax.
“He is busy right now.” Miss Jones speaks flatly, mirroring Emily’s emotionless manner. “Let’s go to the bath-”
“No.” Lena murmurs, shrugging her little shoulder reluctantly.
Cassie doesn’t get why this is a big deal. Just let the little girl wear her dress for a while for Chris’s sake!
“Enough with your shenanigans, Helena.” Mrs. Raptis speaks with a slight anger this time and points to the stairs. “Bathroom. Now.”
Lena swallows with sadness and lets Cassie’s wrist go. Miss Jones holds her little hand and they head upstairs. Lena turns back over her shoulder, waves a hand to Cassie with misty eyes and pursed lips. Her sad expression breaks Cassie’s heart as she waves back.
What kind of mother would hurt their own daughter with such cruelty?
Cassie can’t help it and gives a side-eye to Mrs. Raptis who is watching them disappear upstairs. “Was that really necessary?”
Emily turns to her with a raised eyebrow. “Excuse me?”
“I mean…” Cassie hesitates. “She looked happy. In her dress.”
“Are you questioning my motherhood, Cassie?” Emily asks with a slow smile that doesn’t reach her eyes.
Yes. Cassie wants to say. I am questioning your non-motherhood.
“No.” Instead, she holds her words back. “Of course not. But my mother would never forbid-”
“If I don’t forbid funny clothing now…” Emily walks toward her slowly, her gaze sweeps over Cassie from head to toe. “She will never learn how to dress decently, will she?”
That arrogant witch.
Cassie struggles to keep her back straight. Swallowing, she fights to maintain eye contact with Emily Raptis. There is nothing she can give her as an answer at this point. Why couldn’t she just keep her mouth shut?!
The woman tilts her head to the side and reaches Cassie’s face, twirling a lock of hair that slipped from her messy bun. It’s like a power play for Emily Raptis, she did it in the L’etoile Pastry, and she used to do it when Cassie was a teenage girl.
“Don’t get me wrong.” Mrs. Raptis says with feigned compassion, examining Cassie’s face. “You are decent in your own way, but-” Suddenly, she goes silent. Letting her hair go, Emily’s fingertips brush Cassie’s neck with a surprised expression. “Well, well.” The woman laughs with sassy excitement. “You are not that decent, are you?”
“I.. excuse me?” Cassie stutters, the woman’s weird attitude makes her uncomfortable.
Emily's wicked smile widens and this time she jabs a finger at Cassie's neck. “Someone had fun last night, huh?”
What is she talking-
Oh, God. The hickey.
Cassie recoils, slapping a hand over the left side of her neck. “It is… it’s just…” Her brain scrambles as she stammers with anxiety. “... just an allergy.”
Emily blinks, then bursts into shrill laughter. “Jesus Christ. You think I’m that stupid, Miss Hardwin?” She gets closer to her, eyes glinting with abasement. “It’s obvious you were making some boy very happy when I was sending those texts.”
Cassie swallows, her cheeks are burning. “It’s… I…” Then she manages to say. “It’s not your business.”
“I’m just trying to help, sweetie.” Emily keeps making fun of her situation. “You should’ve used a cold metal spoon over it instead of that cheap foundation from a dollar store. You can only fool your mother with it.”
Cassie exhales with embarrassment, she feels weak for being exposed in front of Emily Raptis with a tender situation like this.
The woman doesn’t let it go as if this is an entertainment for her and she leans in closer. “Let me see how bad it is.”
“No.” Cassie takes a step back as the stubborn woman reaches her neck.
“Come on, don’t be shy.” Emily rolls her eyes and grabs her shoulder, making Cassie want to yell.
“What the hell is going on here?”
Emily freezes instantly after hearing that stern voice which cuts through the room like a blade. She looks over Cassie’s shoulder and the mocking expression on her face vanishes.
Cassie is also frozen on her feet but unlike Emily, that familiar male voice spreads something warm inside her chest.
Mathias is here.
It’s not easy to soothe Lena this time. Whenever she witnesses her mother yelling, the little girl totally freaks out. Since she heard Emily's menace threats while waiting outside the door, Lena is scared of her mother even more than her nightmare. It was a shock for Mathias too and it sobered him up in an instant. Now he is lying down on Lena's tiny bed that he can barely fit on, while his daughter is sleeping on his chest like a little rabbit. Mathias waits until she falls asleep, then slowly slides out of the bed, careful not to wake her. He tucks the Smurfette plush under Lena's arm, kisses her forehead, and pulls the pink blanket up over her small body. He lingers for a moment, looking down at his daughter-curled up with her tiny fists tucked under her cheek, all innocence. Lena’s lashes are still wet, but her expression is peaceful now. Mathias hopes she’s done with the nightmares for the night, and wishes her only the kind of joyful dreams that every child deserv
Mathias pushes her panties down and down, and Cassie moves her legs to discard them.There are only his boxer briefs between their intimate parts now. He needs to take off his own underwear as well, however…Something doesn't feel right.Something is odd, he can feel it, but his hips don't stop moving, seeking the relief between her thighs.Her lips make Mathias feel like he’s kissing plastic, yet he searches for that sweet aroma inside her mouth… The blaring moans of hers irritate his ears, but he tries to hear those musical notes in them… Her skin emanates the fragrance of dark orchid, but Mathias is hoping to smell soft vanilla…He can't.Why did all these unique assets of Cassie just disappear? Is she hiding them from Mathias? Another teasing game of this girl? If the alcohol is causing this numbness, he can swear he will never get drunk again.While Mathias tries to feel that familiar warmth again, her hands take over his mission, sliding toward his waist and pushing his boxer br
“Touch me.” Emily impatiently moans on his lap. She grabs Mathias’s hand, placing it over her breast. He squeezes her lace covered mound, it feels like grabbing a toy. While Emily kisses his face, Mathias thinks about how Cassie’s soft boobs had filled his hands. Imagining her milky softness inside his palm, he squeezes Emily’s breast again, this time with a flicker of desire. His cock slightly awakens, making his presence known below Emily’s daring body. When he pinches that hardened bud through the lace between his fingers, Emily gasps and pulls his hair. “Yes.” She moans and undulates her hips faster. “Touch me, my love.” Hearing her voice drags Mathias’s foggy mind out of that fantasy about Cassie and he opens his eyes to find Emily grinding against his lap. He sighs, irritated, and tries to focus on his mission to end it as soon as possible. Knowing her soft spots, Mathias decides to end this action quickly by driving Emily wild. His hands slide up her back and he gi
Mathias stands in front of the door to the primary bedroom, his head spinning slightly.He needs to trust the magic of the alcohol and end this session without any harm- just like he does every time.But tonight, something feels… different.He has never been this reluctant before sleeping with Emily during all those years. And right now, he really doesn't want to step into that room.The same ritual.The same woman.The same suffocating numbness.Then, out of nowhere, where is this feeling coming from?Such a contrasting situation compared to last night, the minutes he'd been impatiently counting down to see Cassie.Just thinking about that sweet girl and how warm her skin was between his arms, and his wife waiting for Mathias he has no desire to touch makes him want to turn away, go to his office and sleep alone.However, Emily wouldn't forgive this.Mathias pinches the bridge of his nose and shuts his eyes tight. “Just get it over with already.” He murmurs to himself and opens the do
Mathias is surprised by her maturity, Cassie could have told him to fuck off. If he did such a thing to Emily tonight, oh boy, he would be screwed. Cassie, on the other hand, didn’t react with burning anger or insult him. He reaches his couch and lies down on it, closing his eyes to clear his mind of unpleasant memories from Emily’s past turmoil. After about half an hour, his eyes snapped open at the sound coming from the hallway. The rushed, tiny steps approach the door before it swings open, revealing little Lena. Mathias smiles upon seeing his little dove, God he’s missed her. But what is that pile of tulle wrapped around her little body? “Daddy! Look at my new-” Her feet tangle in the hem of her dress and Lena suddenly falls face down with a loud thud. Her tiny hands slam onto the carpet as her little body hits the floor. “Lena!” Mathias rushes toward his daughter in panic and grabs her little arms. Before she even gets on her feet, Lena tilts her head up and laughs
Cassie is cursing herself as she grabs the door handle of Mathias’s home office. The man already told her over the phone that they wouldn’t meet for a while. But still, Cassie asked him to come to her room like a helpless delulu. And of course, Mathias rejected her. Does she sound too clingy? Is he thinking about changing his mind to meet Cassie again? Mathias didn’t even kiss her… Is this silly T-shirt the reason? Gritting her teeth, she turns the handle, pride broken.Why didn't she go to Avra’s room right away after arriving at this house? She let Emily Raptis make fun of her and just waited for Mathias to come home- only to show herself as a puerile girl in her cartoon-printed T-shirt to him with. The man is looking dashing in his tracksuit and the top that hugs his muscled chest. He is so effortlessly masculine in every outfit, but Cassie…As if their age gap isn’t emphasizing how odd their relation is, Mathias even compared Cassie to his daughter for her nerdy clothes. His