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Pain and Torn

Penulis: Austin
last update Tanggal publikasi: 2026-02-14 00:08:29

Brinda's P.O.V

It breaks my heart to actually phantom what is happening between us.

“One minute we hate each other and the next minute we are craving for each other's air.” I muttered.

“I think Sofie was right about Jason being to toxic for me and my child. He would never accept no matter how much I tried.” while I stood in the bathroom reflecting my life.

I quickly put on my purple stripped dress while applying some cologne.

“I finally know that Jason doesn't want me and I should shift my
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