Chapter 29

Kay.

It's been 6 hours and no sign of Carlos. I'm in my bed trying to sleep but It's evident I have become too much dependent on him.

Lately, I often look forward to bedtime. Am not being naughty but sleeping in his arms, damn.

They are so big and whenever they hold me, I don't have to think or worry about anything whatsoever.

The warmth of his body lulls me to sleep and boy, does he smell so fine.

I miss him. I think at this moment am way far gone.

That is really a bad thing though, but then again, it's a relief having a shoulder to lean on because am human after all.

Admittedly, I have started feeling something for Carl and it frightens me. I don't know if he's changed but I fear he will break my heart.

I never had a boyfriend or felt an attraction towards a man prior. I can't believe the first person to make me feel that way is a complete sin. To make it worse, I don't know if I affect him in the same manner or even the tiniest.

I hate not knowing things, but I know if he missed m