THIRTY THREE

I took another one and ignored the color. But I didn't think that what I would read there would be even more painful. Penetrating to the heart and obviously full of anger. Even its writing is very deep on paper that is obviously scratched.

'I never cheated on him. His baby is the child I am carrying. His baby whom he let go of because of his greed.

He chose to lose his child just so I wouldn't be a part of his life. Rather than live it that I would be the Mother so he let it go. My child. My baby, that his own father, was the cause of his disappearance. That his father had chosen another woman than him.'

I hugged the letter and didn't realize that I was crying. The black paper means the painful things Ley went through with me. More means more pain she went.

'Sorry Ley, forgive me. Only now have I realized how much you love me. How much I hurt you. Forgive me if I killed our baby. I hope you give me a chance to get back at you even jus