"It's human psychology to be attracted to a person.
You have the rarest chances of ending up together with.
Yet , she still tried to be only left with a broken heart .
Which was now a captive of his."
- Suzangill©.....................................................Vivian's pov
There is a point in life when you realise that no matter how much you try, somethings are not supposed to happen.
They hurt you more than they will ever ever give you happiness.
And you know what we do to get out of this never ending circle of pain and misery?
We surrender.
Let it all go to trust the divine and let it take the reigns.
She wakes up to a pounding headache.AhhhhThe dreams. They have again filled her sweet dreams with horrendous nightmares.Can't she find peace for once?The room was empty and she thanked heavens for once.Good that he didn't return last night.She didn't wanted to see his face anyways.Moving towards the bathroom, checking her face was the first thing she did.Her scar hidden well.But it still needed touch up.Opening her bag, she found her makeup stuff and got to work.Once satisfied, she proceeds out of the room towards to kitchen.Not caring of changing her clothes.Her stomach was already rumblings with hunger and she lazily yawns to walk down the staircase.Too lost and yet to wake up fully, she didn't take notice of the men sitting in the drawing room, discussing business
Flashback.....2 hours before the accident.A party was at full swing in the house of one of the classmates. The house was packed with teenagers drinking and dancing like it's the end of the world."I don't know why she is doing this Elijah. I really fail to understand her."Vivian says sighing ,while looking at the couple standing in a corner chuckling and hugging each other.Her grip on the glass tight as she sees Ethan move closer to Sophie and whisper in her ear, making both chuckle again."Ignore her V. Don't let her affect you."Elijah says, looking back to see what was Vivian staring at all the time.Seeing Elijah and Sophie in the corner,all cozy."And stop staring. This is what she wants. To make you feel jealous and bothered."Vivian stops staring, lowering her eyes and gulping the drink.
Ethan's povI stare at her sleeping form, my heart still beating at a higher place than normal.Afraid of something happening to her."She is fine now Mr Lockwood. Don't worry."I merely nod at him, not taking my eyes off her.And I hear him sigh."From what I gathered Mr Lockwood. The girl has suffered alot.""Her panic attacks are triggered because of an event in her past .""And I would suggest you to avoid discussing or recalling it. It may go worse next time."I clench my fist.This all happened because of me.... because I persuaded her to tell me.What all could have happened to lead her to this?Can she be innocent?The thought itself makes my blood freeze in my veins, and my body to go numb.No....she can't...I saw
She was leaning on the sofa, bored with a cup of coffee in one hand and a newspaper in another.Her eyes casually flipping through the pages to stop at the front page.And she spots out the coffee in shock."What the fuc-"Composing herself ,she looks around to see that thankfully there was no one there except for that little devil Blaze, sitting in a corner.Tilting his head to a side and staring at her like she has grown two heads.Keeping the cup down, she stares at the news with her eyes wide in shock.Her pictures was there on the front page.The pictures of the shoot that day...their wedding and some others which were taken randomly.She grabs the remote and puts on a news channel , to only get up from her seat and stare at the lady blankly."The youngest billionaire in town , the only heir of Lockwood industries. Ethan Lockwood ties knots with a sansational beauty.""Mrs Vivian Lockwood. Hi
Ethan's povI am feeling so lost these days.Not able to distinguish between right and wrong anymore.After Sophie's death, I didn't had it in me to even visit Vivian in the hospital.Or to protect her from going to the jail.I lost connection with this world. I became a living corpse who spent his days behind closed doors, struggling with depression.3 years.It took me 3 years to finally move forward in life, letting it all go.And I am happy I didTo stand on my feet again and make a mark in the business world and make my family proud.But now, when I see Vivian.I can see her struggles resembling mine.Except for the only difference.That she hasn't moved on.She pretends she has, but I can see it clearly now.
Isn't life like a big complex puzzle which is very difficult to solve when one is young.But as time passes, pieces start fitting together.You start realising why things happen and what are their purpose.You start understanding the meaning of life.You start understanding your origin.I wouldn't have even dreamed that Vivian and me will be blood related.I always longed for a sibling,and see the irony.I couldn't see that the one I wanted was always with me.I got a sibling, but I couldn't tell it to her.I found her, but it was too late by then.Our father , the man that left me when I was 5 was always a mystery. Mom never talked about him and after asking her a hundred times,I stopped asking.
You thought you were alone looking at your fears in front.If only you could see the army at your rear, guarding you upfront.....................................................He lowered his head , smirking. His disgusting lips touch her shoulders and she thrashed harder."Leave me! You asshol*!"She screams,to only have him move his fingers around her neck and slam her head on the wall behind."Ahhhh"She screams , feeling a sharp pain in her head. Her struggles immediately seize as she got numb for few seconds.Her vision turning hazy.He took this as an opportunity and lowers the shoulder of her top, leaving sloppy kisses down her shoulder.She wanted to push back but couldn't.Too weak to even move her limbs. Her phone keeps vibrating in her pocket , but she couldn't help cry.
Ethan povHow can she be so irresponsible!Why the hell isn't she picking up my call!And why the hell she didn't speak anything when I called her!I swear I am going to give her a good punishment for fuc*** with my brain cells like that.I know I was a bit wrong in persuading her to shoot...but I did it for her own good.In the long run when she is a successful independent women, she will herself thank me for it.Outside I rejected the long list of models, who wanted to do this shoot.For what you ask?For her.And see where it got us. Hell I even asked sorry for leaving her all those years back.What else does she want from me?To rub my nose on her heel and plead her?I was young, I was stupid.I agree.But she has to understand