LOGINThe café was too loud.
Adrian sat tucked in a corner booth, fingers wrapped tightly around a chipped mug of black coffee. His hoodie was pulled up over his ears, not for warmth, but to keep the noise out. The place buzzed with life—steaming milk, clinking plates, chatter—but all of it felt like static behind glass. He hadn’t planned to be here. After the power outage last night, he’d panicked, thrown on clothes, and left his apartment without thinking. He walked for blocks until he found somewhere with lights still on, people moving, the illusion of safety. Now he wasn’t sure if it was a good idea. His back ached from sleeping sitting up, and the caffeine burned his empty stomach. He hadn’t spoken a word to anyone all morning, but it didn’t matter. Blending in was all he wanted. Until the bell over the door rang. Adrian glanced up automatically. And then froze. The man who entered wasn’t particularly tall or loud. He wasn’t wearing anything that stood out—just a black jacket, dark jeans, and gloves despite the mild weather. But something about him snared Adrian’s attention and held it hostage. He had dark hair, slightly tousled, a clean jawline, and a calm, unreadable expression. His eyes swept across the café like he was searching for something. Or someone. Adrian’s blood turned to ice when those eyes landed on him—and stayed. The stranger tilted his head slightly, lips quirking into something that wasn’t quite a smile. Then he began walking toward him. Adrian’s pulse jumped. No. No, this was just a stranger. A customer. He’d find a table and sit down and that would be the end of it. Coincidence. But the man didn’t stop at any other table. He stopped at his. “Mind if I sit?” the man asked, voice low and smooth. Adrian blinked. “Uh… I—sure.” The man slid into the seat across from him like they did this every Sunday. “I hate places like this,” he said, looking around. “Too loud. But I saw the lights on. Didn’t want to go back home just yet.” Adrian didn’t know what to say. His tongue felt heavy. Every instinct told him to run—but nothing about this man screamed danger. Not out loud, anyway. The stranger extended a gloved hand across the table. “Evan.” Adrian’s throat went dry. He hesitated, then slowly reached out. “Adrian.” Their hands touched—only for a second—but it was enough. Adrian pulled away like he’d been shocked. Evan just smiled. “Nice to meet you.” There was something wrong with that smile. It was soft. Easy. But behind it was something deeper. Like he knew Adrian. Like he liked knowing Adrian. “Do you come here often?” Evan asked, glancing toward the counter. “Not really,” Adrian said, his voice rasping from disuse. “Just… needed to be around people.” Evan nodded. “Same.” A silence settled between them, not awkward—but intentional. Adrian looked away first. “You okay?” Evan asked after a moment. Adrian looked back, startled. “Why would you ask that?” “You look tired. A little shaken.” His heart hammered. “Rough night.” “Bad dreams?” Adrian froze. Evan backtracked, casually sipping his coffee. “Sorry. Didn’t mean to pry.” But he had pried. He’d poked something raw. Adrian wrapped his fingers tighter around his mug. “Do I… do we know each other?” Evan looked up, face unreadable. “No. Should we?” Adrian searched his expression, trying to place the voice, the eyes, the way he tilted his head. It was all familiar. Too familiar. “No?,” he said, but it sounded more like a question. Evan’s smile returned—smaller this time, softer. “I’m told I have one of those faces.” Adrian offered a weak smile, though it didn’t reach his eyes. They sat in silence for a while longer. Evan didn’t press him with questions. He didn’t push. He just existed across the table like he belonged there, drinking his coffee, occasionally glancing out the window like he wasn’t waiting for anything. But Adrian could feel it. There was a quiet intensity to him. A focus. Like he was cataloguing every detail—every movement, every flicker of emotion. Like he’d been doing it for a long time. Eventually, Evan stood. “It was good to meet you, Adrian.” He said it like a promise. Adrian nodded slowly. Evan hesitated. Then reached into his jacket and placed something on the table. A silver lighter. Simple. Elegant. Engraved with a small white lily. Adrian’s breath caught in his throat. Evan smiled. “You dropped that when you were leaving last night. Thought you might want it back.” And with that, he walked away. Adrian sat frozen in the booth for a full minute after the bell above the door jingled shut behind Evan. He had never owned a lighter.The night air was heavy with the scent of jasmine drifting in from the balcony, the city lights flickering below like a thousand tiny promises. Adrian leaned against the railing, the satin fabric of his wedding suit pressing softly against his skin, yet all he could feel was the weight of Evan’s presence behind him. One arm wrapped possessively around his waist, the other hand gently brushing the side of his neck, threading through his hair.“You’re breathtaking,” Evan murmured, his lips grazing the curve of Adrian’s ear, sending shivers cascading down his spine. “Every damn day I get to see you, I fall deeper.”Adrian turned slightly, pressing his back against Evan’s chest, letting himself be held. For once, there was no tension, no lurking danger—only the firm, commanding warmth of the man he had loved through every fear, every battle, every obsessive whisper that had once terrified him.“I can’t believe this is real,” Adrian whispered, his voice trembling slightly. “I thought… I th
The chapel was small, sun streaming through stained glass, casting colorful patterns across the polished wooden pews. Flowers adorned every surface, soft lilacs and roses mingling in delicate bouquets. It was simple, intimate—the kind of wedding Adrian had always quietly dreamed of, and Evan had learned to honor.Evan stood at the altar, hands clasped in front of him, calm and composed. Not the maniacal, obsessive version of himself Adrian had endured. No, this was Evan tempered by six months of reflection, therapy, and restraint. Yet, beneath the restraint, a quiet possessiveness lingered—an intensity Adrian had come to crave rather than fear.Adrian walked down the aisle, his dress flowing, a nervous but radiant smile on his face. Each step was deliberate, but his eyes never left Evan. When he reached the altar, their hands met, fingers interlocking with ease and familiarity.“I promise,” Evan whispered, voice low so only Adrian could hear, “to love you wholly, fiercely, but careful
Six months. Six months of silence. Six months of empty apartment walls that had once echoed with Adrian’s laughter. Six months of staring at invitations, floral arrangements, and wedding mock-ups that had become artifacts of obsession, now gathering dust in the corner of his meticulously ordered living room. The first week had been unbearable. He had woken every morning expecting Adrian to be there, to wake next to him, to argue over breakfast, to laugh at some mundane joke that only the two of them found funny. The apartment was hollow without him. The bed was too large. The sunlight too harsh. Even the smell of his own cologne, lingering on the sheets, had turned into a cruel reminder of absence. He had tried to call. Once, twice, ten times. But each attempt had ended in nothing but silence, a cold void on the other side of the line. Adrian had vanished into Thailand with a resolve that Evan had underestimated. The man he loved—his anchor, his obsession, his life—had chosen space
The apartment hummed with the meticulous energy Evan always carried, a symphony of clinking cutlery, whispered phone calls, and the low, deliberate hum of his thoughts manifesting in plans, lists, and schedules. Every corner of the living room displayed color-coded binders, magazine tear-outs, and mock-up invitations. He moved through the chaos like a predator in his domain, sleek, confident, unshakable. Adrian watched from the couch, a hollow ache nestled deep in his chest. He had spent weeks convincing himself that this—this obsessive planning, this smothering care—was love. That surrendering to Evan fully meant happiness. Yet Naomi’s words, soft but insistent, replayed in his mind with unnerving clarity: “You can’t live with that intensity forever. Not now. Not yet.” He had tried to push the thought away, clinging to the warmth of Evan’s presence, the ease with which the man made life feel both dangerous and safe. But the truth had been creeping in like a slow, insistent tide. Ad
The morning sunlight filtered through the tall windows of Evan’s apartment, casting long, warm streaks across the living room. Adrian stirred in the bed, half-wrapped in the cocoon of Evan’s arms, half in the haze of unease that had followed him since Naomi’s warning the night before. Evan was already awake, dressed sharply in a crisp white shirt, sleeves rolled to reveal strong forearms. He moved around with calculated ease, checking his laptop, jotting down notes in a sleek leather planner. Adrian watched silently, heart tightening, mesmerized by the balance of calm authority and unspoken obsession Evan carried with him. “Morning,” Evan murmured without looking up, voice low and soothing. “Sleep well?” Adrian hesitated, tugging the blanket around his shoulders. “As well as I could.” Evan finally glanced at him, lips curving slightly. “Good. Because we have a lot to do today.” Adrian’s stomach knotted. “Do what?” Evan’s smile was calm, almost dangerous in its serenity. “Wedding
The apartment was unusually quiet that evening. Evan had been uncharacteristically gentle all day, his usual obsessive tendencies slightly muted, though never gone. He moved around with a soft precision—fixing Adrian’s coffee just the way he liked it, smoothing the collar of his shirt, tucking a stray strand of hair behind Adrian’s ear. Every action, every glance, seemed designed to anchor Adrian in safety and comfort.Adrian sat on the couch, feet tucked beneath him, a book in his lap. He’d been reading for hours but hardly remembered the words. His mind kept drifting to Evan—the soft way he had kissed him goodbye that morning, the careful, almost tender way he held him when Adrian had lingered too long at the window.It was… unsettling.Evan finally settled beside him, arms wrapping around Adrian’s shoulders in a possessive embrace. The contrast between the gentle warmth and the intensity in Evan’s eyes was disarming. Adrian tilted his head back against Evan’s chest, heart hammering







