Although the class started again, my revenge plans were still imprinted in my mind, for me it was not my dream of becoming a doctor that would make me happy but to kill all kinds of monsters that killed my father.
Today is the first day of school before I head to the building where our classroom is, I first went through the restroom.
"My gosh!" My eyebrows rose because when I opened the restroom door I was even more surprised by the two women who had just come out from inside.
"Girl, you have no taste in lipstick.You know you're beautiful, that's why your lips are black and you don't know the word fashioned?" the one woman said to me.
"Oh, well it's my taste, you wanna try?" They both looked at each other, like they're too scare to say yes from what I'm offering.
"Let's go! "After they left, I went straight to the restroom to fix my hair a little.
I stared into the mirror in front of me and touched the necklace my father had given me. I removed it and put it inside my bag. I couldn’t help but feel intense pain in my heart, my grip tightened on both sides of the sink, even though I wanted to cry no tears came out of my eyes.
I missed the old days. That every first day of school Daddy and Mommy never fail to tell me their advice. I was always happy then, every smile on my face was true, but now when I go home and come back home I only feel sadness and intense longing. The pain of losing a parent, those dreams I built for us were just so easily swept away by ruthless werewolves, they spared me everything. And when I finished I walked to our classroom.
"Later!" I noticed the farewell signal of some group of men, I was right in front of the door of our classroom removing the silver star pendant from my bag so I picked it up for a moment.
"Ah!" I exclaimed with my brows in creased.
"My gosh! Are you look—" My words remained unspoken when my eyes darted to the person that's also stepped his feet the same time I move mine on our classroom door.
"C-Clarkson?" I said, while I can't even control myself from smiling.
I followed him with the gaze of the earlier he entered our classroom and was met by a man. The smile widened on my lips, meaning we were going to be in the same class.
I sat down from a chair, a quarter of the line of their men's seats. I put down my bag, leaned back in the chair, put my elbow on the desk and watched him choose to sit in the chair near the window, because of his cold personality I became even more interested in him.
"Leticia, Lara!" I waved my hand when I already saw them two, they also greet me but I just got disappointed when they not walked to sit beside me.
This is one of my sorrows, which I also have to accept, that in my revenge and pursuit of justice there are people and things that are also very important to me that I have to let go of.
It was only a matter of time before our biology professor arrived, and he said we need to choose a partner for observations outside our classroom, in a small garden here.
When our professor said that by partner only, I no longer expected that one of Leticia would be my partner. I sighed in my chair that they already had her-her partner until my eyes hit Clarkson's habit who is now still looking out the window and still doesn't seem to care what's going on his surroundings.
I got up from my seat and walked closer to him. I put my hands behind my back and sneezed, then from the window he looked at me.
"Hi!" I greeted him, I was still so scratchy in my senses that he didn't even speak even though he didn't take his eyes off me either.
"Gosh! Can you just say hi too?" The edge of his lip lifted and he just averted his gaze from me.
"Let's just be partners, after all you still don't have the same. Don't refuse, I'll write your name on the paper that will be given to our professor." I smiled, my head tilted before he touched me, so I approached him and took him by the arm.
"Say yes!" I commanded him, from the shock of looking at me his eyes fell on my arm. I also noticed that his jaw was clenching.
"Fine, we're partner now." I smiled, there was something in his cold voice that gave a tingle to my stomach.
Now we are observing some plants here in the garden behind the laboratory. I was the one who told him which part of the leaf he would take a picture of and he was also the one who stuck in the book some leaves that we chose to dry.
"Why are you quiet? Do you have problems that you can't tell to others?" I asked him, he remained silent, still keeping the distance between the two of us.
"Please don't be afraid of me." I laughed a little, thinking that he might also stay away from me because I asked him before if he also saw the werewolf.
"I'm not afraid of you." My lips parted when I heard him speak, I even stopped what I was doing smiling as he continued to face me.
"Really? Why? Hmm, does that mean you can believe me too, that's what I'm saying to werewolves?" his emotionless look was only a moment to glance at me.
"There's nothing wrong with me believing you." I covered my mouth because of what he said, I seem to be glad that I now have something to tell about my plans.
"I am willing to die from your own hands, my Luna, if it was only the one who will set you free from the sorrow that was you are carrying for a long years," I said in an almost a whispered full of heartaches while looking at her sadly, and after I said that was the same time, her hand let go of the knife she was holding lately so tight. I was just looking at her, until I saw the Bluederine Alpha at her back that was planning to stab her. No, not now. I will never give them a chance to hurt the woman I really love. "Luna!" Things went fast, I gently pushed herto the side. No one can hurt my Luna, the time I fall in love with her deeply, for me it was the only rule that must obey, and when someone disobey this order of mine, death will be the punishment. The time that I killed the Bluederine Alpha, was the same time I saw her crying not in pain, but with a genuine smile on my lips.After that I turned to her, I approached hrr immediately and making sure that she was not hur
In the days that passed, as usual I secretly watched him from afar and there I could see that his determination to take revenge on all of us had not really changed. The next day my father Alpha called me to a meeting, as long as I just went there, I didn’t care if now was the day where I would be evicted here at Golderine Alpha because of my broken law. Today my father Alpha told me, while my family members Golderine Werewolves were around me, that he would no longer continue to punish me because that was also the will of almost all Golderine Werewolves. My mother happily approached me, followed by Clarendon, Juno, Julo and Jena, as well as some other Werewolves, the joy of what my father Alpha said was drawn on their faces, and even my father approached me, but I can't help but be happy. I was just an idiot on the cement, I could hear their noises, but my mind was always just thinking of Luna. "Thank you very much, but I want to rest." I smiled fakely, bowed
"Why? W-Why don't you tell me? Why don't you speak up, Clarkson!" Our vision was met, and while I was looking at her I was tearing more inside. It seems like in just a blink of an eyes, every thing change so fast, it was like weare happy before just enjoying the moment and now it suddenly became complicated. "I am sorry, baby. I can explain, j-just listen to me first." She covered her mouth, I am to afraid that she will not let me. I saw it, I noticed that her body was shaking, it was too obvious in her face expression that it seems like she was in between two decision that she was having a hard time to choose what is the right one. "Oh my gosh! Oh my—" She shook her head repeatedly, her gaze became sharp on me. That day, the one I fear the most was already happening, and now that I already feel it, it seems like I do not know any idea how to handle it, without hurting her feelings. "You are one of them, you are a fucking Werewolf!" I want her to let me expla
-Like what she have said to me, from the next day we go to different places, we eat from various restaurant. Luna and I, watch the sunset on the horizon together. And at night we both walk on the street and stopped on the high part to see the city lights. From the top of my car, she leaned my head on my shoulder. "I hope that kind of moment last forever," she said in an almost a whispered. I then eventually felt my fingers ran through my hair. If it will nit going to last, then I will still try my best even just to love her from afar, but then I really wished that Luna will stay with me until my last breath. She was the only one I want beside me when I still became an Alpha. Luna was the only woman I want to be the mother of my children. She was the only want I want in every dream and plan I have in my life. Only her, now, tomorrow and forever. "That was the one I am wishing too, baby. You are the only woman I want to be with forever." She
"There is also a time, wherein when a wolf does something that is really bad and out of the order, the Alpha can surely expile them. It means that there is no other packs can take them in an after going rogue." That is why, when I chose this decision I already prepared myself that I might also be one of them. "That was the only thing I knew when it comes to werewolves packs or ranks in the kingdom they belong in." "Do you mean that even Alpha's children will be punished or expelled from their own kingdom, when they rebuke or do something against the rules?" I approached her, and then I stroked her left cheek for a moment. "Yes. To the Werewolves the law remains the law. Even if you are still said to be the heir to the highest position, that will be ignored, as long as you have disobeyed the most forbidden commandment in the kingdom." That is why when my father knew all about this, all about this decision of mine, I know I will be pu
"I am going to be careful, because there are many creatures around me hiding in masks." I stopped kissing her then she held my hand as we walked towards the sofa so we could sit there. And yeah, to talk about that old woman who made me nervous. "And surprisingly, she knew my name even though I didn't tell her that," she added, it seems like the old woman's words will give her an anxiety. She turned to me as I remained silent, she even slightly kicked him because I seemed my thoughts became in mess too maybe because about what also the old woman told me. "Are you alright?" she asked me, in myself here is what my response to her ... No, I am not okay, I knew to myself that what the old woman said to us was real, and that bloody night, I felt like it was really going to happen, I just do not get what she want to imply exactly on her last words which is there will be a war between a heart and mind. "Y-Yeah, I am just wondering too how i