Finding my courage

Agreeing with what Jade said I decided that if fate was going to catch up with me anyway it should see the growing strength and courage I've gained also. This morning while doing my usual routine I might have done a few things I usually don't but nothing so drastic someone might notice like taking my time on my makeup and my hair, putting lotion all over my body although it sweats off in heaps during these warm months, wearing jewelry one piece having a meaning that jade herself is unaware of I found it when I had blocked her out as I was adapting to not z07,m ,m,mm shifting.

I search my closet finding a pants suit that I had tailored to me and fit me in ways that make me irresistible. Although I wasn't in search of a fling I had many callers who tried daily me never talking to any of them. Strange that the only man I desire is the one I wish to hide away from. I arrived at work at six am sharp I rode the lift alone to the thirty-second floor, just as I left the elevator and