Pain was the first thing I felt when I opened my eyes. It was not just an ordinary ache in my body, it was a deep pulling sensation that came from—I don't know where—which seemed to have taken away all my strength.
I heard faint voices, it seemed to come from a long distance.
"She’s still breathing, thank the Moon."
I blinked against the blinding white light above me, then I realized it was already morning. Just then, I saw a strange face hovering over me. I opened my eyes clearly to see a tall but lean figure that looked too old to be alive but still glowing with strange serenity. Her eyes were pale and her mouth black.
"You’re awake," she said softly. Stay still and don't move. You are safe now."
"Who are you?
"My name is Mariya. I found you collapsed and lying lifeless here in the woods, but luckily for you, I usually pass here, so I happened to have found you on time.
I tried to sit up, but pain lanched through my side. My breath caught and I felt weak instantly.
"Careful," she warned, gently placing a hand on my shoulder. "Your body’s been through something fierce." You were burning up with a fever, and you kept muttering strange words in your sleep. I think you are..."
She hesitated.
I turned my head slowly toward her. "I'm what?"
Mariya studied me carefully. "You're carrying life inside you, meaning you are pregnant."
Pregnant! The word stuck in my ear. There was silence for a little moment.
I blinked again. "No, that can't be true."
"But it is, you are pregnant, and I can tell you that for sure.
I was mute and confused for a while. How could I be pregnant, I muttered in my heart.
He rejected me and now his child is inside me.
"No," I whispered again, this time anger in my voice. He rejected me, he said I was nothing. How could the Moon Goddess still tie us like this?"
Mariya sighed and helped me sit against a tree trunk. "Sometimes things that happen are things we may never understand. Fate doesn't bind us to what we want but what must be. You must embrace yourself and become strong for you and your baby."
Tears rolled down my eyes. "I don’t want this."
"You may not have wanted it, but it's already happened and the child you carry is innocent, "Mariya said again.
I stared into the distant trees, everywhere looking strange.
"I don't know how."
Mariya smiled faintly. "Then let me show you."
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Days turned into weeks and weeks into months. Mariya took me deep into the mountain trails, to an old cottage nestled high above the valley. A place that is hidden and safe, surrounded by thick woods.
I gave birth under a full moon to a baby boy. Leo.
He came out screaming like a warrior, with silver flecks in his eyes and a tiny crescent birthmark over his heart.
I cried when I held him—for what I had lost and for what I had gained.
And I cried because I knew one day, he’d want to know who his father was.
Mariya never rushed me. But she never let me wallow either.
"Come," she’d say each morning. "The wolf inside you is restless, it's time to make her rest."
And so, the training journey of my new life began.
Mariya taught me how to fight, how to center my mind and keep my emotions from controlling my shift. How to breathe when rage threatened to unravel me. How to strike without mercy, how to endure pain without showing it
"You are not just an omega," she said one morning, tossing me a staff. "You are now a mother and a fighter. You don't have to beg the world anymore to see your worth. You must show them."
We trained through the wind, through the cold, even through rain. Most times my muscles screamed at the constant pull, my wolf snarled in frustration, but I never gave up. I kept on pushing.
I did it because I needed to be strong for myself and my son. Because I didn't have to let Evan's betrayal define me.
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One evening, after training, Mariya handed me a small blade. It was simple but looked so deadly.
"This belonged to my mother," she said. She taught me how to fight when the world tried to break me. Now, I'm passing it on to you."
"Why me?"
"Because the ones who are broken know how to fight the hardest."
I held the blade in my hand and felt a part of myself lock into place.
That night, while Leo slept in his crib, I stood beneath the moon and let my wolf rise. My shift was smoother now, more powerful. Her fur was darker and her eyes sharp.
I was no longer an omega—I was now a fighter and a warrior.
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The next morning, while Mariya bathed Leo in the wooden tub, which was unlike her, she usually insisted I do the bathing.
The room was quiet except for the sound of water trickling, and suddenly Mariya froze.
I turned just in time to see her eyes widen, her entire body going rigid.
“Mariya?” I called, standing at the door. “What is it?”
She didn’t answer.
Her fingers trembled as they gently brushed behind Leo’s ear again, her expression showing that something was wrong.
And then—
She screamed, "It's the same mark, Lila!"
"What mark?"
"The same mark you have—Leo has it too. This is not ordinary."
"You’re confusing me, Mariya. What is not ordinary?"
Before I could finish, Mariya ran out, so hastily that I had to run after her, forgetting I had left Leo behind.
I wasn't leaving my son's sight, I just wanted to stare at him and make sure that he is fine.“If you can take her out of here, it will be better for her son.” The healer said to the elders.One of them attempted to touch me, I gave him a fierce look and he stepped back.“Please listen to him, at this point he knows better.” He spoke from a distance.Everyone saw that I was never going to leave my son, they began to withdraw. The healer was fixed with taking Leo away, he didn't even give me space to be with my son, he was in the room with me and firmly holding the bed.“What? You want to drag him away? You want to take him to a place no one will hear from him?” I laughed sarcastically.“Why do you do yourself more harm, you know very well that I won't let you take this child. Not after the scene he just put up there.” The healer bent down to me and patted my shoulders.“No one is taking your child from you.” He looked around, like he was checking for something.The elders had gone out
One of the elders could come in and stop him from screaming."What happened?" My ears were still ringing faintly."We will have to take him to the native healer. So we will know what is wrong with him." Evan rushed over to me. "Are you okay?" "Let go of me, I don't know what happened to my son and this is because you touched him." I got on my feet."Are you trying to say that I would do something bad to our son? Come on, it's not even..." I cut him off before he could say another word.“The next time you call him OUR son, we are going to fight.” I left him to hear what the elder had to say.I found out I was weak and my wolf was screaming for food. It felt like I just had a wolfsbane.I staggered for some seconds and found stamina.“Lila?” Evan ran to me….“Don't touch me!!” I fought back.I was concerned about my son and not my wolf right now.“You need to be quiet, I didn't do this.” I said to my wolf.She roared back, I felt weaker. My visions were blurry and my legs were trembl
Evans' voice kept lurking in my head anytime I tried to sleep. I would find myself waking up to check in on my son and stare at the window."Are you thinking about something?" A voice came from behind.I couldn't recognize who it was but I answered anyway."Staring at nature for an answer, that will be very good. Right?" I smirked.The man walked closer to me and stood beside me. It was one of the elders."Aren't you supposed to be resting your brain?" I chuckled."Well, I took a stroll to clear my mind of some things and then went to bed. But I wonder why our Luna will be awake now?" Everywhere went quiet, he was expecting an answer for that."I...." I stopped talking.A thought hit me so hard and I know how true it is."Nothing, I'm having a good evening." With that I walked away.I just remembered that none of them are innocent, they worked together to throw me out of the pack.I wasn't ready to share it let them pet me like they didn't all think of killing me some months ago."Ar
It was hard to believe that Lila was back and more fierce, it wasn't even a good thing to step on her toes. The Lila we once belittle,the one we abandoned and let her roam.I could only accept my fate that I would be married to her, how do I even face the constant shame and humiliation.She reminded me every single time that I left our son. Talking about having a son, I could only know and not get close to him."What do you think you are doing?" I took Carissa away and tried to talk some sense into her.Maybe she must have forgotten."Have you suddenly forgotten that she had royal lycan blood? You can't fight with her easily, I'm not sure it will be wise for you to say you want to beat her." I had to say all these to bring her senses back.Carissa was still up on trying to overthrow her."You have to accept defeat, there's nothing we can do at this point." I held her hands slowly.Carissa threw my hands away and walked backwards. "Are you going to let go of me easily? Yeah, I sensed
"Alright I think that should be all for today." I clapped twice so the trainer could stop."Are you okay, Leo?" He ran to me and I caressed his hair."I'm going to be a warrior someday, mom." He sounded so happy and alive."Yes you are." I picked his nose and giggled.I took him inside, I found Evan standing by the door. Our eyes met, but I quickly took that off."Papa!" Leo was already reaching out to him."No...umm, you must be tired already. Go get some rest." My knelt down to his height and hugged him tight.He waved at Evan and walked away with the maid.I watched him until he was out of my sight and my smile faded."Lila..." I raised my hands and stopped him from talking before he could even start."...are you ever going to listen to me?" He said with a cracky voice."Listen to you?" I scoffed. "I'm glad you finally know there's a word named 'listening' and you actually know what it means." I brushed past his shoulder.He followed me around. He kept talking.I was deaf to everyt
It was the second day after my arranged marriage to Evan. Like I felt yesterday, the feeling was even more today maybe because I was liking it.Apparently I had succeeded in chasing Evan out of the masters chamber and since it all belong to me now, I decided to enjoy every bit of it. It was time to begin my day according to the daily routine I had made yesterday. But first, I wanted to feel and enjoy myself before I did start. I ignored how slippery the marble tiles were, walking around the room like I was born for this. Leo was still sleeping peacefully.Today, I was going to start my daily routine properly.Quickly I found a light blue dress and changed into it, packedy hair in a high and low ponytail.Oh... breakfast. I would have that when I got back, probably with Leo when he was awake.Everywhere was still quiet. Only the guards were up and standing at their duty post. They bowed as I passed. Their eyes followed me, but with a lot of respect and curiosity—I liked it.I began t