LOGINChapter Twelve: Dinner With The Devil
The train rattled on, its rhythm usually soothing to Ian. But today, the noise was too loud, pounding in his head like a drum. He stared out the window, his own pale, tired face reflecting back at him in the glass. His mind wouldn’t stay quiet. Flashes of Alisa’s body, Pierce’s smug face, and Zack’s cold grey eyes flickered behind his eyelids. He took a deep, shaky breath, his hands trembling slightly in his lap. Trying to distract himself, he looked around the carriage. His eyes landed on a figure sitting across the aisle. Dressed in an oversized coat, a face cap pulled low, and a nose mask, he couldn’t tell if it was a man or a woman. And they were staring right at him. Not a casual glance, but an intense, unblinking watchfulness. You’re just paranoid, Ian told himself, forcing his gaze away. But his eyes kept darting back. The stranger never looked away, never blinked. “Excuse me, sir, can you move over a little?” a young woman asked, breaking his trance. “Yes, sure,” Ian mumbled, shifting in his seat. At the next stop, the doors hissed open. Passengers shuffled out. When Ian looked back, the stranger’s seat was empty. They were gone. A wave of relief washed over him. But then he saw it. Left behind on the seat was a small, folded piece of paper. His heart hammered against his ribs as he reached for it. He unfolded it with fumbling fingers. The message inside was short, scrawled in messy handwriting: “The past always stays not too far from you - R” Ian’s breath hitched. He shoved the note into his pocket like it was on fire, his palms sweating. Just breathe. Just tell Zhedya. He’ll know what to do. He’ll make it fine. The thought was his only anchor in the rising tide of fear. ***** Zhedya sat in the opulent dining room, the air thick with the scent of expensive food. The table was set with flawless elegance, a setting he was born into. The door opened, and a man walked in. He was in his early forties, with neatly styled blonde hair and a grey suit that cost more than most cars. He moved with a predator’s grace. “You haven’t changed at all, Ryan. Still as elegant with your dishes as before,” Zhedya said, his voice flat. “Sorry to keep you waiting, Zhedya,” Ryan replied, a faint, cold smile on his lips. “I just had to prepare. Sourcing the main course is always so important.” He looked Zhedya up and down. “Do you wear your glasses often now? You look good. Just like the boy who was always behind the scope.” He made a subtle sniping gesture with his hand. A silent maid entered, serving plates of expertly prepared meat. Ryan picked up his knife and fork, cutting his portion into disturbingly precise, small pieces. “Tasty as always,” Ryan remarked. “The flavor of life… it cannot be overcooked.” “What do you want, Ryan?” Zhedya asked, cutting straight to the point. He had no patience for these games. “You are no fun. At least eat a bit before I tell you,” Ryan smirked. Zhedya hesitated, his fingers tightening around the cutlery. A memory, sharp and unwanted, flashed in his mind: a younger version of himself, his hands wrapped around Ryan’s neck at a dinner table just like this one, while Ryan laughed, a manic, unhinged sound. “You were the best sniper I ever knew,” Ryan stated casually, as if discussing the weather. “Steady arm. Anyone you were after already had death knocking on their door.” He took a sip of wine. “I want to know if you could use that skill one more time.” “That was a long time ago,” Zhedya replied, his voice dangerously calm. “I’ve forgotten that story. And those times.” “I see. When people go through horrible experiences, they try to erase them,” Ryan commented, his eyes knowing. “I guess working as a hospital CEO must make it easier. One moment you’re taking lives, the next you’ve built a temple to save them. I suppose now you do both.” “Let’s share a toast,” Ryan said, raising his glass. Zhedya clinked his glass against it, the sound sharp and final. “I have to go, Ryan. It was… something… seeing you.” Zhedya stood to leave. “Heard you’ve been keeping interesting company lately,” Ryan said, stopping him cold. “You don’t even have eyes for me anymore, despite me being back after so long.” Zhedya turned, his voice dropping to a venomous whisper. “You and I would cause a great imbalance as equals.” “So he isn’t your equal,” Ryan deduced, a cruel smile spreading. “So he brings you balance. That’s what you see in him. A predator and his prey. A captor and his captive. A savior and his redeemed.” “If you ever appear in front of him, or let him know you exist, or even come close to him,” Zhedya said, each word a promise of violence, “it will make it very easy for me to do what I should have done a long time ago.” Ryan’s smirk faltered, replaced by a flicker of genuine hurt. “Did you just threaten me? Over some rookie journalist you just met? We’ve known each other for years. Would you even react like this if I was the one being hunted?” His voice softened, almost pleading. “Do you really hate me that much, Zhedya?” Zhedya didn’t answer. He walked to the door and pulled it open. “Don’t reach out to me,” he said without looking back. “And I hope you leave this city as soon as possible.” The door shut behind him with a quiet, definitive click. ***** Ian pushed through the gleaming glass doors of The Sixteenth Hour hospital, his heart racing. Since the train, his paranoia had grown into a constant, gnawing fear. He hadn’t slept properly, jumping at every sound, constantly looking over his shoulder. “I’m here to see Mr. Zhedya, please,” he said to the receptionist, his voice strained. “Do you have an appointment?” she asked, not even looking up from her computer. “No, but I need to see him. It’s important. I’m his friend,” Ian insisted, desperation creeping into his tone. “I’m sorry, I can’t help you without an appointment.” “Ian?” The voice was like a lifeline. Ian turned to see Zhedya striding toward him, his expression shifting from surprise to deep concern. “You haven’t been sleeping or eating well because I haven’t been around?” Zhedya said gently, cupping Ian’s face right there in the lobby, not caring who saw. Then he turned his gaze to the receptionist, and his warmth vanished, replaced by an icy fury. “Listen to me. Anytime he comes here, you let him in. Immediately. If this happens again, you’re fired. Do you understand?!” The woman stammered an apology, her face white. “Come with me, Ian.” Zhedya’s arm was around him, strong and supportive, guiding him away as if he were something precious and fragile. In the quiet sanctuary of his office, Zhedya sat Ian down on the soft leather couch. “Drink this tea. You need to relax. Just sleep for a bit, I’m here.” Exhausted and safe for the first time in days, Ian laid his head in Zhedya’s lap. The gentle rhythm of his breathing and the steady hand stroking his hair finally pulled him into a deep, dreamless sleep. Hours later, Ian stirred. The room was dark, the sun setting outside. “How long was I out?” he rasped. “Four hours. You haven’t been taking care of yourself,” Zhedya murmured, his voice full of soft reproach. “And please, pardon me. I’ve been wrapped up with hospital business.” He pulled Ian closer, holding him tight. “What’s wrong? What happened?” The memory came rushing back. “Something strange happened a few days ago. A stranger left me a note on the train.” He fished the crumpled paper from his pocket and handed it over. Zhedya read the words. “The past always stays not too far from you - R” A storm of fury erupted inside him, but he kept his face a mask of calm concern for Ian. “I don’t know what this is,” he lied smoothly. “Who is ‘R’?” “I don’t know! What past are they talking about?” Ian’s voice was rising, edged with panic. He was starting to shake, tears welling in his eyes. Zhedya pulled him into a hug. “What if… it’s someone connected to Zack? Someone who believes you exposing his crimes is what made him kill himself. They might blame you.” “I thought this was over!” Ian cried, burying his face in his hands, his shoulders trembling. “Move in with me,” Zhedya offered, his voice a low, persuasive whisper. “You’ll be safe. There are guards, and I’ll have a bodyguard with you whenever you need to go out.” Ian hesitated, the last shred of his independence warring with his overwhelming fear. “Don’t refuse me, Ian,” Zhedya pleaded, his voice raw with emotion. “I care about you so much. I can’t stand the thought of anything happening to you.” Finally, defeated and terrified, Ian nodded. “Fine,” he whispered. Zhedya kissed him softly, a kiss of victory. He pressed their foreheads together, his whisper a possessive vow. “Thank you for trusting me, Ian.” ***** Later that night, Zhedya stood in a dimly lit study. “What a surprise visit,” Ryan purred, turning from the window. “You told me not to look for you, and here you are, standing in my study.” He looked delighted. Zhedya didn’t speak. He just started walking toward him, his eyes burning with a cold, murderous rage. “Are you here to tell me you’re taking the job? I’ll pay you handsomely,” Ryan said, walking closer. He reached out, running his fingers down Zhedya’s chest in a mocking caress. In a flash, Zhedya’s hand shot out, grabbing Ryan by the throat and slamming him against the wall. Ryan just laughed, a loud, grating sound. “Still as freaky as ever! I don’t care if you choke me, so long as you’re putting your hands on me!” “This is your only warning,” Zhedya snarled, “What were you thinking, pulling that stunt with Ian?” With a sudden burst of strength, Ryan shoved him back and landed a hard punch across his face. Zhedya retaliated instantly, his own fist connecting with a sickening crack. The room exploded into violence. They were a whirlwind of brutal blows and sharp kicks, a dance they knew well. A lamp shattered. Glass from a display case rained down. Zhedya, fueled by a possessive fury, finally overpowered him. He grabbed Ryan, hurling him across the massive oak desk, sending papers flying. He pinned him down, his knee digging into Ryan’s back. His hand, now holding a sleek, sharp knife from his pocket, was raised high in the air, poised to strike down.Chapter One Hundred and Two: The Path of RedemptionSix months.It felt like six lifetimes. Zhedya moved through his world like a ghost in an expensive suit. The mansion was too quiet, the bed too big, the silence too loud. He had stopped trying to find Ian after the first frantic month. The message was clear…he was done. Zhedya had finally broken the one thing he loved beyond reason.He wasn’t the polished CEO anymore. He was a shell. Work piled up, but his focus was gone. The only thing that cut through the fog was the burn of whiskey, glass after glass, trying to drown out the memory of Ian’s face, Ian’s voice, Ian’s warmth.He was at his office desk, staring blankly at a contract, when the phone rang. His head of security.“Sir.” The man’s voice was tense, confused. “A Mr. Ian Packer is at the private elevator. He’s asking for you.”For a full three seconds, Zhedya didn’t breathe because those words didn’t make sense. Ian…Here….After radio silence for half a year.He dropped t
Chapter One Hundred and One: Making Choices. Ian’s foot slammed down hard on the brake. The car skidded, gravel flying, before lurching to a violent stop. He sat there, his knuckles bone-white where they gripped the steering wheel, his breath coming in ragged gasps.In front of him was the dark, open road. Freedom. Safety. Behind him was the warehouse door, a black hole of fire and death.‘He deserves to burn. After everything he did to you, to Elijah, to everyone… he deserves to be ash.’But his eyes wouldn’t listen. All he could see was the image burned into his brain… Zhedya lying broken on the concrete, leg twisted, his face pale as the moonlight. Not a powerful monster, just a man…a man who was about to die.“No!”The word tore from his throat, raw and painful. It wasn’t a thought; it was a reflex. A stupid, suicidal reflex.He wrenched the steering wheel hard, slammed the car into drive, and stomped on the gas. The engine roared in protest as he aimed right for the warehouse
Chapter One Hundred: The Right Thought.The warehouse door groaned like a dying animal. Ian stepped inside, the air thick with the smell of rust, oil, and dust. The only light came in through broken windows high above, cutting through the darkness in thin, sad slivers.His own heartbeat was a frantic drum in his ears, louder than his footsteps on the concrete.A laugh echoed from the metal catwalk above, cold and bouncing off the empty walls.“Look who actually showed up!” the voice called down. “I didn’t think you were that stupid, Ian. The hero complex is real.”Ian’s eyes darted, trying to find the source. Then he heard it…the rattle of heavy chains. He whipped his head to the right.There, dangling from a hook attached to a massive overhead crane, was Elijah. He was bound and gagged, his eyes wide with terror. One wrong move, and he’d plummet fifty feet to the hard concrete below.“Ryan!” Ian shouted, his voice cracking. “I’m here! Let him down!”Slow footsteps descended the met
Chapter Ninety Nine: The Trap The front door opened and closed with a heavy, final thud that echoed through the quiet glass house. Ian found Zhedya in the foyer, not standing tall like he usually did, but leaning heavily against the wall like it was the only thing holding him up. His tie was undone, hanging loose, and his usually perfect blonde hair was a messy, disheveled halo around his head. He smelled like expensive whiskey and cold night air. He wasn’t falling-down drunk, but the cracks in his perfect armor were wide open for anyone to see. “My angel,” he slurred, a soft, wobbly smile touching his lips. His grey eyes were glassy, fixed on Ian with a desperate kind of worship. “You’re awake.” “You got drunk, Zhedya,” Ian stated flatly, walking over to him. He slipped an arm under Zhedya’s shoulders, taking his weight. The man was solid, heavy with more than just alcohol…heavy with something dark and sad. Ian helped him up the grand staircase, each step a strug
Chapter Ninety Eight: Whispering BirdsThe email popped up in a secure, encrypted folder on his phone. A folder Ian didn’t even know he had until a text from an unknown number told him how to find it. The sender was just a string of letters and numbers. The subject was blank.His hands shook as he opened it. There were no words but just attachments.He opened the first one. A photo. Two skinny teenagers, arms slung around each other’s shoulders, grinning at the camera like they owned the world despite having nothing. One was a younger John, his hair messy, his smile huge. The other… was him. Ian. His own face, younger, softer, but undeniably him. He was wearing a faded band t-shirt he didn’t remember.He scrolled to see another photo. Them on a beat-up couch, sharing headphones. Another was a document scan from the foster system. Their names linked. Case numbers. It was all there, in cold, official ink.Proof.A stone dropped into the pit of Ian’s stomach. He wasn’t lying…none of
Chapter Ninety Seven: I Believe You, I Lied. The nightmares wouldn’t stop. For days now, Ian woke up gasping, his sheets soaked with cold sweat. Visions of gunshots in the dark, the sickening crack of a neck, the feeling of falling endlessly into water below. He looked exhausted, with deep purple shadows under his eyes that even Zhedya’s expensive skincare couldn’t fix. Zhedya noticed, of course. He’d become extra attentive, extra gentle…bringing him tea, running him baths, touching him like he was a porcelain doll. It should have felt comforting. Instead, it felt like being smothered. And Ian was keeping a secret. A big one. He hadn’t mentioned the bookstore. He hadn’t mentioned the frantic man who’d called him Ian, who’d hugged him with tears in his eyes. John. The name was a stone in his gut. He didn’t know why he was keeping it from Zhedya, only that a deep, screaming instinct told him he had to. Tonight, Zhedya sat behind him on the massive bed, his stron







