Peter places our stuff inside the car with such easiness. I watch his hard, tanned body that seems accustomed to heavy jobs, moving swiftly. He's hot, I guess.
Well, it's impossible not to admire the God's creation sometimes."I think I'm going to love this vacation," I think out loud, and all eyes turn towards me. "Well, I'm referring to this place.""Really?" Sam murmurs, giving me one of her dubious looks.I'm serious, though.We hit the two-lane asphalt as soon as we dive away from the city. Sam has been striking a conversation with Peter, as I busy myself with the fascinating view through the half-scrolled window."So, are you related to Liam?" I hear Sam asking him."No," says Peter. "Sir Liam is my boss."Attempting to stay oblivious of the two, I grab my camera from the handbag, and start clicking some pictures."How long will the ride take?" Again, she continues tormenting the poor guy."About one hour," he answers."Oh boy," she mutters, exhaling heavily.She hates long rides, and I absolutely love this one.Ignoring their voices, I focus my attention on the enchanting snow-capped mountains, and the enormous landscapes covered with serene shades of green. The sight is extremely breathtaking.I stay awake the whole ride, watching some interesting farm houses, cows and horses grazing into several pastureland we pass by, and two cowboys riding their horses that make me grin like a fool. I think I'm a bit crazy for men in horses because I'm dazzled at the sight of their backs alone. There's something wild about cowboys that I perhaps need to explore. Goodness, what am I thinking now? A sigh lurches out of my lips as I clear my sultry thoughts.Now we're entering some dusty road in which two fields are separated, bordered with a railing fence that seems to be long. This area is pretty beautiful, also, with yellow and white flowers adorning the green grass.With the sky so clear, and the wind breezing like an ocean, I can't complain about anything."You seem to like this place already, Ms. Kira," Peter says calmly with a faint smile, handling the steering wheel with so much ease."Kira, please." I smile back. "And yes, this place is absolutely splendid." I fail to conceal the excitement, and he seems to quite understand."It won't be long, we're almost there," he says coolly."Oh, that's great." I hope there'll be food, I'm starving and I pray my tummy won't shame me as it usually does. Unfortunately my food goddess is hardly away from her throne.We ride for extra five minutes, until I finally see a big and beautiful two-storey house, surrounded with a well-trimmed garden and trees capable to draw one's smile without any reason."Oh, finally." Sam stretches up, sounding like she'd dodged a bullet. "Are you good, Kiki?" She's now getting off."Never been better," I answer while putting my camera inside my shoulder bag.Peter helps me with the suitcase as I get off, my eyes refusing to stay still in one place. Obeying their wishes, I end up seeing two people emerging from the house, probably to regard our presence. One of the two is a guy, a very good-looking guy in a denim shirt and blue jeans. And the other is a woman, dressed elegantly in a scarlet sweatdress, with some black wedge boots that complement her glossy, black hair.Sam immediately jogs towards them, or him, smiling like a child facing the Christmas tree full of Santa's treats. The man smiles handsomely at her as their glances collide, but it doesn't last long as our eyes meet. His face turns expressionless, momentarily, making me frown a bit.Well . . ."Welcome, Samantha," he utters once he's resumed a bit of his seemingly rare smile."Thank you, Liam," Sam replies with her best smile.Oh, Liam. Nice name. My subconscious seems to finally awake after the short nap. I get stuck in my feet, watching Sam and her Liam exchanging smiley greetings, until the woman throws a mirthful glance my way, a reminder of my impoliteness.I pace over slowly, holding the strap of my bag as though my life depends of it. Now I'm starting to wonder if I did right by coming here. I mean, if I thinkproperly, I don't really have any business here, right? Anyways, I'll just forget it and seize the day.The woman, who's indeed beautiful even from a distance, hugs Sam happily. I can hear her charming voice as she speaks, and it draws my smile right away. It's that strange feeling of liking someone you know nothing about, in the very first glance and other details like their smiles."I'm so glad to meet you," she tells my friend."Me, too," Sam replies, her grin impeccable.Well, someone is so whipped."And this one?" the woman queries, her smile intact, and they all face me.Here goes nothing. Getting closer, I utter, "Hello.""Oh, this is my best friend, Kira," Sam says pointedly. "Kira, this is Liam and his mother.""Oh, pleased to meet you." I move towards the mother."Kira," she mutters. "What a lovely name. Welcome to our home, darling, I'm Eleanor." She now hugs me, and it feels so heavenly.Her warmth is so motherly."Thank you." I grin, maybe stupidly grinning."Liam Darcy," the man says while moving near. "Welcome." He extends his hand towards me, his gaze piercing through my eyes so intensely.Relax, Kira, he's not so intimidating.Liam's emotionless voice makes me uneasy for some unknown reasons. Ignoring my unhealthy thought, I shake his hand. Astonishing, I immediately experience something like an electric shock.It's nerve wracking!I wince, and we quickly split hands. He frowns, then folds his palm instinctively and subtly inspects it; we both do, before staring back at one another in a strange way. I think he too felt what I've just felt, but what the hell has just happened? Is it real or some kind of imagination?Smiling faintly, I turn my back to hop into the taxi that's been waiting for ages. The driver is probably wondering why we're having a display of affection in the middle of the city, instead of wherever we came from.It's when Malik grabs my wrist suddenly, right before I grab the door handle.He steadfastly pulls me to his side, like he's forgotten something very important. I'm so startled as I land my hands on his chest, and find myself tightly against his body. He swallows nervously, his shiny eyes piercing into mine.I don't understand this attitude, until his lips land onto mine.I don't do a thing. I'm just too puzzled to react. He's kissing me, I know he is, but it's like I'm hypnotized with the shock or something. Everything ceases to exist, and I can't even feel my own heartbeat.What is this? What is Malik doing now? My two subs widen their eyes, utterly shocked.He suddenly frees me, and I look up at him
"What happened?" Malik eyes my suitcase with pure dismay."She knows," I sob, wiping my tears. "She's found out already."Malik says nothing. Slowly he pulls me into his arms and I easily dissolve in his embrace. My hiccups take the best of me like a child, my chin on his shoulder. I feellost and empty. I just cry . . . and he rubs my back gently, no word coming from his mouth. I still can’t believe the worst has happened."I'm sorry for this." I finally tug out and manage to smile while picking my bags, ready to face the aftermath; my scary unknown after ruining everything."It's okay," Malik tells me softly, smile forced and rueful. "You're still leaving?" He sounds indisposed."Yeah, I can't stay here anymore." I lift my eyes to meet his, a bittersweet laughter escaping my lips at this mess I'm in. "I don't want to be here, Malik. I don't have any right to be here." Tears fall down yet again, blurring my vision
"I can't believe this! So you're trying to excuse yourself by pretending that you had no choice?" Sam is gravely amused."No, I'm not making any excuses! The last thing I wanted in my life was hurting you, and you know that perfectly well.""No, I don't think I know." She shakes her head in denial. "And you've succeeded to hurt me, just so you know, Kira. And I'll never forgive you for this.""Sam," I breathe, "I'll understand if you decide to do so. But truly, I'm really sorry.""With that face of yours, everyone thinks you're a saint," Sam snarls with a fine deliberate to hurt me, which works perfectly. "The nice one." She twirls around me. "The good one . . . Always the loved one." Now she stops moving."Sam, that's not true." I wipe off the fallen drop."And of course I'm the bad one, right? So tell me, Kira, how did you seduce him?" she mockingly asks. "How were his kisses like?" she adds, and I swallow the anger t
"You're finally back," Sam utters casually, her eyes stone cold. Seeing my astonished face upon the sight of the diary, she lifts it up, smirking."Did you read my diary?" I manage to ask with much difficulty, as though a fishbone is stuck to my throat."Oh . . . tthis? I didn't mean to read it," she says coolly."What?" I scoff angrily. "That's my fucking diary!" My body trembles, fear and worries engulfing me wholly."I only wanted to return your charger, and by pure coincidence, your lovely diary dropped and flipped." She smiles, a very bitter smile, and I'm stuck to my feet. "Why, Kira? Why this?" she asks me in a soft voice while getting closer.I press my lips together to repress whatever that's about to burst in me. My worst nightmare is here. I'm not sure which one is scary, between my dreams at night or this foreign situation that I've brought upon myself.What should I say now? That I'm sorry? That I can expla
I return to where I parked the car. I can't say I've had my fill, but I've quite enjoyed this Ocean drive neighborhood. Well, eventually I realized where I am during my promenading. I even had a pleasure to relax and grab a big bite of cheeseburger so cheer myself.And I usually eat a lot when I'm stressed.I'm about to hop in the car when the incoming call on my cellphone stops me halfway. I slam the door sharply before rummaging inside my bag. I clutch my phone and a hard scowl appears on my face when I find it's a new number. I swipe the receiver hesitantly."Hello?" I croak."Where are you? We need to talk.” A male voice snaps quickly, causing a shiver throughout my skin.And I could recognize this voice even in my deep sleep.”Liam,” I breathe softly."It's good that you know my voice by heart," Liam remarks. "Where are you, Kira?" he practically snaps at me again."Liam, please, no
They tried talking to me, the girls, the boys, but none succeeded to open my mouth. The world had lost its colors in my eyes, but some brunette kid named Samantha didn't give up. She tried until I opened my mouth."It hurts," I utter, tears streaming down. "That's what I said." I lift my eyes at Sam. "Why are you reminding me?""Nothing," Sam says softly. "I just want to say that you're the person I love and trust the most in my life. I know you'd never hurt or betray me, because you're my bestfriend. I want to be that person to you too, Kira. I know I can be bitchy . . . but I never intend to hurt you. If I did, by any chance, please forgive me." She sits next to me, and my heart shatters.Guilt. Pain. Loss. I feel them all at once."No, you haven't done anything to apologize for," I breathe and I know I'm the one who should apologize to her.But I don't have the guts to."Did Jay do anything to offend y