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«ADRIAN POV»The Dark Howl Pack was quiet now. My warriors had pulled back, and the rogues had begun retreating as well. But I remained frozen in place in the building where I hid, I hadn't fully left, and my red eyes centered on Clara’s fading figure.My mate… my beautiful mate. I could have fought her. I could have taken her down. But I didn’t.Not because of guilt. Not because of pain.But because of what I smelled.It was faint, mixed with the the the stench of blood and cinnamon, but unmistakable.She was pregnant.I clenched my hands, my chest tightened painfully.Clara was pregnant with Pups.She was carrying someone else’s children.I couldn’t breathe for a moment. The realization hit me harder than any blow ever had.I had spent months drowning in regret, believing the Moon Goddess had punished me by taking my mate away. I had thought Clara was dead, and that I killed her.But she didn't die.She was alive. Thriving. She'd moved on. And now, she carried another man’s pups.
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«CLARA POV»Everything is happening so fast.One moment, I am in the car, struggling to breathe through the sharp pain in my belly. The next, I am being wheeled into the Rogue Hospital, my vision blurring from the sweat dripping down my face. My body trembles uncontrollably.Pain rips through me, making it impossible to think clearly. My clothes cling to my skin, soaked in sweat.I barely notice the rogue nurses around me as they wheel me through the hospital wards. My stomach cramps painfully, and I let out a sharp cry, my hand gripping Brandon’s arm tightly.“Clara, just hold on a little longer,” Brandon says, his voice filled with worry.I want to answer him, but I can’t. The pain is too much. It feels like my body is being torn apart.Brandon bites his lips, and then he says with struggle, as if he can't bear to leave me alone, “I will be right back, Clara. I just need you to keep holding on.”Before I can muster a word, he is already marching out of the ward. The nurses bow and g
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«CLARA POV»I don’t know how to process this.No, no. How could this be?How could it be that I have just given birth to Adrian’s child?Why is the Moon Goddess so cruel?How could I be pregnant for a man who shattered my heart, who left me to die without a second thought?My whole body trembles, my fingers tightening around the soft fur cloth wrapped around my son. My son… but not Lusaka’s.A sick feeling curls in my stomach.I have failed.I have made a deal with Lusaka—to give him an heir in exchange for my revenge. And now, I have broken that promise. I have brought another man’s child into this world, a child who shouldn’t even exist.I can’t keep him.I can’t keep this child, not when he is a reminder of everything I have lost. A reminder of the man who has cast me aside.A reminder of a love that should have died long ago.No.I still want revenge. I still want to see Adrian suffer the way he has made me suffer. I can’t let this child tie me to him.Taking a deep breath, I lift
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«ADRIAN POV» I lock myself in my office for days, drowning in paperwork, trying to distract myself from the storm raging in my mind. But no matter how hard I work, I can’t escape the memory of seeing Clara again—standing before me, stronger than ever, leading an army of rogues against my pack. And then, the worst part. She is pregnant. With Lusaka’s pups. The thought sends a sharp pain through my chest. I tell myself I don’t care, that I have moved on too. But deep down, I feel… betrayed. Has she really loved me at all? Has she already known Lusaka before I banished her? Or has she run into his arms the moment she left? I hate these thoughts. I don’t want to believe she cheated on me when she was still my Luna. But the questions won’t stop. I clench my jaw and push those thoughts away. Now isn’t the time to dwell on the past. My pack is in danger. The calamity that started with Dark Howl is spreading fast, and the other packs—both neighboring and far away—ar
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«ADRIAN POV» Alpha Bennet’s face pales. His body jerks back, and he staggers before crashing into his seat. His throat bobs as he gulps hard, his arrogance disappearing in an instant. The courtroom is silent for a moment. Then, like a pack of hungry wolves, the other Alphas pounce. “Alpha Adrian, Bennet is right. Clara should have been executed the moment she was found guilty of being the wolf cursed by the Moon Goddess!” one barks, slamming his fist on the table. “This is all your fault, Adrian!” another accuses, his voice harsh with anger. “You spared her, and now look at what she has become—the Queen of Rogues!” A murmur of agreement spreads across the room. I sit still, my face unreadable, my hands still clenched into fists beneath the table. I let them speak. I let them spew their rage. “She attacks our packs!” a deep voice roars. “She takes our land! Steals from our people! My warriors died at the hands of those damn rogues she commands!” “And if that wasn’t eno
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«ADRIAN POV» The pack witch turns to the elders, addressing them like I’m not even in the room. “I ask you all,” she continues, “how long will we let this calamity destroy us while we wait for an Alpha who refuses to act?” Whispers erupt around the room. Some of the council members nod in agreement. Others hesitate, their gazes glancing toward me. She stands and takes a step forward. “Our packs are suffering, just like the rest of the other packs too. Our people are dying. Yet our Alpha,” she pauses, her lips curling, “hesitates.” I clench my fists. She turns to face me directly, her eyes filled with false concern. “This is not an easy decision, Adrian, I understand that,” she says, her voice low but loud enough for everyone to hear. “But an Alpha must make sacrifices for the good of his pack.” I stare at her silently, but deep inside, I know what she’s doing. She wants me to crumble. To break. To give in and accept Clara’s death as the only way to keep my title
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A faint smirk appears on the side of my mouth as I drum my fingers playfully on the table while watching them display their foolishness. “Come on, Adrian,” Ryan quickly walks back to my side, speaking with urgency. “For goddess fuckin’ sake, say something,” he mutters through gritted teeth, his voice tight with anger. However, I remain quiet, my cold eyes calculating as I observe the council while they drown in their own feat. I let the weight of the moment sink in. I look intently at Uncle Marcus, then at Andromeda, then at the elders who have stood by my side for years… And now? They have all turned their backs on me, and I immediately feel something churn inside me… Something that makes me question everything. The prophecy. Clara. Is it even real, or have I been played all along? Is Clara really the curse, or is the real curse sitting right in front of me? A slow, bitter realization settles deep in my bones. I have been lied to, and that has made me betray my mate.
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«ADRIAN POV»The court meeting is over. The Alphas have returned to their packs, and the council of elders has left, but their words still echo in my head. They want Clara dead. I step out of the courtroom, taking a deep breath as the cool evening breeze hits my face. My feet carry me toward the village town, away from the suffocating weight of politics and betrayals. As I look around my pack, I see the destruction spreading. The once-thriving land looks cursed. Burnt patches of earth stretch across the territory. Houses are cracking, falling apart. The air smells of smoke and decay. The people pause when they see me, and I feel their cold stares. Some talk among themselves. Others turn away, as if my presence disgusts them. I know why. Someone has told them about my decision in the courtroom. Someone has twisted the truth, making me look weak, like a traitor to my pack. Making it seem like I’m not concerned about their well-being. My suspicion leads to Andromeda and M
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«CLARA POV»The morning air was heavy with smoke and the smell of blood. I stood on the broken podium, looking at the crowd. The whole pack was there—rogues and freeborn wolves mixed together. Last night’s battle had left scars—deep ones. It had left the in place in ruins. Buildings were burned. Walls had crumbled. Warriors limped. Pack members in silence. But we were still standing. In the middle of it all, a stage had been set.The whole pack was gathered now, standing in front of the stage. Men, women, children… all with tired eyes. Some held each other. Others stood alone. But every face turned toward me.I stood on the podium, my heart racing inside my chest. My fingers were cold, even though the sun was shining. Lusaka stood on my left. Adrian stood on my right. I could feel their quiet strength behind me.I took a deep breath and stepped forward.My boots clicked softly against the wood as I reached the edge. I glanced down at the crowd who once called me the cursed Wolf. S
Hers To Ruin: Too Late For Regrets Alpha! She's dead
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«CLARA’s POV»I ran into the pack mansion, ignoring the way my heart thudded in my chest like it wanted to break free. My boots echoed loudly against the staircases, each step rushed, each breath tight.“Adrian!” I called, but no one answered. My voice bounced against the empty walls, hollow and small.Where was he?I ran down the hallway, pushing open doors, turning corners too fast. Panic clawed at my chest the more I searched. My eyes darted around wildly—everywhere I searched, he wasn’t there.“Where is he?” I muttered under my breath, stopping in the middle of the hallway. My hands flew to my hair, tugging at it in frustration. I didn’t even know what I would say when I found him—I just knew I had to find him.Defeated, I turned to head back and then… I slammed right into something solid.Fuck! My head hit it hard and I hissed in pain, stumbling backward.“Ugh! What the hell—”But my voice died in my throat.It wasn’t a wall, it was a chest. A broad, warm chest.I blinked, start
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