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| 17 | New Eyes

Penulis: Laisha Gardner
last update Tanggal publikasi: 2026-06-07 00:05:50

My eyes snap open to brightness, confusion clouding my mind as reality slowly filters in. Sunlight streams through gaps in the curtains, painting golden stripes across the bed. For a moment, I’m disoriented—the quality of light is wrong, too bright, too warm. Then understanding hits: I must have fallen asleep after he left for his shower, hours ago now.

I push myself up, my body protesting each movement as if I’ve been drugged. Despite the hours of unconsciousness, exhaustion clings to me. My h
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