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Chapter 29: The Person I choose to Be

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August didn’t sleep that night.

The images from Sebastian’s file spun endlessly in his mind fragments of someone who had tried so hard to wear August’s skin that he’d forgotten how to live in his own.

There was no neat bow to tie it all together. No final line that made it all make sense.

But maybe that was the point.

In the early hours, just as dawn started to bleed into the sky, August opened his laptop and began to write. Not a report. Not an article. Not even a blog post. It was a letter.

To himself.

He didn’t hold back. He wrote about fear, about loss, about being stripped of a name and having to claw his way back to it. He wrote about Ash his constant and Chris, and even Daniel.

He wrote about pain and how it changed shape, and about how sometimes, the people who hurt you the most are the ones who once saw you most clearly.

He wrote until the sun lit up the floor.

Later that day, he published the letter.

He didn’t name Sebastian. Didn’t rehash the drama. He just told the truth
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