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ADRIA My twin brother's voice nearly shattered my eardrum. I held the phone away from my ear, wincing. "Hi, Adrian. Nice to hear from you too." "DON'T YOU 'HI ADRIAN' ME! You disappear for eighteen months, no contact, no explanation, nothing, and you think you can just waltz back in with a casual greeting?!" I leaned against the storage unit wall, closing my eyes. Adrian and I had been inseparable growing up. We'd shared a womb, shared a birthday, shared everything. Going no-contact with him had been the hardest part of becoming Adriana Chen. "I know," I said quietly. "I'm sorry." "Sorry? SORRY?! Mom cried for three months straight! Dad hired six different private investigators! Elijah nearly got himself arrested trying to hack into government databases to find you! And Sophia—" His voice cracked. "Sophia planned your funeral, Adria. She picked out your casket and everything because she was convinced you were dead." Guilt crashed over me like a wave. My baby sister, planning my funeral at twenty-two years old. "I had to do something stupid," I said, the words spilling out. "And I knew if I told any of you, you would have stopped me." "Damn right we would have! What could possibly be worth—" He stopped abruptly. "Wait. This is about that boy, isn't it? The one who saved you when we were kids?" I'd told Adrian about that night, about the necklace, about my promise. He was the only one who knew the full story. "I thought I found him," I whispered. Silence stretched between us, broken only by Adrian's heavy breathing on the other end. "And?" he finally asked, his voice softer now. "It wasn't him. The necklace was borrowed. I spent eighteen months turning myself into someone else, marrying a man who treats me like garbage, destroying everything I was, all for a piece of jewelry he can't even be bothered to return to its actual owner." "Jesus Christ, Adria." "Yeah." "And now?" I straightened up, looking at the boxes around me, at the life I'd packed away like it meant nothing. "Now I've learned my lesson. It wasn't worth it. Any of it. I'm coming back to reclaim my identity. Soon." "How soon?" "I have something I need to do first. I need to find out which of his friends actually owns that necklace. The real owner. Then I'm done." Adrian was quiet for a moment. "You're going to find the boy who actually saved you." "Yes." "And then?" "And then I'm going to burn Damien's world to the ground and take back everything I gave up for him." Adrian laughed, sharp and bitter. "There's the sister I know. Okay, I'm calling Mikael and Elijah now. They'll want to know you're alive. And Adria?" "Yeah?" "If you disappear on us again, I will hunt you down and kill you myself. Understand?" "Understood." I hung up and stared at the phone for a moment, watching new notifications roll in. Then I became aware of something else—the prickling sensation at the back of my neck that I'd learned to trust during my years of Krav Maga training. I wasn't alone. I pocketed the phone and stepped out of the storage unit, my eyes adjusting to the darkness of the parking lot. Five figures detached themselves from the shadows, spreading out in a semicircle to block my path to the car. They were professionals—I could tell by the way they moved, coordinated and purposeful. Not random muggers. Someone had sent them. The one in the center, built like a tank with a shaved head and neck tattoos, stepped forward. "Ms. Chen. Our employer would like a word with you." I didn't bother asking who their employer was. It didn't matter. What mattered was that someone had been watching me, tracking me, and had sent muscle to... what? Intimidate me? Kidnap me? Kill me? "I'm not interested," I said calmly, rolling my shoulders to loosen them. My body remembered the movements even after eighteen months of forced docility. Tank laughed. "That wasn't a request." The five of them moved as one, closing in. I didn't give them time to coordinate their attack. My first strike caught Tank in the throat—not hard enough to crush his windpipe, but enough to make him stumble back, gasping. I spun low, sweeping the legs out from under the man to my left. He went down hard, his head cracking against the pavement with a sound that made me wince. The other three rushed me simultaneously. I ducked under the first punch, drove my elbow into the second attacker's solar plexus, and caught the third with a knee to the groin that probably ended any chance of him having children. Tank had recovered and came at me with a knife—amateur move, bringing a blade to close quarters. I caught his wrist, twisted until I felt bones grind together, and used his own momentum to slam him face-first into the hood of my car. The knife clattered to the ground. The man I'd swept was getting up. I kicked him in the ribs—three of them cracked audibly—and he went down again, staying down this time. The one I'd kneed was on his knees, vomiting. The one I'd hit in the solar plexus was struggling to breathe. Tank was unconscious, blood streaming from his broken nose. The last one, the smallest of the group, held up his hands in surrender. "Tell your employer," I said, not even breathing hard, "that Adriana Salvadore doesn't take meetings she didn't schedule." His eyes widened at the name. Good. Let whoever sent them know exactly who they were dealing with. I stepped over Tank's unconscious body, got in my car, and drove away without looking back. My phone rang again as I merged onto the highway. I answered without checking the caller ID. "Where are you?" Adrian demanded. "I'm tracking your phone and it shows you at some storage facility. Are you okay? I'm hearing sirens." "I'm fine," I said, checking my rearview mirror. No followers. "Just taking out the trash." "Why do I feel like that's not a metaphor?" "Because you know me too well." He sighed. "Come home, Adria. Come home to the family estate. Let us help you with whatever you're planning." I thought about it—about going home to the Salvadore mansion, to my parents and siblings, to the life of luxury and power I'd walked away from. It was tempting. But not yet. "Soon," I promised. "I have a few things to handle first." "Like finding out who owns that necklace?" "Among other things." "And your husband?" I smiled, cold and sharp. "He's about to learn that the pathetic, desperate wife he married never actually existed. And when I'm done with him, he's going to wish he'd never heard the name Adriana Chen." "I almost feel sorry for him." "Don't," I said. "He earned every bit of what's coming." I hung up and drove through the night, leaving five broken men and eighteen months of lies in my wake. The hunt for my real savior was about to begin. And this time, I was doing it as myself.Chapter 267ADRIAA thief wants money. A thief would have taken the passport and the key and the bank papers. A thief would not leave a fortune lying in a box and walk away with one sheet of paper.So this was not a thief.This was someone who did not care about the money. Someone who already had money. Someone who opened a box full of everything a person could want, and looked past all of it, and went straight for the one thing that told them what Damien knew.What had he written?I sat there in the dark and tried to imagine it. Maybe it was a love letter. Maybe it was only that. *I love you, I'm sorry, here's how to leave.* That would be like him. That would be enough.But he had written *If I forget.* And if he knew enough to write that, he knew enough to write other things. Who was going to do it. Why. Where they would take him. What the council was. Maybe what Mila wanted. Maybe what he had found out in sixteen years of searching for a girl in
Chapter 266ADRIAI did not open it right away.I sat on the rug with the box on my knees and looked at the broken lock. I touched the scratch with my fingertip. The metal was sharp at the edge, and bright. It had not had time to go dull. This had not happened months ago. It had happened recently. Days, maybe. Maybe hours.My mouth was dry.I looked at the study door. Still closed. I listened. The house was quiet. Somewhere far off, the old clock ticked in the hall, and the heating made its small knocking sound in the walls.I lifted the lid.Paper.That was the first thing. A stack of it, neat and flat, held together with a black clip. I tilted it toward the window so the moonlight fell across the top page.It was a bank statement. Not from a bank I knew. The name was foreign, and the address was in a country I had only ever seen on a map. Halfway down the page, in plain black letters, was my name.*Adria Castellan.*And under
Chapter 265ADRIAThe man who had stood in Damien's office in the dark and put a phone in my hand. The man who sat in the car today and looked out the window so I could cry in private. The man who gave me ninety seconds of my husband's voice, the most important ninety seconds of my life.He was the same man who had picked up a pipe and beaten a boy on a concrete floor.The same hands.I did not know what to do with that. I sat there and turned it over and over, and it would not settle into one thing. It kept being two things. A man who did a terrible thing. A man who did a kind thing. They did not cancel each other out. They just sat there side by side, both true, both heavy.I thought about Kieran's scar. I had never seen it. He said it was on the back of his head. Darren put it there.I thought about Damien standing in the warehouse, sixteen, watching. And then Damien climbing through a window a week later to hold the boy who did it.Nothing
Chapter 264ADRIAI could not sleep either.I had tried. I had lain in our bed, on my side of it, the way I always did, even now. Seventeen nights, and I still could not make myself sleep in the middle. His side was cold and flat and smooth. I kept my hand on it anyway.I could still hear him.Not really. But in my head, the phone call kept playing. *I love you. I will always love you.* Then the footsteps. Then the click. I had heard it so many times since the car that it had started to sound like a song I could not turn off.At a quarter to two I gave up. I sat up and turned on the little lamp. My hands were dry from crying, and I rubbed in some of the vanilla cream from the jar on the dressing table, because it was something to do with them. Damien used to say the whole room smelled like a bakery because of that jar. He used to say it like a complaint, and then he would lean in and smell my neck.I put on my robe.I had not thanked Darren. T
Chapter 263DARRENAnd maybe right now, tonight, she was lying awake in that big country house, staring at a ceiling like I had been, wondering if he was alive. Or maybe she knew. Maybe she had been told and she had said yes. Maybe she had sat across from the old men at the long table and nodded and said, *Do what you must.*I did not know which was worse.I could not stand not knowing.I pushed myself up off the floor and reached for my phone on the bed."What are you doing?" Val said."Calling her.""Who?""Aunt Rosalind. Right now." I woke the screen. My fingers were already moving. "She'll pick up. She always picks up for me. I'll just ask her. I'll just ask if she knows where he is.""Darren, no.""It'll take one minute—"Val was up off the floor before I finished. She moved fast, the way she always moved when it mattered, and her hand came down flat over the screen of my phone."No," she said. "Listen to me
Chapter 262DARRENI do not know how long we stayed like that.Her hands on my face. My hands on her wrists. Both of us crying, though I was trying not to, and she had given up trying a while ago. Her tears fell off her chin and onto my sweater. I did not care. I held on to her wrists like they were the only solid thing in the room.At some point my legs stopped holding me up properly, and I slid off the edge of the bed onto the floor. She came down with me. She did not let go of my face until we were both sitting on the old wooden boards, our backs against the side of the bed, our knees pulled up.Like kids.We used to sit like this when we were small. In the hall outside our parents' room when they were fighting. In the back of the big closet at the summer house during hide and seek, when nobody ever found us because Val always picked the best spots. Side by side. Shoulders touching. Not talking.We sat like that now.The lamp was still on a







