Bleed A Little

"No." He said blankly.

"What about those girls? You said if I play my cards right- you meant that I wouldn't end up like them if I obeyed you." I said and his jaw clenched.

"No matter what I tell you you're still not gonna believe me. I just need you to trust me." He said and I backed away from him.

"How could you?" I asked him and he looked up at the sky.

"I didn't- fuck." He said before looking at me.

"Then why won't you tell me?!" I asked angrily.

"I can't!" He said in the same manner.

"Yes you can!"

"Who told you that?" He asked and I glared at him.

"My dad."

"Of course he did. If I tell you, everything will be screwed up. Solo confía en mi." Just trust me he said while looking into my eyes.

"Okay." I said softly before going back inside.

He's a monster. I should've known better, god knows what they do to those girls. I should never have trusted any of them. They're a crime family and this is what they do.

But I love him.

I went to Carmella's nursery and found it empty. I start