Chapter 25****Amira****As I watched Alex lay on the bed, I felt a well of anger rise up inside me. "This is all his fault," I thought to myself . "If Andre hadn't come into our lives, everything would be fine. We would have our perfect, peace , and my life would be on track. But now everything was in disarray, and I couldn’t help but feel like it's all because of him." I struggled to push down my anger, but it was a difficult task. I had never felt so angry and hurt before.Alex’s recovery was slow and painful. He underwent several surgeries and rounds of chemotherapy, and the side effects were difficult to bear. He lost his hair, his energy, and his appetite. But through it all, he never lost his spirit. He was determined to fight for himself and for me, and to come out on the other side a stronger person. Even on the hardest days, he would find a way to make me smile. And through it all, our love for each other only grew.Just when I thought that Alex and I might finally be able
Chapter 26*****Amira********I spoke to an agency in the city, and they agreed to send of the staff to come and help me in caring for Alex. I found a new staff of the the caregiving agency who was eager to help, and I began to train hee in the basics of Alex’s care. I showed her how to change his sheets, give him his medications, and make sure he was comfortable. I also made sure to tell her how important it was to be patient and kind, even when Alex was difficult to deal with.I quickly made plans for my children to join us in Dubia. I have missed them so much and I couldn’t wait for them to join me. I was scared for their lives but I can bear to see them growing over there without my guidance.****************I stood at the airport, anxiously awaiting the arrival of my children who would be landing anytime soon. I had butterflies in my stomach, both from excitement and nerves. I had been looking forward to this day for so long, and I hoped that everything would go smoothly. I spott
Chapter 27•••••••Amira****We stayed to our satisfaction, I was happy to see the beautiful smiles on everyone’s face, my children loved the outing . This few moments spent with them made me realize how much I have missed me and how much they just have missed the bond of a mother. I was happy that I did this for them, even though I do not know what the future held. As we family drove back home, we stopped at a gas station to fill up the car. I walked inside to pay, I saw a familiar face behind the counter. It was Derrick , my ex-boyfriend. Since we broken up a few years ago, I haven’t seen him since. I wasn't sure what to say or do, so she just smiled and said hello. Derrick wearily smiled back, and there was a moment of awkward silence. Finally, I broke the tension. "It's good to see you," I said.Derrick started to say something, but I quickly cut him off. "I don't have time to chat," I said. "I need to get back on the road." Derelict looked surprised but he nodded. "Of course,
Chapter 28******Amira******Alex got up and walked to the window, looking out at the night sky. I could see his reflection in the glass, and I could see the pain and the hurt in his eyes. I wanted to reach out to him, to comfort him, but I knew that I had caused this pain. I just had to wait and hope that he would understand. After a few minutes, Alex turned around and looked at me. "Thank you for being honest with me," he said. "I know that it was hard for you, and I appreciate your stand."Alex walked back over to the couch and sat down next to me. He took my hand in his and looked me in the eyes. "I love you," he said. "And I know that you love me too. We're a team, and we'll get through this together. I just need some time to adjust to this new information." I felt a sense of relief wash over me. I knew that this was just the beginning of a difficult journey, but I also knew that I and Alex would be okay. We would work through this together, just as we have always done.Alex and
Chapter 29“*****Amira*****As the days progresses inot months. Each passing day Alex’s health continued to decline, at an instant it would be fine and then the next minute it will be so bad and it became clear that he would not be able to recover. I was devastated, but I did everything I could to make him comfortable. I arranged for hospice care, and I spent every minute with him that I could. I held his hand, I read to him, and I talked to him about our life together. I told him how much I loved him, and how grateful I was for the time we had together. I told him that I would always carry him in her heart.As I sat by Alex’s bedside, I thought about how quickly life can change. One moment, everything can be going well, and the next, everything can be turned upside down. I thought about all the plans we had made, all the things we had wanted to do, and all the dreams we had had for the future. I realized that life is unpredictable, and that the only thing we can really control is h
Chapter 30*****Amira*****One day, I had an idea. I wanted to do something to honor Alex’s memory, and I wanted to do something that would make a difference in the world. I decided to start a foundation in his name, dedicated to helping people who were struggling with grief. I knew that this was something that would have meant a lot to Alex, and I hoped that it would make a difference in the lives of others. I felt a sense of purpose and meaning, and I knew that I was doing something important.The day of the foundation's opening, I was nervous. I wasn't sure if anyone would come, or if the foundation would be successful. But as I stood in front of the gathered crowd, I felt a sense of hope. I gave a speech about Alex, and about the importance of helping those who were grieving and needed help. I was proud of what I had accomplished, and I was grateful for the support of my new friends and family. After the speech, I mingled with the guests, and I felt a sense of joy. I had done som
Chapter 31****Amira****Suddenly, there was a knock at the door. I went to answer it, wondering who it could be. I opened the door, and was surprised to see a Derrick , he looked handsome in his black suit but still wore a sad look standing there. He had dark hair and piercing blue eyes, and he was smiling at her. "Good morning," he said. And I felt my heart skip a beat. I had no idea why he came, but I was scared "Good morning," I replied, and Derrick stepped inside. "I'm sorry to intrude, but I was hoping to talk to you,""I heard about what happened to Alex, and I wanted to offer my condolences. I know this is a difficult time for you, and I just wanted to let you know that I'm here if you need anything." I was touched by his words, and I felt a sense of gratitude well up inside me. "Thank you," I said, "that's very kind of you." Derrick smiled at me.His presence reminded me of Alpha Andre, Kimora and the Pack, As I looked at Derrick across the table, I couldn’t help but feel
Chapter 32*********Amira******Deep in my mind, I knew had made a mistake by getting involved with Derrick . I had known he was married, but I had let my heart overrule my head. Now, I was paying the price for my selfishness by getting insulted by his mother . I felt angry at myself , and I was angry at Derrick’s mother for being so judgmental. I could feel the conflict within me. On one hand, my mind was telling me that it was best to let Derrick go and move on with my life. He was married, after all, and it was the right thing to do. But on the other hand, my heart was telling me something different. I felt a strong connection to Derrick, and I didn't want to give that up. I felt torn, and I didn't know what to do.I knew I had to make a decision, but I didn't know how to move forward. I closed her eyes and tried to clear my mind. In that moment of stillness, I heard a voice inside me. It was a quiet voice, but it was clear and strong. "Follow your heart," it said. I opened my ey