LOGINAdrian sat on the edge of his bed, the sketchbook still open on his lap, pages fluttering slightly from the draft slipping in through the cracked window. His phone rested beside him, untouched for the past two hours. Notifications glowed on the screen—texts from Jace, a missed call, one voicemail—but he couldn’t bring himself to look at any of them.
His attention was fixed on one name. Riley Morgan. His therapist. The one person who had been a constant since the spiral began. The only person Adrian had allowed into the rawest parts of his mind. He hadn’t messaged her in days. Not since the flower. Not since the voice. But now, after the sketchbook, the transcript, the video—after everything—he needed her. He opened the secure therapy app on his phone, fingers stiff and cold. Her name wasn’t in his contacts list. Weird. He tapped the support chat. "Unable to find contact." He tried her direct link. "Therapist no longer available." His chest tightened. He opened his email and searched her name. Nothing. He scrolled through dozens of messages until he found an old thread—but when he tapped it, the body of the email was blank. He switched to his laptop, digging through backups, recovery files, hidden folders. Gone. Every conversation. Every shared journal. Every note she’d sent. All of it—erased. Panic crept up his throat. He texted the clinic number she used to send reminders from. Adrian: Hi, I’m trying to reach Riley Morgan. I think something’s wrong. He hit send and stared at the blinking cursor. Five minutes passed. Then ten. No reply. He tried calling. The line rang. Once. Twice. Then cut off with a mechanical tone. “Number not in service.” He stood up, knocking the sketchbook off his lap, pages fanning across the floor like broken feathers. “No,” he whispered. “No, no, no—” He opened his contacts. Scrolled. No Riley. Not even her name. He ran into the bathroom, turned on the faucet, splashed cold water on his face. He stared into the mirror, breath coming fast and shallow. What was happening? Had she quit? Had something happened to her? Had she— No. He didn’t want to finish that thought. Then he saw it. On the mirror. A message. Fogged into the glass, as if someone had written it with their fingertip while the room was humid, waiting for it to reappear in condensation. Four words: “She talked too much.” Adrian staggered back, heart slamming against his ribs. He hadn’t written that. He never touched the mirror with wet fingers. Ever. His mouth opened, but no sound came. The message slowly faded as the mirror cleared—but it had burned itself into his mind. “She talked too much.” Riley was gone. Not just unavailable. Not unreachable. Removed. Erased. Adrian collapsed onto the floor, knees hitting cold tile. The air in the bathroom suddenly felt thick and impossible to swallow. His skin prickled. His vision blurred. This wasn’t fear anymore. It was helplessness. He tried to call Jace. Hands shaking. No answer. He tried again. Voicemail. He didn’t leave a message. What would he even say? “I think my stalker deleted my therapist from existence”? His eyes stung. His jaw ached from clenching it. Adrian pulled himself back to his feet, hands gripping the edge of the sink. He stared into his own face—pale, hollow-eyed, cracking from the inside out. Who could even do something like this? Who had that kind of access? The video. The sketchbook. The transcript. Now Riley. Each piece was another corner of his life, taken and twisted. Adrian felt like he was being dismantled, one piece at a time. He didn’t even feel like a person anymore. He felt like a project. A creation. A possession. He left the bathroom slowly, quietly, like trying not to disturb something already watching. The apartment was still. Too still. His phone buzzed. He jumped. It was a text. Unknown Number: “Therapy doesn’t suit you. You open up better for me.” Adrian’s hands clenched so hard around the phone that his knuckles turned white. He didn’t respond. Couldn’t. But in his mind, he saw Evan’s face again—the gentle smile, the calm eyes, the way he had leaned forward at the café like they were old friends. Like Adrian belonged to him. He sank onto the couch, heart still pounding, and finally let the tears come. For Riley. For himself. For whatever version of his life he had left.The night air was heavy with the scent of jasmine drifting in from the balcony, the city lights flickering below like a thousand tiny promises. Adrian leaned against the railing, the satin fabric of his wedding suit pressing softly against his skin, yet all he could feel was the weight of Evan’s presence behind him. One arm wrapped possessively around his waist, the other hand gently brushing the side of his neck, threading through his hair.“You’re breathtaking,” Evan murmured, his lips grazing the curve of Adrian’s ear, sending shivers cascading down his spine. “Every damn day I get to see you, I fall deeper.”Adrian turned slightly, pressing his back against Evan’s chest, letting himself be held. For once, there was no tension, no lurking danger—only the firm, commanding warmth of the man he had loved through every fear, every battle, every obsessive whisper that had once terrified him.“I can’t believe this is real,” Adrian whispered, his voice trembling slightly. “I thought… I th
The chapel was small, sun streaming through stained glass, casting colorful patterns across the polished wooden pews. Flowers adorned every surface, soft lilacs and roses mingling in delicate bouquets. It was simple, intimate—the kind of wedding Adrian had always quietly dreamed of, and Evan had learned to honor.Evan stood at the altar, hands clasped in front of him, calm and composed. Not the maniacal, obsessive version of himself Adrian had endured. No, this was Evan tempered by six months of reflection, therapy, and restraint. Yet, beneath the restraint, a quiet possessiveness lingered—an intensity Adrian had come to crave rather than fear.Adrian walked down the aisle, his dress flowing, a nervous but radiant smile on his face. Each step was deliberate, but his eyes never left Evan. When he reached the altar, their hands met, fingers interlocking with ease and familiarity.“I promise,” Evan whispered, voice low so only Adrian could hear, “to love you wholly, fiercely, but careful
Six months. Six months of silence. Six months of empty apartment walls that had once echoed with Adrian’s laughter. Six months of staring at invitations, floral arrangements, and wedding mock-ups that had become artifacts of obsession, now gathering dust in the corner of his meticulously ordered living room. The first week had been unbearable. He had woken every morning expecting Adrian to be there, to wake next to him, to argue over breakfast, to laugh at some mundane joke that only the two of them found funny. The apartment was hollow without him. The bed was too large. The sunlight too harsh. Even the smell of his own cologne, lingering on the sheets, had turned into a cruel reminder of absence. He had tried to call. Once, twice, ten times. But each attempt had ended in nothing but silence, a cold void on the other side of the line. Adrian had vanished into Thailand with a resolve that Evan had underestimated. The man he loved—his anchor, his obsession, his life—had chosen space
The apartment hummed with the meticulous energy Evan always carried, a symphony of clinking cutlery, whispered phone calls, and the low, deliberate hum of his thoughts manifesting in plans, lists, and schedules. Every corner of the living room displayed color-coded binders, magazine tear-outs, and mock-up invitations. He moved through the chaos like a predator in his domain, sleek, confident, unshakable. Adrian watched from the couch, a hollow ache nestled deep in his chest. He had spent weeks convincing himself that this—this obsessive planning, this smothering care—was love. That surrendering to Evan fully meant happiness. Yet Naomi’s words, soft but insistent, replayed in his mind with unnerving clarity: “You can’t live with that intensity forever. Not now. Not yet.” He had tried to push the thought away, clinging to the warmth of Evan’s presence, the ease with which the man made life feel both dangerous and safe. But the truth had been creeping in like a slow, insistent tide. Ad
The morning sunlight filtered through the tall windows of Evan’s apartment, casting long, warm streaks across the living room. Adrian stirred in the bed, half-wrapped in the cocoon of Evan’s arms, half in the haze of unease that had followed him since Naomi’s warning the night before. Evan was already awake, dressed sharply in a crisp white shirt, sleeves rolled to reveal strong forearms. He moved around with calculated ease, checking his laptop, jotting down notes in a sleek leather planner. Adrian watched silently, heart tightening, mesmerized by the balance of calm authority and unspoken obsession Evan carried with him. “Morning,” Evan murmured without looking up, voice low and soothing. “Sleep well?” Adrian hesitated, tugging the blanket around his shoulders. “As well as I could.” Evan finally glanced at him, lips curving slightly. “Good. Because we have a lot to do today.” Adrian’s stomach knotted. “Do what?” Evan’s smile was calm, almost dangerous in its serenity. “Wedding
The apartment was unusually quiet that evening. Evan had been uncharacteristically gentle all day, his usual obsessive tendencies slightly muted, though never gone. He moved around with a soft precision—fixing Adrian’s coffee just the way he liked it, smoothing the collar of his shirt, tucking a stray strand of hair behind Adrian’s ear. Every action, every glance, seemed designed to anchor Adrian in safety and comfort.Adrian sat on the couch, feet tucked beneath him, a book in his lap. He’d been reading for hours but hardly remembered the words. His mind kept drifting to Evan—the soft way he had kissed him goodbye that morning, the careful, almost tender way he held him when Adrian had lingered too long at the window.It was… unsettling.Evan finally settled beside him, arms wrapping around Adrian’s shoulders in a possessive embrace. The contrast between the gentle warmth and the intensity in Evan’s eyes was disarming. Adrian tilted his head back against Evan’s chest, heart hammering







