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51: You're all I've got
"So it's not gonna be easy. It's going to be really hard; we're gonna have to work at this everyday, but I want to do that because I want you."
~Nicolas Sparks
"I'm nervous as hell, Alex!" Ava blurts out as soon as the door to the seat opens and I take her hands and realise that they are shivering terribly.
I squeeze down slowly on her hand and she looks at me, "You will be fine, it's your day and no one can take it away from you. You're going to walk in through those doors and you're going to see the man you love with all your heart, the man that can't wait to have you as his wife and life partner and together you both will begin a beautiful journey and make beautiful memories as you go on."
She squeezes back on my hand, "Thanks a lot, Alex, you're one of the best things that ever happened to me, I mean it." She
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