Unexpected 18: Date (Part 1)

I LOOK at the wristwatch I'm wearing. Until now, I'm still here in my room and wondering if I'll show up for the date they prepared for Zandy and me. It's six o'clock in the afternoon and mom said our date at a well-known restaurant is at eight o'clock.

I closed my eyes tightly while lying on my bed. The man I saw earlier in the mall came back to my mind. I opened my eyes and saw the white ceiling.

"Roven," I said. Why do I still feel pain to this day? But I also know that despite the pain, there is longing and joy that appears in my heart. It's been over a year since I last saw Roven and earlier, when I saw him, I didn't know how to feel. Will I be angry or happy because I saw him?

I shook my head several times. My mind is once again confused because of Roven. I shouldn't care about him anymore but why do I still feel this way? Why can't he get out of my mind?

I can't deny that I want to talk to him and ask him everything. I also want to hear his side, his explanation. I'm left with