Chapter 70

[SAMANTHA’s Point of View]

“Goddess, it’s awful,” I murmured to myself in frustration and self-disappointment as I leaned against the wall while I looked emptily at the window panel in front of me.

The scene there was usual. The streets were buzzing with busy people while the lampposts started to lighten and make the city lively during the night. I looked down at my wristwatch and saw that it was already six in the evening and yet I couldn’t move.

My mind was still foggy with the thoughts and the possibilities when finally, I had the courage to choose between them. If only I had been honest with myself, maybe I would have prevented it. Maybe Killian didn’t have to feel so wrecked after finding out that Dominic and I began seeing each other again.

How could I explain to him that it was something I had no control over? How would I tell him that it was always Dominic, no matter how hard I tried to stop myself? I looked up at the ceiling and thought about the decisions I made while watc