로그인Fuck me, she is fucking hot.
It’s been three fucking days since that hot piece of ass walked through the club’s door, which means I’ve had a hard-on for three fucking days. And fuck, she just keeps getting hotter every time I see her. It’s pissing me the fuck off.
Violet walks across the bar, and like the rest of her family, she doesn’t show much, just that cold face of hers. It’s like a fucking gene the three of them have. The only difference is that Violet wears her cold mask 24/7.
Devil immediately warned the brothers not to “fucking touch, taste, smell, or look” at his little sister, but I already know most of them are struggling to follow that order. The Souleaters have noticed the attention she’s getting, and like the bitches they are, they’re out looking for drama.
“How long are you staying?” Candy asks Violet as she walks past, stepping in front of her so she can’t walk away.
Violet looks at the bitch, a flash of disgust in her eyes, though she keeps her face otherwise neutral.
“None of your business, now is it?” Violet replies. She steps forward like there’s no one in her way and keeps walking.
One thing I’ve noticed about Violet, not that I’m watching her or anything, is that she really couldn’t care less about anything. It makes me wonder about her past. I know Devil and Chaos wonder the same. You can see it in their eyes when they look at her.
One of the things I’ve learned from always watching from the sidelines is how to read people. It helps a lot in my kind of work, and I’ve perfected the skill over the years.
“Killer.”
I turn around and see our Sergeant-at-Arms leaning against the bar. “What do you want?” I grunt.
“We got a meeting with Pierce.”
Finally, something to do.
I get up from the leather couch I’ve been sitting on and jerk my chin toward Wilhelm and Jaxon. Jaxon’s our Enforcer... a tough son of a bitch. Wilhelm is our Road Captain also a tough son of a bitch.
Jaxon hardly talks. He’s a psycho kind of son of a bitch. Like me, he prefers staying on the sidelines. People, even most of the brothers, tend to avoid him.
Wilhelm, on the other hand, is our bartender on the side. The happy-go-lucky kind of son of a bitch. Devil tried to hire other bartenders in the beginning, but Wilhelm always drove them away. I remember him telling us, back when he was a prospect, that his family used to own a bar and that bartending makes him feel at home. After that, Devil stopped looking and let his Road Captain do whatever the hell he wanted.
And then there’s Iren, the easygoing but cold motherfucker. Loyal to the core. Brutal to anyone who tries to harm the club. He never knows when to shut up, though. Always testing people’s limits, which is why he’s been punched in the face more times than I can count.
“We got a meeting,” I tell Jaxon and Wilhelm before heading outside. It’s hot as hell in the desert, and I really want to get on my bike and get some shit done. I’ve been still too long. When I sit still too long, I get agitated. When I get agitated, people die... or come close to it.
I mount my bike and watch Iren, Jaxon, and Wilhelm do the same.
“Let’s go.”
......
I take a seat across from Pierce. Wilhelm, Jaxon, and Iren stand behind me, “protecting” me in case shit goes south. Pierce has a similar setup... three bulky dudes in suits standing behind him.
“Someone raided another run yesterday.” Pierce picks up a crystal glass from the table and starts mixing a drink. If you didn’t know him, he’d seem calm, but I know the fucker. He’s on edge, ready to explode at any moment. “I’ve lost thousands of dollars with that little raid. And let’s not forget the other raids over the last few weeks.”
“We’re working on it,” I tell him. And we are. Sherlock, our computer guy, has been digging into the raids... scanning highway cameras, pulling plates from cars in the area during the hits, and trying to figure out who’s got the balls to rob not just a big fucking MC, but also the biggest drug lord ruling most of Nevada.
“And yet this is the fourth time someone’s fucking raided my runs? I made a deal with you to protect the runs. You think I’m a fucking idiot? Are you fuckers robbing me?”
Pierce looks ready to put a bullet between my eyes.
I’m ready to put one between his if he keeps talking to me like that. He’s known for his short temper, mood swings, and impulsive bullshit.
Fucking deals. I told Devil this was a bad idea from the start, but of course, why listen to your VP once in a while?
Devil had gotten bored with the strip clubs, bars, garage, and p**n business scattered around Nevada and wanted to dive into drugs. We’d done drug runs back in the early days of the club, but quit when the heat got too bad.
A club like ours runs better independently... no outsiders. But Devil had other ideas.
“We’re not fucking robbing you, Pierce. One of my runners was killed in the first raid. One of my brothers. We’re looking into it.” I keep my voice low and controlled.
I didn’t really know Mad, the guy who died in the first raid. Dead on arrival... his head crushed when his bike crashed. He flew forward and got smashed under the tire of the drug van. The truck ran over his head, and from what I’ve heard, it wasn’t a pretty sight.
“Work it out, Killer. I like you guys. Don’t make me eliminate you and your fucking club.”
Pierce downs the rest of his drink, gets up, and walks out of the private room.
“Fucker,” Jaxon hisses through his teeth.
“Let’s get the fuck outta here,” Wilhelm mutters.
I stand, grab the bottle of rum from the table, and take a huge gulp.
“Let’s go.”
We walk out of the fancy-ass restaurant, making people glance up in fear... and then quickly look away. With long strides, I head to my bike. Without waiting for anyone, I ride off.
• Violet •Together with Haru, I’m standing in front of the compound. RT texted that he was almost here, and we rushed outside, eager to see our so-called lost brother.I hear a car engine in the distance and smile when I see the huge black Jeep driving toward us. Haru is jumping up and down like a little girl, thrilled to finally see someone we both considered family after so long.A huge, muscled man steps out of the Jeep, making me look twice before I recognize him.“What the fuck?! RT?” Haru screams before sprinting his way and launching into his arms.He looks like a freaking Viking with that still-dirty blond hair and piercing blue eyes. The beard is a new addition, but he’d fit right in with the bikers inside, who are waiting but giving us the space to welcome him.“Not saying hi anymore, Lev? You too good for me now?” RT chuckles as he sets Haru down and heads toward me.I chuckle and run into his arms. I might be a year older, but he’s always felt like a big brother to me.“W
• Violet •This lockdown situation is getting on my nerves and it’s only been one week.I slowly sip my beer while watching the bikers partying their asses off, yet again. Haru and Tessa are sitting beside me, wearing the same bored expressions I probably have.Over the week, Tessa has become a good friend to us. We hang out most of the time. Like us, she’s a weird soul who’s had her fair share of shit in life. We haven’t shared much, but it’s easy to see when someone’s struggling.“I’ll seriously kill myself if I have to stay indoors a second longer,” Haru mumbles.“Depressive much?” Tessa chuckles, but nods anyway.“I know the feeling. I’ve been through lockdowns too many times to count. You get used to it, I guess,” she adds.I groan and watch Rios spank a woman as she walks by. Classy.I spot Killer sitting next to my brother, both of them talking with serious expressions. Tension is running high. I don’t really know what’s going on, Killer won’t tell me, but I have a feeling noth
• Violet •Well, that was more emotionally draining than I thought it would be.I’m back at the compound and just snuck into my room. Haru isn’t here, and for once, I’m grateful. My mind is a complete mess, and the last thing I need is someone to talk to. I desperately need some me-time.My thoughts are running wild, questioning everything. Should I just go with the flow and see where things with Killer could go? He was right when he said we were both a mess. Two broken souls... I doubt either of us will ever be fully repaired. But maybe, together, we could make it work. We both know the same kind of abuse.But is it really a good idea to put two broken people together? Maybe instead of healing, we’ll just break each other further.I let out a sigh and start undressing. I need sleep.... to process everything that just happened. Everything I just learned.Like always, I toss my clothes around the room and let my naked body fall onto the bed. I curl up and close my eyes, my arms folding
• Killer •I expected her to be repulsed. Maybe laugh in my face, tell me I was a little bitch for not being able to defend myself. Or ask what was so bad about having sex at such a young age. I’ve seen how people react to rape victims.I clench my teeth at the word victim. I fucking refuse to be a victim in any sense of the word.Violet makes me look her in the eyes by pulling my hair and asks if I truly could’ve defended myself when I was older. I stay silent, remembering the hatred, and the fear, I used to feel whenever that bitch came into my room. No matter how much I trained, no matter how strong I got, my body always froze when she made her usual visits.I fucking hated myself for that. Hated the control she had over me. But Violet… she looks at me like she understands. And that look sends a nauseating twist to my gut.“Your turn, babe,” I force out, my throat tight. I want to know and don’t want to know. After seeing the understanding in her eyes, I already know what’s coming.
• Violet •Shit , I said fine before I even realized what I was doing. Killer almost looks relieved, but I can also see a little bit of fear in his eyes. I want to laugh, there is no way this man could be scared, right?Slowly, I push him away so I can sit up straight. “I don’t want to talk about it here.” I tell him. I don’t want people eavesdropping and I have a feeling Killer would feel the same. Killer grunts in some sort of response and pushes himself up from the bed. I make my way to get up when his hand appears in my sight.I look at it for a while, unsure what to do with the gesture before I take it, hating myself for feeling this insecure about the situation. This is not like me at all. I’m supposed to be detached, cold.I honestly want to run away but I know this son of a bitch would never let me. He would follow me, probably stalk me like the creep he is and would keep pushing me until I would finally relent. I was saving us both the energy, just getting this over with. Whe
• Killer •After a tiring church session, Devil wraps up with a short summary of the upcoming plans. While the brothers get up, I stay seated, wanting to share my suspicions with him.“What the hell are you doing?! Did you completely forget about your ribs and thigh, Violet? I told you to rest, not hang onto a pole, goddamn it!” I hear Wilhelm half-shout from the bar.Forgetting my intention to talk to Devil, I get up and walk out of the room and into the bar. Some of the brothers cover their mouths with their hands to stifle laughter as Wilhelm starts lecturing Violet about her health.Her slightly sweaty skin glistens under the bar’s light, her heavy breaths and messy dreads giving her the ultimate sex appeal. The only thing missing would be a seductive smile instead of the deep frown she’s currently shooting Wilhelm’s way.“Calm down. It doesn’t even hurt that much,” she tries to explain, finally able to speak when Wilhelm pauses to breathe.“Because your pain tolerance is off the