21 - Sydney

It's been a few days of blissful sex, winter prep, and river fun. The sex in his car seemed to calm Axel, and cement in his mind, I'm his, and I'm not going anywhere. Since then, he's been even more loving, if that's even possible.

Once we said the 'I love you' to each other, it's like we can't stop. He doesen't leave a room without telling me, and it's the first words spoken, when we wake up in the morning, and the last ones said, before going to bed each night.

I've never felt freer, more myself than I do out here with Axel. I till wear his shirt around the house with nothing underneath. We both like him having access to me in the cabin, and he uses that freedom well. But now, I have clothes to wear, when we go checking traps, or like today, when we go out hunting.

We are planning another trip into town sooner than normal, so I can get my hunting tags, and we can increase the number of animals we can hunt. I also want to get trapping permits, so we can run another trapping line.