[6 days later ]
"DID YOU EAT MY SANDWICH? ?!!"
Peach yelled ."I didn't babe " Aiden replied."I AM NOT YOUR BABE ...GIVE ME MY NUTELLA! !!!"She yells again ."Dude calm your girlfriend down " Jason speaks"WHAT THE FUCK !!?? I AM NOT HIS GIRLFRIEND!!!!" I laughed at her burst out .
"Clam down ...here you go " Aiden gave her the sandwich and she snacthed it from him ."So....i was think ...will you ..maybe ..ummm come to the new coffee shop with me ?" Austin asked .
I don't wanna goooo ...
But i can't be rude ...I mean ..he help me in physics. ..I have work ...Ahhh..."Fine ...can Pe-"
"Great ...just us two then ok ?"HuhhhI was about ask him wether Peach could come .But he just cut me off in the mid ."O-Ok " i said hesitantly .
Its been two days since what happened at the beach .
Me and Zander haven't uttered a word to each other .Although he hasn't ....his actions still show kindness towards me .Like smiling when we meet ...We haven't seen each other ....only twice since their finals are going on ..
Our as well .I decided to keep this issue aside and focus on my study .There finals will be over by tomorrow. Our will be by day after tomorrow.I am still struggling to understand the reason behind why Shakespeare started writing .Ya ..English literature. I have to write something in that ..Why don't we have exams like drawing ?Tragic thing , Kane sat with us the first time in his life
But never utter a word .The relationship between them was beyond our intellect.I could see how amber was intimidated by himAs per Peach and Aiden .
Well ...lets just say they are talking to each other .Aiden apologized for what he did and she forgave him .But then he gets all possessive over her in just 3 days causing her to get more angry .Of course she will ..i mean ...who kiss you on the cheek while you are talking to you friend ?This happened when she was talking to Jason .The moment was funny watching her yell at him for doing that .And here Am I ......pathetic as ever ....want to fall in love ...but can't.
My love life sucks .Like from the beginning.After doing some study in the library with Peach ,Sara and Shawn we make our way outside .
I don't know why i have this weird feeling about something is gonna happen. ..I don't know why i want to see him so miserablely .I stopped at my tracks to see Austin waving at me .
I smiled .After hugging others I sat on his bike and we drove to the new coffee shop .To be honest. ....if it was Zander I would've happily agreed .
But ....Autin gives me ..some wired vibes ..."So ..what will you like ?" Austin asked .
"I'll order mine .." i say"Oh no ...its my treat " he grined .I sighted .Well ...who will turn down a free coffee ?
After ordering a black coffee we sat down near the last window ."So ...you are very close to Peach ?"I smiled ."Yep " i reply ."Hmm..."I took a sip and sighted .The coffee is good here ."Hey ..umm ..mind if i ask something? "
What now ?"Hmm ?""I ...uhhh..." he laughed nervously scratching his neck ."I ..I "Move it boy ..i don't have time ."I like you a lot ...."
WHAT THE FUCK !????I took a deep breath."I am sorry Austin ...I can't " I got up .
He followed me out calling out my name ."Anna !! Wait !"I never stopped .His hand came around my wrist which immediately snached away as a reflex .This always happens..
"Don't touch me Austin . Please "
I spoke politely."Why not ....what did I do ..I really like you Anna ...please give us a chan-""No ....i can't ...excuse me " i tried to walk but he held my hand .I tried to take it away but he didn't let me .Almost made me remind of the past .I grit my teeth as tears swelled in .But my face showed anger."Austin let go . NOW !!"I shouted .But his face showed disappointment .Yet he had a smirk ."You are just scared aren't you ...don't worry ...i won't hurt you ..I-"Slap
His face was suprised .
I snached my hand away and starting walking .I never knew the way but still walked .I saw him stalking towards me .My heart was beating are a fast rate .My hands were shivering.God
Please help ."You can't run away Anna ...just come to me !!" He yelled .
I increased my pace ."Anna "I crossed the road so that he won't catch up as fast .But he was right behind me .
Shit .What the hell is wrong with this dude .UurrghhhWhat a creep .Suddenly his voice came through .
"You don't have to walk away Anna ...let me drop you home ..common "I never replied but just ignored.I won't ever go with a man like him .
I know this is too much ..that he just touched me ...but nobody will ever understand the condition i am in .I took out my phone and dialed the only person i needed right nowAfter 3 rings he picked up .
"Hey ...whats wrong? "I sniffed ."A-Aaron ...please pick me up "I heard shuffling as he spoke ."Tell me where you are Raspberry "After giving him the address which might help him i hung up
I walked near a simple restaurant but Austin was still behind me ."Go away Austin! " i shout ."No ...i won't ..."I was trembling but never showed it .He came near ...i tried to move but he held my both hands as I struggled to break free
"AUSTIN STOP !!! ASSHOLE !!"He never did ."Shh...i am not gonna hurt y-"i tried to stop but he didn't let me go ,flashbacks started and stared panicking ."Austin ,let go " i mutter with my shaky breath ,"shhh..its alright ,i just want you to know how beautiful you are to me , i can't resist but touch you " i tried to take his hands off mine but they were too tight .
he kept muttering things but i just tried to fight back and tears ran down my cheek.
He was suddenly off me by a big blow on his face .
I looked at the person responsible and gasped .Austin's hold on me loosened as he feel on the ground .
He received numerous punched from my saviour. ..Who happened to be Zander"No ..stop .thats enough! !!" I put a hand on his shoulder as he stopped .
He stands up and cups my cheeks .
"Why the fuck was he touching you !!?? . Why were you with him !?? . Tell me now !!" He demanded .His voice was harsh ..but his hands were warm .It made me calm down ...made me feel safe ."Hey ...don't scare my sister "
My eyes windend."A-Aaron " I rush to hug him ."Its alright we are here now "He said I nodded ."Anna ...tell me why was he with you ?"After explaining my shitty episode of shitty experience to them in the car i sighed and leaned my head back as my eyes felt sleepy .
"Anna " Zander called out .
"Hmm " i never the energy to reply back in words.He didn't reply back so i opened my eyes .He was looking at me from the passenger seat ."Why did you go with him "
He sighed asking that .Questions,
Why is he in this car ?How did get there so early ?Wy did they both come together?Did they meet on the way or .....Whats happening in my life ?Why am i still alive ?I felt the car stop and the door open .
After a while i was lifted up in someone's arms and carried." are you staying for dinner ?" A voice spoke .It came from the person holding so its definitely Aaron .Zander never replied.Must have gone home .I was then laid on the bed .I opened my eyes to see both Zander and my brother. Wait ...he didn't go home ?
"I'll let mom know she is home "
Zander nodded as Aaron walked out .He stood besides my bed staring at meI felt myself blush as his intense glare diged holes in my eyes .I looked to the other side .
Suddenly the bed dipped besides me ,his warm hand rested on my head .His fingers brushed through my hair .I felt myself relax .I sighted and rolled over.My head rested on his lap as he continued patting my head ."Why are you so stupid sometimes? " i chuckled at his question ."Well ...you know me ...so it must be normal to you " i say .
"I got so scared when your brother suddenly shout up from the living room ...i thought ...you were hurt "Oh honey i will kill someone before they even touch my hair .
Wait ...Says me ?UurrgghI can't even throw a good punch like Peach yet .What am i thinking ?"I am fine " i replied.
His hands were so relaxing and calming ...I never knew when my eye lids dropped as i fell into darkness ."Hey have you see Seth.?""Umm ...he might be in his room but he has a show in 5 minutes how about you sit here and wait ?"I nodded ."Honey ...what are you doing here ? " the lady asked ."Oh ...um..i was waiting for Shawn ..umm .....I am his girlfriend "She gasped ."Oh sweetie he left the studio an hour ago "My heart dropped ."B-but he told me to wait "Tears feel from my eyes ................I opened the door to see Shawn ...sitting on his couch talking to a girl .They were laughing. ....he laughed ....he never laughed like that before .. not even with me .His eyes feel on me and he stood up ."Oh hii ...Hey Alice ...meet my ...umm ..frie
The morning after end of the exam was same ..Wake upBrush you teethAnd go to school .Well .....the universityNevermind .We had a extra lecture for god knows what .The winter break was about start by this week .I am excited! !Wonder if i will build a snowman again .The snowman i tried to bulid last winter ...looked like bunch to ice balls thrown together. ..thats all .I heard a honk ..it was peach .After saying by to my sweet family ..mentioning my crazy ass bro who never did let me eat my banana ...i stepped outside and sat in the car ."Supp " i say ."Yo...""You know the graduation ceremony for seniors is on this Friday "Huh ?"That early ? " She nodded .
"Am i first person to know about this ?" She asked ."Yes " replied"Good ""What good ? " i asked in confusion"Because if i was the second i was gonna chop you in pieces " she said with a scowl. I sigh."Wow .....psycho much ?" She smirked ."So ....what did he say right after kissing you ?" I blushed ."That i was his " i reply."Like ...'you are mine ' ..? ...like that ?" She said mimicking a man's voice in which she miserably failed ."Ya ..""Damn .. that was hot "I rolled my eyes ."No Peach ....now i am scared ...you know how i trusted the last person and how did that end up ?"She got up from my bed and came near me ."Anna ...he won't ...why would he kiss you then ? He certainly likes you ...and if you get the feeling of him using y
SO.......I am in a pretty dress with pretty design ...pretty colour ....and a FUCKEN PRETTY COST !!!!!!I don't understand ....why would he want me to dress up like this ?A lady came inn with something in her hands .She was one for the 4 ladies who dressed me up . I honestly felt like a queen . One of them were doing my hair , one helped me in dress....although i didn't want it ....The other did my makeup .My lips were rose pink,she was about to do my eye shadow but I said no .What ?.....I don't like it that muchThere was a light pink blush on my cheeks . A golden simple pendent around my neck which matched the black knee length dress . I had black heels on , which kinda made me look hot .
---------------------------------------------------Anna's P.O.V.Do you ever feel .....like a atom boom ....wanna explode ....from inside .. ....Do you ever feel like a stupid girl......wanna throw herself ....in a pit of hole .Do you ever feel .....like changing your past ....so that you could be .... better at ...Can't you see baby.....i wanna say yes ... .but these all stupid things makes me more stupider .Ok thats enough.He asked me out ...I miserably wanna say yesBut my past won't let me .THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME !!!??"Anna ...live a little ""Sweetheart. ..you should give him chance ...besides he is a good man "I remembered what mom and Peach saidShould I ?Could I ?Will he keep his promise. ?"Iiiiiii.....ahhhhh....youuu...annn...wahhhh....ummmm....."UrrrgggghhhhhWhy i
*************** ...***********************--------------------------------------------"Talk to me Peach " Aiden said .How will I ?You picked me up and sat me in the car without my permission.The car stopped and i look at him in anger .I hated that Anna went with Zander leaving me with Aiden .We were having a good time when these two arrived .The door of my seat opened and Aiden stood there .He puts his hands forward .
The car stopped ..Zander gets out and walks over my side to open the door for me .When i get out he unexpectedly pulls me in for a gentle kiss .He pulls away and i ducked my head blushing ."Raspberry ? " I heard Aaron call .I look back to see him getting out of his car with some files .He closes his door and makes his way towards us ."Hey " Aaron waved to Zander and Zander nodded .I run to Aaron and hug him ."Hey sis ..whats up " I sigh..."I wanna sleep " ."Sleep after you had some lunch Anna " Zander convinced."Zander wanna join us ? ..its just me and her today " Aaron .I look at him"Where's mom and dad ?" i ask"Gone to Chicago for business ...don't worry ...they will be back before 12th "I sigh in relief."Ya ..they better be ...before 12th that is " I stated .We three walk in and Aaron made his way in the kitchen.I walked upstairs but felt
I woke with the sun rays burning in my eyes .It stings .MY EYES ARE STINGING. ..UURRGGHH!!!!!I tried to stretch. ..keyword ...tried .I couldn't because i believe someone's hand was on my waist .Huh ?I look behind to see the handsome young man sleeping.I sighed ..I noticed him move and open his eyes .I smiled ...but never got one back .My heart broke as he never even spoke but just stared at me I look in the front and sit up .Giving one last look at him i walk straight in the bathroom .Ya great ..he isn't talking to you .Hell !!I washed myself and came out in my sliky white robe .He wasn't in my room .Must be downstairs.